Chapter 12: Please
She got into the car and pulled off her mask.
In the rearview mirror, Akari Hojo watched Alan standing exactly where she had left him.
A small, peculiar smile curved her lips, nothing like the gentle warmth she had shown him moments ago.
Once he vanished from sight, she leaned forward, pulled a bag of ice from the compartment beneath the seat, wrapped it in a towel, and pressed it to her eyes.
Half-reclined against the leather, Hojo replayed the image of Alan standing there, choked and speechless. The sweetness of it spread through her chest like warm sake.
She had lied to him, just not about being “surrounded by people.”
As for Aunt Hakari discovering the breakup? That had never been an accident.
If Hojo had wanted to deflect Aunt Hakari, a simple I’m swamped with work would have ended the conversation. Instead, during one phone call, she let her voice tremble, allowed a few tears to slip, and deliberately caught her breath mid-sentence.
Aunt Hakari had bitten the bite immediately.
From there, it was effortless. She nudged the conversation toward Alan, “accidentally” dropped a hint, then unfolded the entire story of their breakup. Aunt Hakari, distraught and furious on her behalf, handed over every detail Hojo needed about Alan’s life.
Maybe she’d been too gentle with him when they were together.
In his farewell letter, he’d even had the audacity to write: Let’s cool off for a while. Don’t upset Aunt Hakari.
Selfish. Laughable.
At first, Hojo had obeyed. No calls. No visits. No upsetting Aunt Hakari.
But as the weeks dragged on, the ache only sharpened. Time heals all wounds? Ridiculous. Her wound had festered.
Every night she dreamed of him. Every morning the breakup letter waited on her nightstand like a slap to the face.
Yearning was a sweet poison, crashing against the cliffs of her heart like seawater. Salt seeped into every cut until she cried herself empty.
She was addicted to the memories of them together. Each day apart felt like withdrawal. Whatever agony she had endured, Alan would taste it too.
That was why she hadn’t screamed or raged at him today.
A few harsh words and walking away, too light a punishment.
Alan wasn’t made of stone.
The coward had fled with a letter instead of facing her. And he wasn’t cold enough to fake every tender, intimate moment they had shared. If he were, he should’ve aimed for an Oscar instead of wasting his time on her.
Tonight, he would lie awake, twisting in regret.
She wouldn’t wish him more pain than that. She still loved him too much to break him completely.
Hojo’s gaze softened as memories flooded back.
As for his new girlfriend—irritating, detestable—Hojo had no interest in even learning her name. Alan would return to her eventually.
Aunt Hakari. Uncle Shin. His old friends. They were all on her side.
What chance did that girl have?
Still, the current “girlfriend” needed a quick check. Hojo would make sure the girl wasn’t carrying something disgusting. The thought alone made her stomach churn.
Months of agony finally loosened their grip. Relief sank into Hojo’s bones.
Alan was both poison and antidote.
Yet more than tormenting him, she needed to know why he had left without warning.
She pressed the ice harder against her eyes, the towel growing damp.
“I have a girlfriend now.”
His words echoed.
A hazy figure surfaced in her mind, a girl gripping a sword, eyes blazing with unyielding resolve.
Nino Kitagawa.
“That bitch…”
A spark flared.
Hojo sat bolt upright, yanked the towel away, and stared straight ahead, eyes wide, as if the answer had just revealed itself.
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“Alan, are you free this Saturday afternoon? Everyone wants to meet you…”
The phone on the table lit up.
Alan glanced at Nozomi's message and ignored it.
Two things weighed heavily on his mind.
The roadmap for turning Nozomi Sakura into a star.
And the upcoming weekend, when he would have to face Aunt Hakari and explain why he and Hojo were over.
The roadmap was already underway, agency contracts, coaches, a tailored curriculum, audition boot camps. Thirteen million yen spent.
Another ten million sat untouched in his account, plus whatever rewards the system would grant, Nozomi’s skill bonuses, and future script earnings.
Financially, it was pure profit.
Within two or three years, Nozomi would explode in popularity. By graduation, Alan could buy a decent condo in Tokyo and live comfortably off interest alone.
All he needed was Nozomi’s consent.
Easy enough. Drop the right hints, dangle the right rewards, and she’d follow the script.
The real headache was Aunt Hakari.
What excuse would she accept? That he’d fallen for someone else? That they simply weren’t compatible?
She would accept neither.
After a minute, Alan gave up. He’d play dead meat in boiling water, sit there and take the scolding. She wouldn’t actually skin him alive.
She wouldn’t… right?
Still…
Slumped on the couch, Alan couldn’t forget Hojo’s furious eyes from earlier.
“You’re too cruel!”
Was he?
Maybe.
But love alone couldn’t pay bills. Financial freedom came first.
Besides, he had already admitted he was seeing Nozomi Sakura.
There was no cure for regret, and Alan had no intention of turning back.
Ding.
A message from Hojo appeared.
“Alan, I’m sure you don’t want to go home either. I’ve explained everything to Aunt Hakari. You don’t have to worry.”
“….”
He stared at the screen, thumb hovering.
Then the phone rang.
Caller ID: Akari Honne.
Why is this girl calling me past ten?
He hung up.
It rang again.
Something urgent?
He answered.
“I thought you’d ignore me…” Honne complained immediately.
“Brother-in-law, did my sister visit you today?”
“…How did you know?”
“Please. One look at her smug face was enough. Eyes all red from crying but grinning like she’d won the lottery, who else could make her that happy?”
She muttered to herself, then added, “She went back to Kyoto this evening and packed a mountain of gifts. I thought they were for me, but she carried most of them back out again. No prizes for guessing she stopped by Aunt Hakari’s…”
“…Mm.”
She’d detoured all the way to Kyoto just to cover for him?
“Oh, and brother-in-law…”
“What?”
“I saw my sister sneak out after dinner.”
Honne lowered her voice conspiratorially.
“She dressed up. Full makeup. Definitely going on a date.”
“A date?”
Alan’s brows knit together.
His heartbeat quickened.
His first reaction was irritation.
“No way. Your sister isn’t like that.”
“Brother-in-law~ believe me~”
Hearing his disbelief, Honne slipped straight into cajoling.
“It’s true! I heard her say his name when she left.”
“Whose name?”
“Nilo, I think?”
“Nilo?”
Alan repeated it twice, eyes narrowing.
“You mean… Nino?”
“Same difference. Sounds close enough.”
Honne waved it off.
When no response came, her voice turned syrupy.
“Brother-in-law~ I’ve been working so hard keeping tabs on sis for you. Don’t I deserve a reward?”
“I want to visit Tokyo too…”
I want to see you too…
Alan’s eyes clouded, unfocused.
He didn’t hear the rest of her words.
His mind drifted elsewhere.
“Nino…”
The name slipped from his lips.
An image flashed unbidden, a slender figure gripping a sword, eyes burning with resolve.
“Alan, I’m trying really hard.”
“Nino isn’t stupid, you know.”
“I’m going to marry you!”
“You’re leaving… but you’ll come back, right?”
“Alan…”
Her clear voice echoed in his ears.
Alan frowned.
The calm he’d wrapped around his heart began to unravel.
Why would Hojo look for her?
“Brother-in-law?”
“Brother-in-law? Big brother?”
Honne called him twice without response, lips pursed.
She took a deep breath, puffed her cheeks, and shouted, “Alannn!”
The shrill cry exploded in his ear. Alan nearly dropped the phone.
“What?! Why are you yelling?”
Hearing the irritation in his tone, Honne deflated.
“Sorry…”
“But what were you thinking about? I kept calling…”
“Nothing. Just… thinking.”
“Oh.”
Something you can’t tell me?
She narrowed her eyes but let it go.
In a sweet, coaxing voice she asked, “Brother-in-law, what do you think?”
“About what?”
“I also want to go to Tokyo.”
“You’re still a first-year high schooler. If you want success, you should focus on studying.”
“What’s the rush? I’m already super smart.”
Alan fell silent at her confidence.
Lying on her bed, Honne propped her socked legs against the wall, hair spilling over the edge.
Staring at the ceiling, she asked, “So? Will you say yes, big bro~?”
Alan sighed.
“Even if you use cute nicknames, I can’t just let you come.”
“But you promised.”
“My memory’s not great, but two days haven’t erased everything. I never agreed.”
“But—”
Cornered, Honne switched tactics.
“My birthday’s next week. You didn’t forget, did you?”
Alan blinked.
Silence stretched.
“I knew it,” she said softly. “You never forget my sister’s.”
Alan rubbed his temples.
“Look, my memory’s shot. Early-onset old age. I barely remember your sister’s either.”
“Oh really?” Honne scoffed. “You dated her for two years. That’s only two birthdays. I remember everything—fireworks, candles, flowers, the new song you wrote for her…”
She recited each detail through clenched teeth.
“So romantic.”
Alan stayed silent. Sometimes playing dead was safest.
When he didn’t deny it, Honne dropped the topic.
In a pitiful whisper, she begged, “Big brother… can’t you grant my wish to visit Tokyo?”
For a moment, Alan almost said yes.
Then caution returned.
“If we’re talking wishes… fine. I can agree.”
Her eyes lit up. She sat upright.
“Really?! Then—”
“On one condition.”
“…?”
“Your sister and your parents all have to approve.”
Her face paled under the lamp.
“That’s the same as saying no…”
Their parents were easy. Hojo wasn’t.
First, Hojo would never allow a Tokyo trip.
Second, the moment Honne mentioned Alan, Hojo’s jealousy would surface, and she wouldn’t argue. She’d just smile coldly and leave Honne to drown in silence.
Honne bit her lip. Telling Alan how much her sister had changed was dangerous. If he felt sympathy, her plan might collapse.
Hearing her sulk wordlessly, Alan added, “It’s reasonable. You can’t just sneak off alone. What if something happened?”
Honne pouted, eyes reddening.
“You’re just bullying me…”
