This feeling is heaven

Dharani POV

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Darkness! Full darkness surrounding me.

A male voice kept asking me to stay with him.

Darkness!!

I felt a pure white light coming from a distance. I want to touch that light. I slowly went towards the source of light. I saw a closed door with 5 stairs and suddenly lightness surrounded me. I impatiently wanted to open the door. So I took first step.

"I want you angel" I heard a male sad voice.

"Breathe for me! Breathe for our boy" that voice told me.

"Come on, my stubborn Angel! You gotta breathe with me. For me. For our baby" that voice ordered me. But I ignored that voice.

I walked towards the stairs. Each step I took, I felt like my whole body is stilled due to some unknown reason. Finally I reached the last stairs and knocked the door.

Suddenly that door wide opened. I saw there standing, my maa and papa. I was very happy to see them before me. I tried to enter inside the room but they stopped me.

"You can't come to us. You have to go to your husband and son. They are waiting for you" my mom said me softly.

"But mom, I don't want to leave you" I said stubbornly and tried to enter once again, but this time my dad stopped me.

"No princess, you have to listen to your mom. Don't leave your baby alone, like we left you in your childhood" dad told me sadly.

"But I don't feel like I would live now" I told them.

"No, you have to live, for my son and for your son. You can't give up now. You have to be strong" suddenly I heard another female voice sternly.

I saw a women's shadow coming towards me. I blinked my eyes and I could clearly saw that shadow. I have seen her face before somewhere but I can't remember clearly.

"No, I'm not going because I can't even hear my own heartbeat now" I told that old women Sadly. I can't remember who she is.

"But I can still hear it. You are alive. We can hear you heartbeat clearly" that old woman told me.

Suddenly I heard a baby crying. Goosebumps arose on my skin hearing that baby crying. I felt something soft, tender, feather like tiny palms grabbing my fingers.

"Angel, open your eyes. See our baby boy besides you. He is holding your hand angel. Feel his touch angel. Our baby boy needs you. I need you. Our family needs you. Please don't leave us. Come back for us angel" that voice told crying badly.

I closed my eyes in frustration. I heard a crying voice coming from somewhere and I didn't take another second to realize that it was none other than my husband, Akash. All happy moments when we spent together, rushed to my mind.

"You've to go back Dharani. My Akash beta and your son is waiting for you. They need you dear" That woman told me. Now I remembered that woman.

She is none other than my Akash's mom. My mother in law!

Sharaddha!

I suddenly heard my baby crying Continuously. Such a beautiful voice! I wanted to comfort my baby. I blinked my eyes quickly. I wanted to see where my baby was. I have to go to my baby. My husband and my baby needs me.

"Mom, dad and aunt, please help me to go back to my Akash and my baby. I love them. They need me and I too need them" I told them impatiently. They all smiled.

"Always live happily!" They all blessed me and pushed me down the stairs and I fell back. I felt my eyes closing while my body was feeling like flying. I was breathing heavily.

"Oh God! She's back" I heard some voice in shock and again darkness consumed me.

Akash POV

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It has been 5 hours since I was waiting outside. My baby, he's in the incubator because he is premature baby but the doctor said he's doing fine.

Dad and maa were staying outside my baby's incubator room. Avinash and Ritika went to the police station because taiji wanted to complaint against Sanaya so that the police could arrest her. Sanaya's own mother made her arrest. Avinash made sure she will never got out from jail. I hope he's keeps his words otherwise I won't mind killing her with my bare hands. Because of her, I was once again at the state of loosing my angel and my baby. I sighed.

Doctor was checking my angel. Doctor came out and said she just gained her senses.

I went inside her room. I saw my angel laying on the bed with machines attached to her. She had an oxygen mask. I went to her slowly. I sat on the bed, beside her. I looked at her and caressed her cheeks with my palm. I leaned towards her and burried my face in her neck crying silently.

I missed you so much angel. I badly want to hug you and kiss you so that you don't even dream about going away from me. Please don't leave me you are my previous angel. I miss your smile, your blush, your chuckles, your everything. Please come out this bed as soon as possible. I can't see you this weak lying on the bed. I promise angel, hereafter I won't let anyone or anything hurt you. I love you my angel. please wake up already. I'm dying to hear your voice.

"Ak...Akash!!" I heard my Angel voice. I immediately raised my head and looked at her. I was swallowing in pain.

"Akash!" Her soft voice was the best thing I had heard today.

"Yes Angel! I'm here. I'm always here by your side. Please don't leave me." I begged her. Tears brimming in her eyes.

"You want something? Tell me?" I asked her.

"My baby? I want to see my baby" She whispered.

"Angel, you gave birth to a beautiful baby boy. Our baby is fine. Our baby boy is under intensive care since he is premature. He was crying badly but the doctor said he's doing fine now" I told her softly.

"I'm sorry Akash. I didn't listen to you when you were talking about Sanaya. What you said is true. She will never change her character and her cruel attitude. I'm so sorry Akash. I failed as a wife by not paying heed to your words. Please forgive me." She started crying badly.

"Shhh Angel ! Now please don't talk about her. I forgive you my angel. I love you" I said.

"You have no idea how terrified I was. You were almost dead in my arms angel" I buried my face on her chest and sobbed. She held me, in response.

"Now I'm fine Akash. Please don't cry." She said softly with tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Angel, don't cry please. Just sleep, I need you to get better." I told her and she nods. She closed her eyes and drifted into sleep.

The rest of the day passed by in a blur. My baby boy was shifted to angel's room. But sad part was my angel is sleeping. Avinash, his mother and Ritika came to meet our little boy and to see how he is doing.

Taiji asked for my forgiveness. I told her that it was not her fault. I know she tortured angel earlier but I can see, she's regretting a lot for her past behavior. Now she takes care of my angel as her own daughter.

I know Sanaya is her daughter and she failed as a mother to up bring her daughter as a kind hearted woman but obviously she is not responsible for what Sanaya did. So I forgave her.

I sat beside my angel, patiently, waiting for her to wake up. I held her hand and hoped that she feels my presence and wakes up.

"Akash!" Her hoarse voice made me smile.

"Angel!" I made her drink some water. Her eyes caught our baby in the cradle swing. She looked at me happily. I held my baby in my arms safely before carefully placing the baby in the arms of his mother. Angel held our baby to her chest and hugged him. She stroked his tiny black and soft hair. She whispered sweet things in his ears and covered him with kisses. She softly caressed his tiny legs and feet.

"My baby boy" She choked out and looked at me and gestured me to sit beside her. I hopped on the bed carefully. I put my arms around them and settled them in my embrace.

This feeling is heaven!!

Thank you mom!

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