How can I make love to you?
Akash POV
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Suddenly another thunder scared Angel. "Akash, please take me somewhere" Angel said closing her ears tightly.
"Let's search a place for staying tonight" I said searching of a shelter. Finally I saw a big hut little far. I took my angel and we runs there.
I opened the door to see the place full of paddy straw. I stood at my place and rubbed my hairs through my hands and locked the door because it was thundering heavily. I turned to my angel as she moved to the window corner and started drying her hairs.
Her saree was sticking to her body like second skin. Her waist and cleavage was completely in my display. Suddenly my throat went dry, I gulped as she tried to separate the saree from her and started drying it. I think she felt my heated gaze.
She slowly raised her head looking at me with same desire as mine.I stared at her from top to bottom as her wet saree sticking to her body showed her body curves clearly. Rain water was dropping from her lips to her neck and went to her hidden treasure.
She was breathing heavily as closed her eyes tightly with a small blush.
She turned back as I slowly went to her. I think she felt my presence behind her as I can see her body getting tensed. I removed her hair from her bare back to left side and placed a soft kiss there. I continued kissing and licking her water drops.
I turned my angel towards me. She was closing her eyes and her breathe was heavy as her breast moves up and down.
Damn it! I can't control it now.
I placed a kiss on her neck, then her eyes and her cheeks. I move my back palm over her face. Her lips were shivering as she was clutching my shirt tightly. I rubbed my thumb over her lips as she let out a gasp. I leaned and captured her lips kissing it passionately. She also kissed me passionately. I picked her up in my arms and walked to the paddy straw which was stuffed like bed.
Once again I crashed my lips on her soft pink lips. I moved my hand inside her saree and gently kept massaging her belly button. I started kissing her neck passionately and went to her cleavage and kissed there she moaned while she was playing with my hair and hugged me tightly.
Suddenly my mind voice warned me to stop right there. I sighed and tried to broke the hug but my angel didn't leave me. She hugged me more tightly.
"Angel" I called her.
"Hmm" she hummed softly.
"Angel I think we need to stop ,before I cross my limit", I said to her and try to lose her grip in my neck
"Who told you to stop? You are my husband and you have all rights on my body", she said and loose her grip in my neck and looked at me, I sighed
"Angel this is not about my rights, its about my love. Because I'm your husband I don't have any rights over your body. I want to make love to you" I explained her.
"Then make love to me, Akash. Who's going to stop you?", She asked me innocently and I smiled while looking at her painfully.
"When you don't love me, how can I make love to you ? I want to make love to you when you too love me like the way I do" I said sadly to her and she stood still in her place.
She didn't even confessed her love and I don't know whether she loves me or not. Then how can I make love to her?
"You know what angel, I read somewhere in books, there’s a huge difference in sex and making love. We have sex with someone who can satisfy us physically, but we make love to someone who can satisfy us soulfully and eternally. Once you realize the fine-line between making love and having sex, you will understand the meaning of life! Life isn’t only about survival, it’s about living and so is making love. We have sex to satisfy our lust and hunger, which is nothing, but survival. But we make love to feed our soul and our mind, to fill a void that is there since a long time, that longs for a partner and that needs someone whom we want to spend the rest of the life!" I said looking at her but she is in some deep thoughts.
"Angel are you okay?" I called her and shake her little.
"Yes I'm fine and I want to sleep" she laid down and slept.
Why she is behaving weird? I sighed and laid down beside her and drifted into sleep.
Morning______
Bright sunlight hit my face. I opened my eyes and saw angel resting her head on my chest hugging me tight. We are in each other’s embrace. I slowly got separated from her and looked at her lovingly.
"Sorry angel if I hurt you yesterday unintentionally, please forgive me" I said and kissed her forehead. I went outside. The rain has stopped. I called Aman and asked him to send a mechanic and another car for me.
"Akash" angel called me and I turned towards her. She rubbed her eyes cutely and came towards me.
"Good morning my angel" I said and she hugged me resting her head on my chest and closed her eyes.
"I want to take shower" she said cutely and I smiled.
"Just 15 minutes my angel, I informed Aman. He will send another car for us, then we will leave" I said and she nodded her head. We stayed in each other's embrace.
Exactly after 15 minutes a car arrived and we reached home. I got ready for office and came downstairs. Angel served me breakfast.
"Akash, I am not coming office today" Angel said and I looked at her confusingly.
"Why?? Are you okay? Why are you not coming office today?" I asked her.
"Yes, I'm okay. Few minutes back Ritika called me for shopping as she wanted my help. She requested me so much that I can't say no to her, so I agreed", she said looking here and there.
"So can I?" She asked and I looked at her suspiciously.
Why do I feel that she is hiding something from me?
"Yeah sure, no need to ask but be careful" I said not even knowing what to ask her.
"Really? Thank you so much Akash" she said and beamed with happiness. We finished breakfast.
"Angel this is my ATM card. Take this and buy something for you" I said handing her the card but she keep looking at it. She didn't take it from my hand and suddenly tears formed in her eyes.
I know the reason why she is crying. I remember my hurtful words in past.
"Yeah right. You know one thing? You are working here as a maid in my home. And this is month ending, so I should give you your salary right?"
"Take this" I said and threw a bundle of notes on her face.
I regretted every second what I did to her in past.
"Angel, I’m sorry for being so rude in the past. I must admit, I was so stupid for saying those hurtful words to you. From now on, I will think first before saying or doing anything that may hurt others. I feel ashamed for what I’ve done to you in past. I hope you forgive me. Please? And please accept this card" I said giving her the card.
"I already forgave you Akash. Sometimes your past actions and hurtful words comes to my mind and I can't control. I know you are changed and I trust you completely", she said and accepted the card. I smiled and kissed her forehead and went to office.
But why do I feel my angel is hiding something from me.
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How is it ?
