Chapter 11 Reality

Past

Several weeks passed, Everything was going like normal, unlike one thing,

Faith!!

She didn't call me or texted me after our exams day, I just don't know what's wrong with her

And today is our result day too, I just hope me and Faith will get past our exams

God, please!!

Suddenly my phone rang, a smile appears on my face when I noticed it was my uncle's call, but again today is my results day, what if I would get fail

"Mark Uncle," I said in a low whisper

"What happened why you are speaking so cold, is everything is alright," he asked me I can sense he is worried for me

"Today is my result day, Uncle that's why I'm so scared, you know right dad and mom always wanted me to pass with great grades in my exams

Now they both are not in this world but I know they're watching me firm God's home and I just wanted to make them feel proud for me," I sighed and rested my head on my hand

"Just don't worry, I trust you and your abilities, I am sure you will get pass in your exams, just never lose hope, and one more thing, never, stop believing in you, you are the best and this feeling is enough, to get through any problem," he said to calm me down

Yes, uncle is right I should believe in myself, but not lose hope everything will be fine

"Okay, call me when your result will come," he said and I hang up the call

Finally, I looked at the digital clock, time is almost done, just half an hour is left, I quickly went towards the bathroom and took the shortest shower in the history

I put on my yellow hoodie with layered blue denim jeans and white sneaker shoes and pulled my hair in one braid

I headed towards my school,

I think it should run back to my hostel, I felt so foreign here, like I'm all alone here no one is with me

My shoulders rolled back, and I glanced at my smartwatch, time is up, now I have to face my deeds, my report card

Please! swallow me mother earth

Several students are getting happy seeing their report cards even their parents are also very happy with them and here I'm, I just hate my fucking life

I saw the teacher sitting at her table when she looked at me, she rolled her eyes and pulled out a fresh new report card with my grades written over it

"Here," she said while giving me the report card, and I closed my eyes

"Two-three four...

My heart was racing as I was counting to stop my anxiety level to go high, I think I really need chilled water to calm my damm mind

Mrs.Deliah, our class teacher, her eyes softened looking at me

It's so unusual she never liked me, then why show sympathy, I hate sympathy, and pity looks

I'm not someone you do pity

I quickly looked at my result, I shook my head

Fail at three subjects

I looked around trying to focus on something, I just don't know and understand what the heck is happening, where to look, I just wanted to run away

"Brille," Mrs.Deliah spoke softly but I bounced backward and ran Away from there

My chest feels so heavier as I sat on the floor of my room with my result which is showing that I'm failed on three subjects, and because of this, the school can't promote me to the next class and they wanted me either to repeat the class or leave the school

My chest caves in, I quickly put my hand over it and rubbed it, trying to ease the pain, I just don't know but after the heaviness over my chest, I started feeling pain

Wait, Faith, she also told me that her paper also didn't go well, I might call her aka what is her result, I quickly took my phone but before I can call her, a notification popped up on my phone it was from Instagram

It shows that Abigail started a live video on Instagram

I quickly clicked on it and saw, wait I frowned when I saw it was Faith's house

Not only Abigail but there are many other girls actually it's her whole group was there

"We're doing party because we passed with good marks in our exams," she screamed and her puppets cheered around her, I quickly ended up the cut, there is no way I'm gonna usee her so-called party of getting passed in exams

I quickly called Faith, first she didn't pick up my call

Then I called her again

Finally, she picked up,

"Faith, what is your result," I asked

"What is Brielle, I'm busy and don't have time, I'm passed," she said

"Then why you didn't help me when I asked it, you know right I was in a coma that's why I wasn't able to study, besides that you lied to me too that you don't know the answers" I gritted at her

"Brielle, I'm at a party, and they are calling me, so I have to go by," and she hangs up the call

I snuggled backward towards the edge of my bed

"I don't believe that this is happening," I gulped and looked around even my head feels so heavy like it is going to explode at any minute

I quickly lay on the floor of my room and closed my eyes all I need is, that I  need to sleep very badly

my parents must be very ashamed of me, they always wanted me to be a very bright student my dad always wanted me to be a topper in my class but the truth is I'm a loser

My phone rang and I received it without seeing the caller id

And put it on speaker, my hands feel so light like they don't have any bone or life, my limbs seem like they didn't belong to me

"Bri," it's my uncle's voice

I didn't speak a word just kept staring at the ceiling above me

"Your teacher called me, it's okay Bri, everything will be alright just don't worry," he said and I shook my head

"Bri, trust me to listen carefully, you can repeat the class and then study with all your heart. And I'm damm sure you will top on your exams," he said and look fat screen blankly

"Bri, say something dear, you know we just can't be stuck on our past we have to move on from our pain, it's okay bri, remember God always gives problems to those only who dare to fight with it, not someone who can't deal with it," I slowly looked at myself in mirror

I wiped away my tears and sneezed, uncle is right I just can't be stuck on this, what happened is happened already just can't change that, I can't just sit here and cry my whole life, life is very long, I have to move on.

"You're right Mark uncle I just can't be stuck in the past, I have to move on for good," I murmured while sitting up

"That's like my Bri, I'm proud of you, I will talk to your principal, that you will repeat the class," he said

"Actually uncle, I don't want to repeat the class from this school, please find any other school for me  " my chest tightened, there is no way I'm going back there to that bullies, and that bitch Faith, I thought she was my friend but she is fucking betrayed, I hate her, I have a lot eh teacher who is mojor hypocrite, I hate everything.