04

olivia

I start the car and start driving aimlessly down the road. As I drive, horrible images begin to appear in my mind, it's as if a sleeping nightmare had been awakened after the news that my father made a deal putting me as a condition to marry a stranger. They are images from the day I found out that Matheus, my first and last boyfriend, had made a bet with his friends to take my virginity. He was my boyfriend, the two of us really had a relationship, but it was all a joke to him.

In addition to everything, he cheated on me with several girls, who made fun of me at school for days, it was the worst humiliation I've ever experienced in my life, I was stupid to have given myself so quickly to an idiot kid , like me regret! That destroyed me, I felt like nothing, I cried for days, I lost weight, I almost went into depression and only with the support of my best friend Eloíse and my brother João, I managed to overcome it, the truth is that I was always very dependent on them, but today I need to act like a woman, it's enough being the usual spoiled little girl and running into someone's arms.

I wipe away some tears that fell with the painful memories and continue to drive aimlessly. I drive by a gas station and fill up the car, I'm not going to make the same mistake twice. When I realize I've already arrived in the city and it's also already dusk. I park my car at the first bar I find and go in, it's a little empty, I only see three people, a woman flirting with the bartender, a man crying in the corner and another woman fighting with someone on the phone.

"Good start to the night." The friendly bartender serves me, in his eyes there is relief, certainly because I have arrived and he serves me instead of putting up with the woman on top of him. "How can I help?"

"I want any strong drink you have." I ask and he smiles slightly.

"Love disappointment, I bet." He says nice.

"Not so much. It's more of a family disappointment." I answer and he serves me a small glass of a clear drink.

"Vodka, given my professional experience, I see you're not used to it, so let's take it easy." He speaks and I drink at once feeling the liquid go down burning my throat.

"More please!" I ask making a face feeling a strange and compulsive desire for more. I don't know how people like it, it's really bad!

Some time later, I already find myself with a small collection of glasses in front of me, I already feel my mind spinning and my vision getting blurry, but my mouth cries out for more drink, and as I drink, tears flow through my eyes , I don't know what's coming over me, but I feel like crying.

agnelo

Today was a boring day, I found three fugitives from justice and I investigated the principal of a college in England, at the request of a judge in California. I'm tired, I barely slept last night, I didn't really sleep at all. After insisting on driving Olivia to her house, she didn't accept it and left after packing her clothes, I felt her suddenly get weird, she just got in the car and left.

When I got to my apartment, it was half past four in the morning, I had to get up at six so I didn't make a point of closing my eyes, also when doing so the only image that came to my mind was of that brunette moaning in my ear on top of the hood of a car. I can't think of anything else, of anyone else, she's what I think about after last night, I need to have that woman in my bed one more time, she's so good, there's something about her that I can't explain to me. drive crazy.

It's Friday, I need to end the day getting drunk a little bit, after that maybe I'll hook up with some woman who will make me forget about the hot brunette, my dick hurts again just thinking about her, damn it! I need to figure this out. I've never been addicted to pussy before. Olivia, Olivia... Hell!

I stop at my favorite bar ever, look for a parking space, it must be full by now. But one car in common catches my eye, I've seen this car before... Of course, it's her car. My... I mean, is Olivia here? What is she doing here? This is no place for a girl like her. I'll check right now.

I park the car anyway and enter the bar with my heart pounding, but what is that heart? You were never like this. I look among the people and find the most beautiful person in this place, she seems to be crying and talking to the bartender, at that moment I'm afraid to approach her, but she really looks unwell. So I swallow hard and approach slowly, motion with my eyes for the man to move away and then place my hand on his back.

She looks at me a little scared, I think she was startled by my sudden touch. Her eyes are red and wet with tears, her beautiful, stunningly beautiful face is drawn and sad, I feel a sharp pain in my chest seeing her like this.

"I guess God hears the prayers of drunks too, see?" She babbles looking at me.

"What are you doing here? What happened to you?" I inquire.

"I don't want to marry him, please help me, I don't want to marry him, but I don't want to be poor either!" She speaks slowly with difficulty. What the fuck is this?

"What is this business? Who are you going to marry?" I ask again but I know it's useless to ask drunk people questions. "Let's get out of here, you've had too much to drink, let's go to my house." I speak calmly so that she doesn't get scared.

"I was mentally begging you to come over... Can you hug me? I really like being in your arms..." She asks and I feel something strange come over me, I feel like I need to take care of her.

I carefully pick up Olivia and leave the bar, tell the owner that I'll settle her account with him later. I put her in the car while she says some slurred things and cries, the result of people new to drinking, I wonder what happened for her to drive to a bar in the city to drink alone, does this girl have no idea of the danger ? Anyone could take advantage of her, carry her away from here just like I'm doing, lucky for her that I was the one who showed up.

I can't take her home, maybe the parents will ask me questions and I'll be blamed for it, since I don't even know what happened. So I take her to my apartment. I drive carefully looking at the backseat where she is sleeping at all times. I arrive at my destination and go upstairs with Olivia in my arms, she doesn't weigh much which makes the process easier. As soon as I get to my floor, I stop and walk to my door, go inside, go to my room and slowly lay her down on the bed.

I pull away and rip off my shirt, I confess I'm stressed, I really want her to wake up and recover, I need to know what this wedding talk is all about, this fucking subject still hasn't left my head and I 'm going to find out what's going on.

I look at her sleeping and I am more and more enchanted by the distinct beauty on her face, she looks like a sleeping angel, but I know more than anyone that there is no little angel there. But now I wonder, does this girl not have a boyfriend? Or rather, would she be able to cheat on her boyfriend with me like that?

I push those thoughts out of my head and go to the bathroom to take a shower, I need it urgently. There I think about everything I felt when I was with her, she's incredible, she's wonderful, she's delicious, I've said it before and I'll say it again, I've never had sex with a woman like that. I look down at my cock and it's rock hard just thinking about me touching her. But slightly an unhappy thought comes to my mind, the image of her getting married, of another man touching her, experiencing what I have in my hands now.

It wasn't supposed to affect me, but it fucking affects me!

With all this it is inevitable that memories of the past do not now come back to haunt me, Nora also had dark hair and the face of an angel, she swore me eternal love, she said that she would wait until the end of her life while I was in jail, however she lied, she broke my heart, the only woman i ever loved destroyed my soul humiliating me in front of everyone by marrying another claiming to love him more than anything.

Today, I consider myself a strong and happy man, I have never felt and will never again feel for any woman what I once felt for Nora, not because she was the only one, but because my heart was too closed, I didn't like it pain and I don't want to experience it again. However, when I leave the bathroom and find Olivia lying here on my bed, I feel something in me that I haven't felt in a long time, that no woman in my life has made me feel. Fucking heart racing.