Chapter 465 Subtle influence

Severus used to live a very demanding life, both mentally and physically, in addition to strengthening his heart, he also had to deal with the return of Voldemort, in addition to honing dueling, it also included espionage skills , The first time he became a double agent was by luck, and the second time he became a double agent by himself. He read a lot of books related to double agents, many of which were written by Muggles during World War II. IQ is not lower than wizards at all.

If he really becomes Harry's father, then Harry is definitely a bad son for him. In his eyes, Harry is always not good enough, and the strict father-son relationship is always difficult to reconcile. Harry can call West Reese's name, but Severus could only be called "Mr" or "Professor". He will put heavy pressure on people, and getting along with him is not easy at all. Where there is oppression, there is resistance. It just so happens that there are not many people in this world who can beat him, so he has become a queen who everyone hates and wants to get rid of. Fast, and there is an existence that can't be killed.

Even though Severus swears that he is not like Tobias, he is still influenced by his father, and the original family will imprint the child's personality and behavior, and Tobias' strength is perfectly inherited by Severus. It doesn't matter if you are strong outside, especially Slytherin College needs such a strong person to be the dean, and she hopes to have an equal relationship when she returns home. Oh, Sirius is much more open in this regard, Slytherin will classify Take it seriously, look at how they treat Muggles and Muggle-born wizards, the sculpture of magic is power fully expresses their stubborn class concept. Although Severus will not discriminate against her, he will never discriminate against her. Possibly "equal", he likes to provoke and declare war to determine affiliation, he wants her to obey, and his damn controlling desire has flared up again!

Pomona is a Hufflepuff, and a qualified Hufflepuff should like food. Only weirdos like Newt Scamander like Fantastic Beasts more than food.

When she was in a bad mood, apart from eating sweets, Pomona also loved to cook food. In the morning, the sausages Severus fried were sold outside, full of spices, and she had to stuff the sausages herself.

Nietzsche once said: There is no need to be sensitive all the time, dullness is sometimes a virtue. Especially when interacting with people, even if you can see through the motivation of a certain behavior or thought of the other person, you still need to pretend to be dull. This is the knack of sociality, and it is also compassion for people.

This chronically ill philosopher has been looking for a healthy philosophy. "Slowness is sometimes a virtue" is the same as Hufflepuff's pretending to be stupid, but sometimes Hufflepuff looks too easy to bully. To empathize with others is to shame them as weak. For the one you love, you should train him and make him improve. This is true love. Pomona never imagined that she would experience such awkward concern from him one day.

In extreme pain, a soul will radiate a new light of life in order to bear the pain. It is this potential that plays out in the new life that keeps people away from suicidal thoughts that arise in times of extreme pain and allows him to continue living. His state of mind will be different from that of a healthy person. He despises the values ​​​​identified by the world, and thus develops the noblest love and sentiment that he has never had in the past. This state of mind is a person who has experienced the pain of hellfire.

Only through the tempering of hell can one have the power to create heaven, and only with bloody fingers can the swan song of the world be played.

Life is a gift or a boon. In the Middle Ages, because of the influence of the church, suicide was considered a sin. Since the late modern period, many thinkers have theoretically justified suicide. If life becomes difficult, people have the right to give it up. In the United Kingdom, Euthanasia is legally supported.

Albus's suicidal tendencies arose when he wore the ring of the Gaunt family. He has a world-weary heart, but he is an old man who has lived for 150 years. He did not end his own life by himself, but Severus was invited. Albus sacrificed too many things, not just love and affection. He is a person who likes to travel around the world. When he was young, he returned home because of his mother's death, but he stayed in Hogwarts. hereby teach.

Putting shackles on a person who is accustomed to freedom will make him feel painful. When a person has only pain in his life, he will have the idea of ​​suicide. The inevitable result of life is death. Therefore, the ultimate right to life is independent choice The right to when and how to die, but Albus had the power to end his own life, and it was actually illegal for him to ask Severus to do it for him.

Severus agreed temporarily, he is such a fool, being with a suicidal person, and being too strict will make him suicidal, his kind of exercise method is not suitable for everyone, he After being resurrected from the dead, it changed from one extreme to the other. If he was just an ordinary person, it wouldn't matter what kind of life he wanted to live, but now that he has power, he can no longer do whatever he wants like when he was in seclusion.

"Why are you so difficult to teach?" Pomona couldn't help complaining, James was at least willing to change for Lily, but Severus was so stubborn, this was his shortcoming as well as his strong point, and it was hard enough to deal with him However, if she becomes pregnant again and has a child, she may follow in Irene's footsteps, paying too much attention to her husband and ignoring her child.

Housewives are high-risk groups for suicide. Ordinary people don’t understand how much pressure there is. They have to worry about their husband being seduced by women outside, and worry about their children’s growth. If she is unfortunate enough to have a husband who will not grow up, she will have to Taking care of at least two children, Arthur's kind of child is better, Severus' kind of awkward and rebellious one is simply terrible, and Molly is often cried by the twins.

Pomona couldn't help but miss the time she used to wash dishes in the kitchen. If only she could keep in touch with Molly, they could complain together about how naive their husband was.

At this moment, the door slammed shut. Pomona felt a little weird, so she sneaked into the living room where he worked.

A young man came in with a leather bag, and he respectfully placed a thick stack of documents in front of Severus, apparently for his signature.

"That's Lucius' land, he just needs to sign it." Severus sat behind the desk with a quill as if he were grading homework.

"It's not just Mr. Malfoy who wants to donate the land, but also Mr. Osbert and Mr. Belby. They all hope that they can participate in the construction of the war-wounded Auror rehabilitation sanatorium." The young man had a nice voice The voice and tone are also very gentle, which makes people feel very comfortable.

Alastor Moody has retired. If he could go to St. Oswald Sanatorium to recuperate, he would not die in battle. However, he has spent most of his life fighting, and he can no longer adapt to the kind of pension waiting to die Compared with a soft bed, he would rather die on the battlefield, where he belongs.

"What did Lucius say?"

"He said he obeyed your orders, 'sir'." The young man said humbly, "No matter who you choose, he has no objection."

"Cunning Malfoy." Pomona murmured while eavesdropping. Fighting werewolves and dark wizards always leave battle wounds. These wounds are often caused by black magic. The wounds caused are irreversible, even with artificial limbs. Mobility is limited, just look at the Moody.

With such a nursing home, Aurors will not be afraid of being taken care of even if they are injured in the future. At the same time, employment opportunities are created, and everyone can get help from it.

Albus taught Severus something anyway, after all they had been together in the same castle for over twenty years.

Pomona stopped peeking and turned back to the kitchen.

In Albus' will, Severus was the heir to the headmaster's position, and a headmaster couldn't be equal to the headmaster of Hogwarts.

It is difficult to accept that a young man is better than herself, and Pomona can only slowly adapt.

It is also very difficult for a person to understand and accept that there are worse things in the world than death. Nietzsche said that what people ultimately love is their own desires, not what they want. Compared with the elixir of the Philosopher's Stone, people prefer The most important thing is longevity. If people know that the water soaked in the Philosopher's Stone will cause side effects other than longevity, if there are better things, they will lose interest in the Philosopher's Stone.

The desire to survive is also a desire. If you can live forever without the Philosopher's Stone, who needs it?

Similarly, many admirers of Severus hope that there will be someone like him who can give unconditionally and love themselves without asking for anything in return. Gay men know that this is impossible. Although they like men, they are still men. , only women would have such unrealistic dreams. If there is an individual man who loves herself, then she will no longer be interested in him, just like what is said in "Gone with the Wind", women always fantasize about love, what they love is love itself, not the person they love, Whether she is weak or strong.

Since he killed Dumbledore, his soul has fallen. Since he can't go to heaven, he can only accompany him to hell. In the movie the day after tomorrow, Sam risked being washed away by the tsunami in order to save Laura. Danger went to her, and neither the rich kid nor the black nerd looked back. Pomona believed that Laura chose Sam because of his courage, not the charisma and survival ability that Severus thought .

"You're such a fool, Severus." Pomona shook her head and smiled, "You're obviously Jack, why do you want to be like Cal?"

After regaining her mood, she felt relaxed. She waved her magic wand and let the kitchen knife cut the meat into fine pieces. She always remembered the story that Petunia told while hiding in the bed sheet. There was a murderer who killed him. The corpses of some people were made into sausages and sold, and the whole town ate them, so the sausage Pomona sold outside could not be eaten.

If Petunia can also become a wizard, she must be an evil witch, but unfortunately she has no magic power and can only be an ordinary, boring housewife, unable to live the same wonderful life as her sister.