#848 - Su Chen, I'm sick
“In the end, I made up my mind—
“Open the map and click anywhere, I will go wherever I go.
“But when I turned on Lao Qi’s cell phone, I found…
“This guy’s phone is full of transfer information.
“Every month, one, two, three…
“Never stopped.
“He is on the other side of the world, serving a dozen children, living and studying.
“I can’t figure it out.
"How can one person be so good to another person?
"It's good that you don't ask for anything in return."
Hearing these words, Su Chen, Luo Ji and Li Fumore all looked at Lao Qi in surprise.
"Old Qi, didn't you just raise two children?" Luo Ji asked the first one.
"This..." Lao Qi scratched the back of his head and smiled awkwardly, "It used to be...that's just, there are too many poor children... and I'm getting richer, just..."
Team Leader Luo sighed and continued:
“At that moment, I suddenly realized…
“I may be, at this moment, standing in the best place in the world.
“Where else can I run to?
"The way Lao Qi jumped into the river came to my mind at that time.
“I don’t know how to describe my feelings.
“I just want to say, you guys are all lucky.
“Especially you, Su Chen.
“They…
"One, you can be determined without hesitation just because of your word.
"One can ignore his life and death at any time for his partner.
"There is another one. Give up the business empire and accompany you to run most of the earth in a mess.
"You are the luckiest person and the one I envy the most."
Speaking of this, Team Leader Luo glanced at Su Chen.
“Su Chen.
“I am part of the darkness, and of course I can endure it.
“But it won’t work now.
“Because I saw the sunshine.
"But, can this sunny world still accommodate me?
"I am a real freak."
At this time, Luo Ji, who was behind him, spoke.
"Actually, you are just born differently than ordinary people, but from that moment on, you are an ordinary person."
Team Leader Luo shook his head again.
He snatched out the cigarette butt in his hand and said:
“No, I’m not an ordinary person.
“My number is 16.
“Before I, there were 15 I failed.
“This failure is not only a failure of ‘making’, but also a failure of competition.
“—All replicas will compete with each other.
“Winnessa has designed many rules to compete with each other.
“Those who win can survive, and those who lose will be eliminated.
“And from the moment I was conscious, I couldn’t accept blood.
“But I have to live.
“So, I have been using loopholes in the rules to control other replicators to help me eliminate my opponents.
“Even though I don’t have blood on my hands, there are a lot of copycats because I die.
“I was also noticed by Winesa and became the team leader.
"Those players, except Formos 085, grew up under my command.
"But in the end, they all chose to abandon me without hesitation."
Speaking of this, two tears suddenly slid down Team Leader Luo's face.
“I’m not a normal person.
“I’m a freak, a freak who was abandoned.
“If I could have killed you at that time, I might have lived in my mistake forever.
“But now, it won’t work…
"Su Chen, do you understand my feelings?
“I am neither a human nor a ghost.
“I didn’t even have the courage to go on.
“I’m sick.
"Su Chen, I'm sick."
After saying this, tears remained quietly.
Perhaps he didn't want the three people behind him to discover that Team Leader Luo did not make any sound.
Team Leader Luo grabbed Su Chen's shoulder with one hand.
Grab it tightly, like grasping an old friend.
Su Chen took out another cigarette and stuffed it into Team Leader Luo's mouth to help him ignite it.
Su Chen raised his head, looked at the sky, and said:
“In fact, we don’t have to pursue the normality of ‘normal people’.
"Everyone is 'abnormal', like a stone by the river...
“Each piece has its own flaws.
“Some are conspicuous, some are not conspicuous.
“But these shortcomings are precisely part of our “self”.
“In my eyes, you are not a freak.
“You shouldn’t look at yourself that way, either.
“You are just, integrating into this world.
“Although I’m not used to it,…
“It’s OK.
“All your emotions are worthy of being properly placed.
“If you want to laugh, laugh loudly.
“If you want to cry, cry loudly.
“Don’t worry, don’t worry.
“Because it’s these emotions that make us all live uniquely.”
Team Leader Luo was stunned, "I...really, can I?"
"certainly."
Luo Ji and Rifumore said behind him together.
"That's not?" Lao Qi nodded.
Luo Ji handed the cake in his hand to Team Leader Luo.
"Put your stomach first." Luo Ji said.
"Yes, I'm celebrating you..."
Before Rifumore finished speaking, Lao Qi snatched the words, "Escape from shit, good luck!"
"Hahaha……"
Su Chen and others laughed.
At this moment, Team Leader Luo burst into tears.
It was also at this moment that a ray of light suddenly appeared in the sky.
Countless meteors cut through the deep blue night sky.
"Hurry! Professor Luo! Meteor! Make a wish! Or you will run away!" Lao Qi pointed at the sky and shouted.
"I didn't think it through!" Luo Ji quickly stood up after stuffing the cake to Team Leader Luo.
"Anyway! No, no, no, no! That's it! Jessica! Jessica!"
"Oh...Jessica..." Luo Ji nodded repeatedly.
"Luo Ji, you're on the trap! Don't you say you're a prodigal son?" Rifumore laughed.
"The prodigal son can't marry a wife!! And, I was deliberately trapped!"
Team Leader Luo laughed before she could dry her tears.
Looking at the few people, he quietly made a wish in his heart—
I hope these guys in front of me will be safe and sound.
Especially Lao Qi, you must be safe and sound.
Live well with the love of more than a dozen children on the other side of the world.
Team Leader Luo turned his head and looked at Su Chen, "Su Chen, this time, you will definitely win, you must win Bai Su."
"Well, sure." Su Chen nodded.
In a short while, the shooting stars disappeared.
"The meteor is gone, let's go, Team Leader Luo, I'll open a single room for you and take a good shower. You should change your pants. Let's take a rest for one night." Rifumore said.
Team Leader Luo nodded.
...
The next morning.
After a few people got up, they opened the door of Team Leader Luo's room, but found that Team Leader Luo was gone.
There were three boxes of unreasonable red cigarettes and a pair of electronic shackles on the table.
"He's gone..." Lao Qi looked disappointed.
"Oh..." Luo Ji glanced at Su Chen.
"It's okay, let him go." Su Chen said.
"It doesn't matter if you leave, you just don't know where he can go..." Lao Qi sighed.
"Let's take good care of the present, we have a lot to do now," said Su Chen.
"What are your plans today?" Rifumore asked.
"Today, call the police to arrest Bai Su."
