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Julian

" I'm so looking forward to your return my love, I feel empty without your hands and your body to warm me, I need your voice saying that everything will be okay, that you will be my support and help when I can't take it anymore, tears overflow from my eyes when writing to you. Even without being by my side, you occupy my thoughts, my days, my weeks, my life. It's as if each 'I love you' was little close to what I felt.Since the day when I met you, the gray and rainy days became my favorites.

I've always been yours..." -Yours, Eloíse.

Before the words of the love of my life, it was like his voice whispered every word in my ears, it was music to me, I read and reread that letter hundreds of times, for two days, it was the only physical thing I had of her there, besides the photo I hid in my pants. And that's how it went for a week.

"Julian Esguerra, please accompany me!" One of the jailers told me. So I did when he opened the cell.

"Sit down." Said the delegate when we arrived in his room.

"Thanks." I spoke coldly.

"All charges against you have been dropped, you are free. Sign these papers." He pointed to the lawyer's hands, who had some folders in his hand. "That's all." He just said and turned his attention to some papers on his desk.

Cum! Free at last! I smiled broadly, not caring who I was looking at. When I finished signing some papers, given by the lawyer that Agnelo arranged, I dressed again in my clothes, took the key of my car that until then was parked behind the regional police station and walked with long steps towards him.

Then I took my cell phone and thought about the first person I would call, the love of my life, of course, my fiancée. But I decided to surprise him, so I called Agnelo who answered with strange speed.

"Say my friend!" He called me before I could say anything.

"I'm free, damn it! At last! How are things going?" I asked already sitting inside the car.

"My dear, I think you better hurry up because your girl needs you." He said and then my heart was already terrified inside my chest. A strange dread began to creep through me, and I hung up the call.

I drove like crazy to my girl's house. Seeing her again would be like the first time, I was as excited as a little boy for his first school dance. But the bad feeling that something was going on messed up my plans to devour every inch of her soft and fragrant body.

When I parked the car in front of the house, everything seemed normal, in my view there was no strange movement or anything that would indicate that something could be going wrong, but as I was already experienced in, on the outside normal and inside chaos , I left the car and knocked on the door, praying that she was the one to answer me and that she was in one piece.

It took a few minutes for them to answer the door, but when it opened, my heart finally felt at home, to see there in front of me, always beautiful to me, the one who became the reason for my living, the one II could no longer survive without, the person who dominated my thoughts and my heart, everything in me. The best part was when she looked down, raised them and saw that I was there. The sad and colorless eyes took on an instant shine and tears started to come out of them.

"Julian!" She exclaimed, opening a wide smile and then she jumped into my arms, collapsing in tears.

"I'm here my love." I said softly taking her in my arms and walking into the house.

"I couldn't take it anymore... I'm glad you're here, I couldn't take being strong anymore, Julian, my love..." He said between sobs and smoothed my face. "Don't take your hands off me, please hug me." He whispered very softly and so I did, I grabbed his body right next to mine and didn't let go of him for nothing. "I missed you so much. So much..." He concluded in a thin voice.

"I was about to go crazy without you, I promise you my love, no one, ever again, will make me stay one day away from you." I spoke and squeezed her small body even more inside my arms.

Oh how I missed her, I was in hell, it was amazing how a few weeks were worse than years in a madhouse. She was my reason for living, she was so much love that my chest hurt, I needed to have her with me for the rest of my life, or I would die without her love.

"And... your grandmother?" I asked with fear when deep down I already knew what happened had. It was then that I felt every muscle in her body shudder inside my arms and the loudest sobs come from her throat.

"She's gone..." He answered with difficulty. "It hurts so much, the pain is unbearable, everything hurts, everything is pain now." She said with a panting breath from her endless tears.

"I'm very sorry." I spoke just feeling a lump in my throat for the wonderful person that Dona Florence was, never in my life, except for my wife who certainly took after her, I met such a pure person with a good heart. "She was an amazing person, I had never met anyone like her. I'm sure she is better now, without pain, knowing that you have me and your friends to take care of you, you were always an amazing granddaughter with her, you took care of her until the last minute I'm sure of it, she is very proud of you, wherever you are right now. I know that nothing I say will erase this pain, but I'm here to help you, to comfort your heart and never leave on your side." I whispered smoothing her hair when I knew that no words would solve her suffering.

"I love you Julian, I love you so much!" He declared and kissed my neck.

Fuck, I couldn't get excited, it wasn't the time for that, but I was so long without being inside her, without making love to her, that just hearing her voice made my cock hard. But my cat didn't seem to mind as she continued to kiss my neck several times. And without being able to contain myself, I took her soft lips, the taste was even better than before, our kiss combined in such a way that it was inexplicable to say, I fucked her small mouth with my tongue and grabbed her hair, she let out a breathless moan and he kissed me again passionately. I missed him so much, but so much, that we spent hours there kissing and making out on the couch.

Later when I gave her a rest, I felt her soften in my arms, which until then had not let go of her for nothing. I assumed she had fallen asleep. I took my arms lightly, I needed to go to the bathroom to urinate, my bladder was about to burst. But as soon as I got to my feet, she grumbled.

"No... Love...." She mumbled and I quickly tried to return to my place, which was with her sunk in my arms.

"I love you so much, my little girl, beautiful." I spoke softly and watched her sleep throughout the night.

There I had what I wanted, my woman in my arms, where nothing and no one could take her away from me.

Eloise

I opened my eyes slowly, trying to make sure it wasn't a dream, that Julian, the love of my life, was really there. And yes, he had firm arms holding my body close to his. Heavens! I couldn't explain to my heart the happiness that was, the wonder that was to see him at the door of my house, I thought I was going crazy and that it was just a mirage. But it was him, my Julian.

It had been a week since my dear flower had left, I knew she was better this way, without pain and in a good place, perfect for her. But the pain was unbearable and impossible not to feel, but when Julian returned, everything seemed to fall into place, I began to see in a split second that everything happened for a purpose and that we had to accept God's will in our lives.

I looked sideways at my love's face, I admired that beautiful mouth that only he had, Julian was really the most handsome man in the world, for me it's clear and that's what mattered, his beauty was screaming and his seductive, sexy way left me jealous, but I was absolutely sure that he was just mine, just like I always was, just his.

I loved him so much...