1043 Confusion

It's raining.

Amidst the rain, Nan Hua carried Chen Yuan's body out of Han Yuan City without anyone noticing and walked towards the nearby temple. In the midst of war, the safest place was the temple because it wouldn't be attacked normally.

Of course, there would be exception to everything.

For example, if the temple decided to hide an important figure, then there was no other choice but to barge inside.

No one noticed her missing.

They were all busy celebrating their victory.

In the cold rain, Nan Hua carried Chen Yuan's body and walked to the top of the hill one step at a time. Her face was pale and her body was cold. Her expression was unreadable.

Slowly, she climbed the hill.

Soon, Nan Hua reached an empty area not far from Yi Shui Temple. She looked at Han Yuan City, which could be seen clearly from this direction and the light in her eyes dimmed.

She couldn't understand.

Her body felt heavy.

Not saying anything, Nan Hua proceeded to dig the ground. The rain stopped and Nan Hua continued to dig. Her clothes were dirty with dirt, but she didn't care at all. All that was in her attention was for her to finish digging as fast as possible.

Time passed quietly.

Soon, the grave was done.

Nan Hua took out a knife and carved on the stone in front of her, slowly writing out Chen Yuan's name.

Thunk!

When it was done, Nan Hua threw the knife away.

She looked at the name carved on the stone in front of her, her eyes had a complicated look within them. Even until the end, she couldn't fully understand Chen Yuan's decision and why things turned out this way.

If she hadn't known Chen Yuan's real future, would she feel this way?

Most likely not.

Nan Hua looked at the cloudy sky and felt that everything seemed to be so complicated for her. Why did she come to this world in the first place? Why did she had to know the future first and then watched as she singlehandedly changed the future of so many people?

Her action had affected their lives so greatly.

If the one who got affected was a stranger with no relationship with Nan Hua, she would most likely forget about the matter as soon as possible. But when she watched her own senior sister who was also her teacher had her future rewritten so drastically, Nan Hua couldn't stay indifferent at the side.

She was no longer the same Nan Hua who had first arrived at this world.

Back then, she basically had no attachment to the world and lived for the sake of living. There was no goal she had in her life as she simply treated everything she did and happened just like that. In her eyes, she was simply the tool that the organization had and would always use.

Her life has always been like that.

She never had the time to care to think about anything else as her life always revolved in various battles.

From a mission to infiltrate to a mission to destroy an entire country.

There was uncountable number of missions that Nan Hua had finished ever since she was young. For several years, her name had long become the name that many people feared greatly.

In this world, everything was different.

She had family, friends, teachers, and those who would care for her wellbeing. This made Nan Hua paid more attention to things that previously had never been inside her mind. At the same time, this made her protect those who were close to her more.

But then she realized that there were still things that was hard to decide.

The difference in background, belief, and situation could even turn the closest friends into enemies.

Even if they didn't want to.

But they were siding on different kingdom and would have to clash because of their decision. Yet, the two of them tried their best to avoid each other in order not to fight head on with the other party.

Try as they might, they still had to clash eventually.

And it was today.

It was also the day Chen Yuan decided to end everything.

People feared death as it was an unknown field to them. But when Nan Hua saw Chen Yuan's peaceful face, all words struck on her throat. She no longer knew what she was supposed to be thinking, what she was supposed to be asking, what she was supposed to say.

Everything turned into confusion.

Standing there, staring at Chen Yuan's grave, Nan Hua couldn't feel the passage of time.

Her body was tired.

Her mind was tired.

But she didn't want to leave. All that she could see was the name she had written in front of her.

And then everything turned black.

…

"What do you mean she's missing?" Yu Jin felt headache at night when she realized that Nan Hua was no longer in the headquarter. She did hear that there was an attack in the headquarter, so she thought that Nan Hua was helping out.

But it was too long that it has become a problem.

Then she found out that Jun Hua was nowhere within the army at all. It seemed as if she had disappeared into the ground so that no one saw her.

"Queen Yu, we didn't see anywhere."

"Nonsense! Where would she go if she didn't say anything beforehand?" Yu Jin scolded. She paced around and then gritted her teeth. "Contact those from Dark Moon Organization. They should know better than anyone how to find her."

"Yes, Queen Yu."

Thud!

Sitting on the bed, Yu Jin rubbed her forehead. She knew very well the importance of Jun Hua to Dark Moon Organization. The problem was?

Where in the world did she go?

No one saw her after she took a horse and rushed towards the frontline. Many people thought that she had joined the battle.

But she was nowhere to be seen.

"Jun Hua… just where the hell are you?"