Again Hurting Me

"Bro, tell me something very honestly, did Zuriel and you know each other,

Did anything happen between you both which makes you both ended up hating each other, so badly," I asked looking into his eyes

He looked around, not wanting to make an eye contact with me

"Nothing, just take care of yourself and always remember, I'm always with you, whenever you'll need me," he kissed my forehead caressing my hair and I nodded, I felt my eyes burning

He quickly wiped away my tears and went towards the exit

I bit my lips, how it feels when you realize that you're no longer what you was since childhood that last name which was your identity since childhood changes suddenly after your marriage with your husband's last name

Breathing heavily, I quickly went towards a chair, arranged for guests, and sat down there, my knees feel so weak around making me clutch the hem of my wedding gown

Wait, where is Zuriel, I need to thank him if he didn't believe in me and backed me in front of luke then God knows what would happen to me

I looked around, to find him but he was nowhere to be insight

I quickly stand up when Mrs.Richardson and Mr. Juriel Richardson approached me

"Welcome to the family, honey," Zuriel's dad hugged me caressing my hair and next to Mrs.Richardson hugged me

"Thank you so much Mr. and Mrs.Richardson," I smiled at them

Mrs.Richrdson looked at me with furrowed eyebrows

"Call me mom and dad to Jared," she said while placing her hand on my arm and Zuriel's dad nodded to me smiling widely

"We're so sorry again for what happened earlier," Mr.Jared Richardson, oh! Sorry, Dad spoke while looking at me

I shook my head, "it's okay Dad, please don't apologize, " I nodded at him

But where is the Zuriel, last time I saw him, he was talking to Dad

"Um, where is Zuriel," I asked

"So, impatient  to meet your husband  now, don't worry he's officially yours now," Mom said wiggling her eyebrows nudging me

I threw my head back, and we laughed together, she exactly feels like family to me, I never felt like an outsider whenever I'm with Zuriel's parents

My cheeks felt so warm like they are  burning, why the hell I'm blushing at this, what is this new fluttery and strange sensation just awakened after, I kissed Zuriel

"No, nothing like that, but need to talk to him something," I said looking down, even my hair falls around my face, I did it intentionally, to hide this stupid blush from them

But where is Zuriel, I pouted and looked around again, I just wanted to see him, even I also don't know what is happening with my stupid body, and more my heart, it always started beating so faster and my legs always felt like giving up when ever I'm in fornt of Zuriel

I really misunderstood him, I thought he was also selfish and cruel, like those other men in my life, who knows nothing but to hurt you and play with your feelings, who don't care about you but only care about themselves

Zurel is never like them, he's really very different  and he proved it also today

"He got some important work, so he had to leave, but don't worry, the driver will take you to the mansion, " dad said and pulled out his phone like calling someone

After some time, a man in his mid fifties comes towards us, he bowed down little in front of Zuriel's parents and looked at me, and bowed little  in front of me, smiling widely

"Hello, ma'am I'm Nathan, your driver from now on," he said

"It's so nice to meet you, Mr.Nathan, please call me, Brielle," I sighed and he nodded grinning at me

After biding farewell from my family, even the condition of my grandfather was very emotional, when I was sitting in the car, going to my husband's mansion

"You really have such a lovely family, and I'm so happy that Zuriel is now married, it's so happy that he's now moved on from his past," Mr.Nathan said and I quickly looked at him, my senses felt like they become becomes alert

"Move on? What does that mean," I quickly asked him

What does it mean, moved on, did Zuriel, I mean was he in love with someone else

I don't know but sudd let, I felt my chest start burning, I clutched my hand into a fist, so hard that, I flat a wet liquid around my palm, my nails Peirce my palm

But it's nothing, I don't of the condition of my heart , right now

"Please tell me more," I swallowed and I can feel Mr. Nanthan's body getting tensed

"I'm so sorry Brielle, but it's not my place to tell you and besides that, I don't even know more about this, " he quickly said and I remained silent after that

Probably, I should ask Zuriel about this, but then why?

It's not like we are in love and I'm his possessive jealous wife, he can do whatever he wished

I won't disturb him, why the hell I even decided to also this thing form Zuriel

Our relationship was nothing like a real husband and wife, I only married him for his money, so that I can save my mansion and my company

I was not supposed to care about this thing of him, his past, his present is none of my business

Is he was still in love, did he still miss that girl, whom he loved

I shook my head again and quickly opened the window and  looked out from the window feeling the cold breeze touching my face softly

I rested my head over the edge of the window, Zuriel when will the day come when I will be able to know the real you, I don't even know you properly we're more like strangers, even after being married, but still, how did you manage to make my heart beat so faster with just by your name, how can be this possible, and why this thought of yours being in love with someone else, break my heart

What kind of relationship my heart just developed for you

Probably Ivaan was right, I might end up getting hurt, so it's better not to keep so much expectations with him.