Rejection

I looked at Zuriel, and quickly wrapped my arms around me, placing my head over his chest, he smiled and caress my hair

I glanced at the set of books, they're a collection of Indian ancient and historical love stories of history and their mythology not only that there was a set coffee mug, of different colors

"How do you know that I love Indian history, especially love stories in them," I asked him pulling away

"That's a secret, " he winked at me

I gasped at him, "are you a vampire because they can read the minds," I asked him wide-eyed

He pressed his lips together, while his body was shaking

"Fine, you can laugh," I said rolling my eyes and he burst into laughter

"If you become happy seeing me as a vampire then you can consider me a vampire, I don't have any problem with that," he said while ruffling my hair

I slapped his hand away from my hair playfully

"Don't you know, you should never touch a women's hair, it can spoil our hairstyles," I said to him

"Come on, you're not like those typical women, I know that," he said and sat on my bed

"How, " I asked him

"Trust me, I've spent enough time with you to understand you at least this much, now come," he pulled me over him making me fall over his broad chest and wrapped his arms around my waist hugging me tightly

I smiled and leaned towards him more, hugging him back

But, my smile fell instantly, when I remember Carly

Carly

Isn't he was with her at the restaurant, he was hugging her then how and why he came back to me

Uncle said that he's soon going to leave and divorce me for her

"You meet Carly today," I whispered and I felt his hand stop which was caressing my hair lovingly

I looked into his eyes, "Don't get me wrong, you've told me already that it can happen that you can't love me, after her but did you talk to her, what did s....she s.....said, she w...ant to curb back to you," I stuttered and I can feel my hands trembling so badly with the even thought of Zuriel going back to her, leaving me

The muscles of Zurile's body was tensed, he was looking at the ceiling lost

He suddenly looked at me

"I...I yes, " he sighed and closed his eyes breathing heavily

Shit, why the hell do I have to ruin our beautiful moment like that, I'm a complete idiot

"You know don't answer that, ignore it," I shook my head

He looked into my eyes intensely, "yes she come to meet me today morning," he sighed and hold my hands, looking at the ceiling like he was trying to stable himself, from getting broken

"A..and," I swallowed as my stomach churned

"She said she never loved me, she was always in love with Ivaan," he said and I looked at him, but I kept looking at him, trying to find the hurt but I'm surprised, he was so calm saying this, no pain in his eyes

How can be this possible

"And you know what I told her," he said I looked into his eyes, my heart started pounding on my chest like a hammer

"I've said to her that, I didn't feel like what I used to feel around her before whenever she was used to be around me, I've felt a spark around me, whenever her skin touched mine, but now I didn't feel like that, I didn't feel that spark now, everything is just over now with her," just as he said these words and I don't know what happened to me

"I love you, Zuriel," I don't know why and how but these words slipped from my mouth, his muscles hardened, and he froze at his place

Moments passed, and I don't know how long from then, but he didn't utter a word, I looked into his eyes, mixed emotions of trust, pain, hatred, happiness, everything I saw in them

My heart started pounding on my chest, when he still didn't say anything, I quickly sat up on my end, when he pulled away from me stands from my bed

I kept looking at him, swallowing

"I have an important business meeting to attend, excuse me," he said blankly and went away from my room

I've never expected this from him, how and why he behaves like this

I felt rejected

Rejection!!

I kept sitting in the same position, preventing my mind to think anything, either good or bad

Zuriel, when he didn't love her, then why he didn't love me, why he doesn't want to be with me

Is uncle was right, he will leave me in real, I swallowed

2 weeks later

I looked again at the door of the mansion

Where is her, he didn't come home after that day when I confessed my love to him

I don't even know any idea where he was now, his phone went straight to voicemail

What I'm going to do now

"Bri, " I jumped back when I heard Analia's voice

"Amelia, you scared me bitch," he said while keeping my hand over my chest, breathing heavily looking at her

"As usual I'm never going to be changed," he said shrugging

I shook my head and looked at the floor

"Bri, what happened, you're looking so stressed," she said keeping her hand over my shoulder

I looked at her, shaking my head,

"Nothing, just thinking something random," I said and laid on my bed again

I'm missing you Zuriel, where are you, I need you Zuriel

"I didn't saw him for two weeks, you know I've never felt this before but I think, I know I'm gonna around like typical cliche, but it's true Analia, I'm in love," I took the hold of her hands

I've expected him to scream in excitement, to bladder like her typical self but she only smiled at me genuinely

"I know it since starting, that day in your birthday, the way you're looking at him, even a blind person can also tell what going on between you both,"

"Am I that obvious," I said and she shrugged

Suddenly, I remembered what Zuriel told me that day

Carly still loves Ivaan

But Analia also love him, I know I'm very glad that she doesn't love Zuriel, but I'm not selfish that I will be very happy seeing my best friend in pain

That day, when ivaan rejected Analia, I can see her eyes, how much broken was she, and today I'm also feeling the same trauma

I've never thought that rejection can be this much bitter too.

"Now tell me why you're so sad," she asked me

"Um, I confessed my feelings to Zuriel, and he didn't even say anything to me after that and just went away, it's been two weeks, he didn't come home, I tried to contact him, but his phone was going directly on voicemail," I sighed

"I think, you should give him some time Bri, you know a study shows that an average human being needs at least three months to heal completely from the trauma of love, " he said

"But, you took only three days, for it, this proves that you're not human like us," I  said laughed and we laughed together, I tried to smile but can't be able to do it when the thought of Zuriel comes into my heart.