Chapter 47

Nicholas POV

After last night's encounter with Ravi or should I say his door, I decided to come in to work early and I'm glad I did, seeing as this sexy boy was the first thing I saw walking into my office.

"Good morning Ravi." I said, placing a kiss on his cheeks, which I totally prolonged for the sake of it, "looking good as ever but to what do I owe this visit not that you aren't welcomed but you know what I mean."

He looked like he was struggling to say what was in his mind and that didn't sit well with me. I'm not too sure if I can act mature if Ravi refuses my proposal. I might even resort to begging if it makes him change his mind to show you how much I need him.

Ravi is like a drug I can't stop getting addicted to and I don't even want to stop. Every kiss or touch makes me yawn for more.

"I accepted your umm proposal." He said looking down, "I mean to get you out of my mind Nicholas."

I wasn't sure what I was feeling in my heart but what I did know is that it made me want to hug and kiss and fuck him on my desk at the same time. This is what he does to me.

I brought his face up to mine and pressed my lips on his. I groaned as his soft pink delicious lips touched mine, it felt like ages since we last kissed and it looks like Ravi was enjoying it with how his body shivers when I touch his skin. It was almost like he wanted to let loose and needed me to help with that. Oh baby, I would love to do more than just help.

"Umm oh God Ravi you taste so good but I'm not going to take you to my desk." I said pulling away from him, "Even though that is exactly what I want to do right now."

He looked a bit flushed but didn't let me go so I placed him on my lap and he clinged to me. I'm guessing he was feeling a bit shy.

"Baby." I called out but got no response back. I turned his head and found him asleep so I left him on my lap, I wanted to hold him more.

"Hey, Nicholas I heard to turned in early tod-" Nate said practically announcing himself to my baby boy who woke because of his stupid yelling.

"It's ok baby, go back to sleep." I cooed, "want me to place you in the side so you can sleep well." He shakes his head No and clanges harder.

"Hmm hello, I'm here you know."

"Nate get out, you are lucky I haven't put a bullet through your head."

"Your brother would never forgive you." He said with a smug smile.

I shrugged, "ehh he would get out by the way where IS my brother."

"I let him at my house. He was feeling tired and needed more sleep so I let him at home to test for the day." He said, grabbing a seat.

"So how was the date?"

"Oh man, it was amazing. Your brother is perfect."

"Ok so when are you introducing him to your mother and daughter....no rush, just curious that's all."

"Well, I want Madison to get comfortable with me. She always hates when I leave her so I think waiting for a little while to intrude on both of them is a good idea."

I nodded my head. Nate is like a brother to me so I suppose he is all the way through. Besides him being so strong and moving on with him life is never easy especially losing your wife and almost losing your daughter too at the same time.

"I'm behind you man. Whatever you need I've got you covered."

"Thanks." He replied sincerely, "The guys were wondering if this weekend would be good to come over. It's been a long time."

"Hmm, I wanted to spend the weekend with this gorgeous boy but I'm sure a few hours wouldn't hurt."

"So is that a yes?"

"Definitely, at my house and tell everyone to bring a pack of beer and snacks, I don't think I have that besides I'm not going to cook shit for them, I don't want to burn down my house."

Nate laughed like dipshit he was, "Ever since you force fed us the trash you made in that house, I suddenly feel underfeed and malnourished."

"Oh shut up and stop exaggerating, it's not like you had a choice."

He rolled his eyes, "whatever, I'm going back to work." He confessed, standing and walking over to the door before he said, "oh and we are still going to talk about what the hell is happening here."

I looked down at my princess and a thought that thankful didn't have me running for hills entered my mind. 'What would it feel like to love someone like him?' I wasn't sure what that meant but I'm going to enjoy every minute of him being with me.

I powered my work computer and decided to get some work done. That should get my mind off the raging hardon I have.

A few hours later, Ravi started to move around. It seemed like he was waking up.

"Ravi, baby boy wake up." I cooed into his ear. He opened his eyes and smiled and then blush and then hid his neck in my neck.

I chuckled at his cute behavior, "come on baby boy, there is nothing to be ashamed of especially if you are the source of my constant erection which I am very sure you are feeling."

He groaned and hit my chest, "stop saying that."

"I would if you let me see your gorgeous face."

It took a few more compliments and a lot more persuasion for him to finally look at me, "there that beautiful face." I said kissing his nose.

"Stop that, you are going to make me blush again." He whined, "gosh, I wish I had darker skin like most indians."

"Wait hold up, you are from India?"

He cocked his head, if I wasn't interested in what he was saying right now, I would definitely shut him up with a kiss. "Well not exactly. You, my father's mother, are from India but my grandfather was a full fledged American. They both met when her father, who was an ambassador, came to America with his daughter, my grandma and she named me, hence the name Ravi." He said, smiling proudly. He looks so cute.

"Wow, that is amazing and that's why you have curly hair."

"Yeah but instead I got my mother's pale Russian skin." He said with a pout.

I could help but laugh, who the fuck compliance about their skin. "You can change the color of your skin, you know." That clearly wasn't a good idea considering how I got a pinch on my biceps in return.

"I would never be a moron."

"Ok, I'm a baby now, come on...give daddy a kiss." I whispered.

He leaned down and kissed me, I immediately took control and he seemed to love that. I grabbed his ass and brought him closer to me. I didn't want space between us, I wanted to feel every shiver I made him feel and hear every single moan that escaped from his mouth but my dream was crushed by the growling of both our stomachs.

"Nicholas, I'm hungry, can you order something for us to eat?" He asked, his back into my neck but not because he was again but because he had a growling stomach.

"We should go out for lunch. We have a lot to discuss." I said seriously, "come on baby boy, grab your coat and purse so we can be on our way."

"Where are we going?" My baby asked, wrapping himself in my arms. Why is he making it so easy to fall for him?

I cleared my throat and answered, "somewhere fancy and private so we have a place to talk."

I drove us to a fancy and expensive restaurant, I was close to the office and we got there in no time.

"Umm babe, this place has a waiting list of a month. I don't think I can wait a month just to eat lunch." He said frowning.

I chuckled a bit, "I have a permanent table so we don't have to wait for a month for you to eat lunch." I said.

"Mr Ivanov, welcome." Mr Rossi, the manager said, "your table is ready for you in a private room just like you requested. Please just follow me."

"When did you request for a private setting?"

"When you were asleep baby."

We followed Mr Rossi to the highest floor of the restaurant. It was an Italian restaurant with two floors. The food is amazing here but Ravi's cooking could make it better, I'm being partial because I love the man. Shit.

"Here you go Mr Ivanov. This room is proof so be rest assured that you and Mr Duncan are here." He said with a wink at Ravi, "are safe and when you are ready, just press the button on the table and your waiter will come take your order. Have a lovely evening Mr Ivanov and Duncan." He said and walked out.

I hate the way he looked at Ravi or the way he said his name. Ravi is mine and I don't share no matter what.

"Calm down Nicholas, don't get your jock strap in a twist. The man was just being nice." Ravi said, wrapping his hand around my neck.

"Well I don't want him to be nice to you. It annoys me and I don't want to end up having to close down the restaurant because old Mr Rossi couldn't keep his hands to himself." I confessed glaring at the door.

"Ok so can you stop glaring at the door like a child and sit your ass down." He ordered, "So do you want to order first or talk?"

"Let's talk now baby. I want to get it off my chest."

He nodded, so I continued. "Look Ravi, I know that you know that I am involved in the BDSM lifestyle and I'm sure you know what a contract is between a Dom and Sub, right?" With a red face he nodded, "there is nothing to be embarrassed about Ravi, I mean I'm glad that you had done your research. I'm proud of you baby boy."

"Thanks." He mumbled.

"I don't want a contract between us Ravi."

He snapped up with tears swimming in his eyes, "why? Have you changed your mind about us I mean us having a sexual relationship?"

"No. The opposite in fact." I took a deep breath, "look Ravi, I want something that I don't want to have ever since Anika, my ex-girlfriend. I want something more than a sexual relationship with you Ravi, I want something more...like a normal relationship well as normal as we can have."

"Are you serious? Don't mess with my heart Nicholas because I can't take it."

I stood up and walked over to him and knelt down, "would you do me the honors of being my boyfriend and submissive Ravi?" I said, showing him the diamond encrusted collar I had in my suit jacket.

I wasn't planning on showing him, I mean I don't even know why I bought it but it would be worth it if he actually says yes.