Mission forgiveness

Dharani POV

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"Where do you think you're going?" Akash asked me in a dangerous tone. I gulped.

"I think I asked you something" He looked me seriously. That one look is enough to kill me. I silently stood there, not knowing what to say. He is coming towards me and I moved back slowly. Before I could escape, he pinned me to the wall and caged me.

"Akash, I am sorry" I said with tears forming in my eyes. Before I could say anything further, his eyes fell on the side table. I turned and looked at the direction. He was looking at the letter I wrote!

Please god save me from his anger!

He suddenly left me and picked up the letter. His eyes roamed the letter.

I'm scared like hell because of his face expression. First his face turned into anger and the next second his face showed pain. I can clearly see the hurt on his face. I felt like the worst wife in this whole world.

I can't look at his hurtful face. So I looked down at my feet, tears flowing down my eyes like river. Akash grabbed my chin softly, pulling it up so that I can look at his eyes. We looked at each other's eyes painfully.

"If you wanna leave me, go ahead and leave me" he said in a painful voice.

"But remember one thing. If you leave me, the very next second you will see me dead" he said. I immediately threw my suitcase away and hugged him tightly.

"Please Akash, please don't kill me with your words. I'm sorry, please forgive me" I said cupping his face in my hands.

"But you already killed me with your letter" he said and threw the letter away.

"Please don't say that word. I'm truly sorry, please give me a chance" I hugged him tightly while crying vigorously but he didn't even hugged me back.

"I understand you're fighting for our child but you didn't even thing how I feel? You think I'm very happy for kill my child? Tell me" His eyes had freshly formed tears.

"No Akash. I didn't think like that. Please understand my situation, please" I said but he removed my hand from his face.

"Oh really? Understand you? But you never understood me and my love. In fact you called my love 'an obsession!'" he said with hurt in his eyes.

"Please Akash, I regret every word I told you" I said holding his hands.

"Today I understood one thing clearly. You want to leave me, it means that you have no longer feelings or love and respect for me" he said painfully.

"No Akash, please. You are misunderstanding me. You are my everything and the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life" I said hugging him tightly.

"I don't trust your words. You know I trusted you in everything and loved you with my whole heart and I thought you felt the same. But today you proved me wrong." I closed my eyes sadly.

How can I make my Akash understand that I truly love him.

"I want to tell you something" he said braking my thoughts.

"Yes, tell me" I asked him impatiently

"You don't have to abort our baby because Sanjana called me today and informed me that she will handle your health problem. She promised me to give our baby safely to us. Tomorrow we are going to visit her in her hospital. So get ready in the morning. Please don't cry and don't spoil your health" he said and immense happiness filled my heart.

Thank you god for saving my baby. I prayed silently and looked at Akash. His eyes lost its spark. This is all because of me. How can I even think that I will live without him?

"I love you Akash. Please believe me" I said desperately, trying to make him understand. But he scoffed.

"I don't believe you and your words anymore. But listen one think clearly. I love you and I will love you until I die and if there's a life after that, I'll love you then. But I am never going to forget what you said and did today" he said looking into my eyes. He left from there and I sat on the floor helplessly.

I'm so lucky to have him as my husband but today I lost my husband's trust. Now he won't believe my words. This is all my fault.

"But I promise to be there for you Akash, when you need me, I promise to love you till my life. I promise to be beside you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours because you are my everything! I vowed myself.

I touched my stomach softly "Baby, we have to make your dad forgive mamma" I said to my baby and smiled.

Mission forgiveness starts..

Akash POV

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I laid down on my bed and thinking about my angel. I don't understand what happened suddenly in our life. We were doing all fine. Yes, we had our ups and downs, but isn't that how all relationships are? I just never saw it coming. She wants to leave me because she think I'm a heartless monster. I want to cry out loud. I told her that I don't believe her love or her words. I knew I said all of those out of anger but I had to say them to make myself feel better. I mean, after the effort that I put into our relationship, is this how she wants to end it? I never imagined my life without her. This time she hurt me very badly and I'm not going to forgive her easily. I want to see her effort in this relationship. I already did a lot for her forgiveness and her love but now its her turn. Let's see whether she will earn my trust back or not.

I tried to sleep but sleep was far away from me. So I just closed my eyes.

After five minutes, I heard the door opening. I know angel is coming but I didn't open my eyes. I'm acting asleep. She slowly rested her head on my chest and kissed my heart saying "Please forgive me Akash. I love you!"

Oh god! My stupid heart is beating very fast. I felt my shirt getting wet with her tears.

Damn it, Is she crying? If she cries like this, it will spoil her health and also the baby's health. I have to control my ego because I value our relationship more than my ego.

Too much ego can actually can ruin your life. So I don't want to ruin my life because of my stupid ego.

"Angel, please stop crying" I said softly and she raised her head, looking at me with her big doe eyes.

That's it, one look from her and I'm totally flattered.

"Please Akash, I am sorry. Please forgive me. I will do whatever you say. Please don't be angry at me. It hurts me lot. I am really sorry for hurting you. I am truly in love with you. I can't even imagine a second of my life without you. I promise you that I never hurt you again. Please give me one last chance" she said joining her hands, crying badly.

"Shhh angel, don't join your hands in front of me, never" I held her hands softly and kissed them

"Please forgive me" she said rubbing her eyes.

"Ok, I forgive you. But you have to promise me something. Only after that I will forgive you completely" I said.

"Ok, tell me. I will promise anything for you" she said immediately.

"I want you to say something, would you say?" I repeated the same words of hers when she was drunk on the party night.

"Yes, I will" she said cutely.

"Promise me angel that you'll never try to leave me again" I told her.

"I promise you Akash, right here and now, that I'll Never leave you" she said sincerely.

"Promise me, please don't leave me till I'm dead" I said.

"I promise you till my life ends, I will never leave you" she said with tears in our eyes.

"Promise me that you will always be mine" I told her.

"I promise you I'll always be yours and only yours" she said and hugged me. I hugged her back.

"I love you my angel, please don't ever leave me. Please" I said and kissed her forehead.

"I love you too, Akash.I won't leave you, never" she said and looked at me sincerely.

We started at each other, deeply into each other's eyes. We leaned in a little closer, our foreheads were touching. Our lips brush lightly innocently. Suddenly the warmth spread throughout my entire body. A shy look crossed my angel's face. She captured my lips suddenly n softly. My eyes were closed, all my worries, pain and hurt are gone from my mind. I felt her hands begin to slide up my chest and encircle my neck, as our kiss began to grow heavy. The kiss went on, our lips moving in perfect sync and the kiss becoming more passionate by the second. I felt her hand began greedily undoing my shirt.

But my mind was repeating the same sentence over and over "Don't do this... don't do this." But the sound of my heart beating was so loud that I couldn't concentrate. Reluctantly I removed my lips from her. Her eyes leisurely began to open, eyelids relaxed as she slowly sucked in the cool air. I stared at her back, her eyes calm. She rested her forehead on my chest and blushed. She quietly murmurs "I love you Akash".

I cupped her cheek that was slowly turning red. I smiled at her. "I love you too my angel" I said and made her lay down on our bed properly.

"Sleep angel. Tomorrow we have to visit Sanjana" I said and kissed her forehead. I softly touched her belly.

"Good night baby. Just remember your mamma and papa loves you a lot" I said and kissed her belly. We hugged each other and drifted into deep sleep.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day for us.

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