Chapter 55

Nicholas POV

We were all seated in the living room including the little boy that was found outside the door.

"What's your name, little boy?"

"Umm my name is Matthew b-but grandpa Marcus calls me Matty." He said a milk mustard that made him look so cute.

"Wait, did you say grandpa Marcus?" Adrian asked and was answered by a nod coming from Matthew.

It couldn't be right, I mean many children have Matthew as their name so it shouldn't bother as yet here I am sweating like a pig(no offense to pigs.) And also Marcus is a common name right. It possibly can't be.

I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned to see Ravi, "calm down Nicholas. It's going to be ok."

The little boy walked up to me and asked, "is your name Nicholas Ivan?" I couldn't help but chuckle as he called me that.

I placed him on my lap before answering, "yes, that's my name. Can I help you little man." I tickled his tummy which made him giggle.

"My mummy said to give you this." He said to bring out a white envelope from his jacket. "She said to tell you goodbye and that you would be my daddy from now on."

What?

I took the envelope from his little hands and read.

Dear Nicholas,

I know you might be expecting me to burst into your house and tear it apart.

And I know that you would be trying your best to protect your new found love...but try no more for I have been appeased with money of course.

As you know, Marcus was my only source of income and when you locked him up I went broke... literally.

So I thought why not come into your life once more and mess things up again, wouldn't that be lovely?

Look Nicholas, I know I messed up real bad but I wouldn't apologize for it but I would do it again without a second thought because that's just who I am...yes, I am that selfish Nicholas. I never loved you or your father...or your son... Maybe I AM mentally unstable but that's by the way.

Yes Nicholas, Matthew is your son. You are his biological father but if you don't believe me you can conduct a DNA test to satisfy your curiosity, I don't care.

As I am writing this letter to you Nicholas, I am currently packing my things because as I said earlier, I have been appeased and ordered to leave you and your new toy alone by Marcus...I know, strange right?

According to him, he is turning a new leaf or some shit like that. He said he was sorry for everything that he did to you and your bastard brother. That's a butt load of shit if you ask me but what do I know.

Anyways, I'm leaving the country with a hundred million dollars in my account and a house waiting for me and I am leaving Matthew behind.

I don't care what you do with him. It's your business. I would have left him in an orphanage but Marcus stopped me but feel free to do so, ok?

Goodbye Nicholas.

I hope to never set my eyes on you again.

How could she!

I knew that Anika was heartless but I never knew she could abandon her own child for the life of luxury and Marcus paid her to leave. That is something I still can't wrap my head around.

"Nicholas, is everything ok?" Adrian asked.

I wasn't sure how to answer that question. I don't even know what I am supposed to be feeling right now. "I'm not sure how to answer that question Adrian." I said handing him the letter, "maybe you should read it for yourself."

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear my little man calling me until he tugged on my jacket.

"Yes little man. Is there something you want?"

"Umm are you going to treat me like mummy did or are you going to send me away?" He asked, hiding his face in my neck.

For a child to say that to you, it definitely means abuse and it is ringing loud bells in my head to think that Matthew was raised with a childhood like mine.

"I don't know what your mother did to you little man but I want to know that you are now a member of this family." I whispered to his ear, "you have a new grandfather and new uncles...and also another father." I said looking at Ravi who stared at us with so much love. We need to talk.

"I have two fathers?" He asked me with two fingers in my face.

"Yes buddy." I replied with a smile.

"And what about two mummies?"

"Well that's the thing little man, you don't have two mummies." I was afraid of his reaction to this even though he was just an 8 Year old.

He shrugged, "good because I don't want two mummies." That made me smile, "Daddy I can go play with my new grandpa?"

I think I'm going to love being called a Dad, "yeah sure, there he is." I said pointing to Victor who already had his hands open for him.

I turned to Ravi who still had a smile on his face, "come on let's go for a walk."

"That is the code name for we need to talk to Nicholas." He said.

I couldn't help but chuckle a bit, "yeah absolutely right baby boy but there is nothing to worry yourself over."

"Ok fine. Let's go to the garden, it's my favorite place in this house after my room."

We got to the garden and to say I was surprised would be an understatement. It was beautiful here and filled with different colors and it smelled amazing.

"Wow Ravi, this place is amazing." I said looking around.

"Thank you." He replied with a faint blush, "come, let's sit. There is a bench over there."

We sat down and stared at each other for a few seconds before I broke the silence with a kiss. I have been wanting to do that for a while now.

"Nicholas, as much as I love us kissing, we need to address the elephant in the room... well garden if you must."

I nodded, "I know we just started our relationship and you are not ready to take care of a child but I just want you to be patient with me. I know taking care of a child that is not yours is already hard as it is but taking care and loving one who has been neglected by the ones that was supposed to love him might be a great issue for you Ravi but I beg you to stay with because I feel like I can take on a mountain if you are by my side." I could feel the tears sliding down my face.

"Oh Nicholas, what are you saying? I never thought of leaving. I already love that little man so much and I'm not about to abandon you when you need me the most. I love you Nicholas and everything about you."

That made me smile. It was amazing how someone could love you so easily... Even after everything you have put them through.

"Ravi, I never thought I would be in this position ever again. Confessing my love to another person and actually getting loved back." I replied with a smile and glittering eyes. "And I'm deeply sorry for the tears I made you cry. I was too much of a coward to tell you how I felt so I hurt you instead. I am sorry."

Ravi took my hands in his and placed kisses on each of them, "I forgive you Nicholas. Now please let us forget about the past and look on to our future... I'm ready Nicholas." He said, "I want you to be with you and I am ready for that thing." He finished with a blush coming on.

I loved seeing him like that and I have always wanted to see his ass in the same color and now my dream can come true.

"Well baby, let me just run to my house to get something for tonight." I smirked.

"Oh my God Nicholas." His hand covering his face. "Why the rush Mr?"

"Well I have been dreaming of sinking my dick that tight virgin ass of yours for a long time. I'm not gonna wait anymore. I will be right back, baby." I kissed him and walked more and ran towards my car.

I could literally feel the tightness around me already...Maybe I do have a dirty mind after all.