Taste of Bitterness

Happily Married.

The ride has been a roller coaster. Everything was not easy for us. Is that the guy I hate and vomit... He's the one I stayed with at the end. I don't know how to measure the joy I feel. I can't even weigh how much nervous I am because of the new phase that has come into my life.

As they say... New stage new test. I'll admit it... I'm afraid for the new challenges to come but when I think about and see my son and husband... All my fears are overturned. You have to be strong... That's what life always wants.

So with each passing day, that's what I follow. To be strong for the two men who are important in my life more than anything else... I love them so much.

I smiled very sweetly while adjusting Cedrick's necktie. He was staring at my face as if he was memorizing all the details even though I knew that he had already memorized it. He just had a habit of staying at my face like it was a drug and he was addicted.

I guess I'm just beautiful like this.

After I tightened his necktie, without a word, he pushed me against the table and pressed me with a kiss. I wantlessly returned his kisses and my arms automatically wrapped around him.

I'm wearing trousers and a knitted sleeveless top.

Cedrick was holding my waist while kissing me and our private parts could not help but rub. I'm getting hot again even when I'm just taking a bath. "Let's have at least one... quick good morning sex..." I laughed at Cedrick's behavior and hit him.

I rubbed our noses together. "One quick sex, huh? We already did that under the shower." I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Please?" He said and caressed my womanhood against my pants.

I closed my eyes from the overwhelming sensation I felt. My head also voluntarily looked up to face the ceiling, crazy with the pleasure caused by Cedrick caressing my womanhood. Against the pants I was wearing, he traces my slice to tease me. And his other hand squeezed my breast, making my libido aroused.

I couldn't hold it in any longer and I felt like I wanted to try what he offered so... "Fine...

Just one..." I immediately gave in so I saw myself already on the bed... And under Cedrick... The body shakes as he rides.

"Hmm... Yes... Please... That's delicious." I growled.

My husband continues to beat me. I could hear the wet sound that the connection between the two of us made so it only made me enjoy it even more. He was still teasing me because he said I was wet. Of course, it's normal to feel this, especially if it's his.

"Ohh! Gosh! Ahh!" I covered my mouth because I think my voice got louder when he squeezed my clitoris. I was nervous because Cairo might hear us.

"Fuck..." Cedrick cursed in pleasure. His neck and face were red because of the fusion of the two of us.

"Go.... Please... Go ahead... Don't ever stop. Don't stop please..." I begged because I could feel the orgasm coming. I'm very excited. I'm gross.

"Yes,"

"Ohhh!" I moaned again when he hit my ass

.

"Oh my gosh!" I yelled when I felt this was the right time to cum.

Cedrick sped up his thrust and I almost stood up when he hit my spot perfectly, solidly. "I'm a gentleman. I just don't lady to go first but also to cum first... So go honey... Cum... Cum for me." When Cedrick said no, my body trembled with pleasure.

I was drowning in my orgasm. It's like the sky is taking me because I'm lying now, my ass is too much pressure on the bed.

I was still in my orgasm and Cedrick was still thrusting harder to me to reach his orgasm. He's so mad at me now. Until he burst and poured all his juice on me... I feel very sticky and I can smell the juice of both of us.

My Cedrick's arms were resting while looking at our delicacies that he was still connected to.

"Hmm," I moaned when he gave me a sloppy thrust.

"Fuck... I'm addicted..." Cedrick said. "One more..." I laughed at his request.

I got up and climbed on top of him. I was strong somehow and he let me go. Cedrick was under me and his pet still managed to enter my womanhood. I opened more and knelt down, because there his manhood was slightly pulled out so we were both happy with the little pleasure we felt.

At this time, I took the chance to reach out to him, comfort him.

It was noon when Cedrick and I went to work. I was also working at the company and we met Luther, his friend, in the elevator. He is still being teased because he is not late and only now. It's obvious that he drowned too much in the taste.

When I entered the office, I took off my jacket. I was left on the red tube so I could work properly. My hair is also loose. I'm not worried anymore because the hickeys that Cedrick gave me have been erased, because I used the ointment.

While seriously typing on the laptop, suddenly Someone opened my office door and I didn't look back because I already knew who it was. Cedrick is the only one who opens the door without saying goodbye. "Wow. What a hot office worker. My boner is growing more." He shook his head.

"Well... I won't let you fuck me this time." I made him suffer. We are in the office!

He went behind me and kissed my neck.

"You smell so good." He whispered and I shook because I was tickled by his kisses.

"Cedrick... Not here." There was a warning in my voice.

"Then let's go home."

"I mean. Not that. Let's work first!" I laugh that annoys him.

"Fine." He said and stopped kissing my neck but he touched my womanhood outside my pants.

"Oh gosh..." I moaned and spread my thigh. He stroked and caressed my pussy almost with his warm palm. "That... That's delicious..." I mumbled while looking at his palm romancing my womanhood.

"I know... Now... Focus on your job, love." He said and let go of me, confused again by what he did. I glared at him and he just laughed at me until he reached the door.

I snorted while staring at Cedrick's hand that was caressing my delicacy just lately... I bit my lower lip... I want more...

After the lunch break, I drank water and sat on my swivel chair. I frowned when I noticed the notification on the side of my laptop. That was my clinic and a video, a CCTV footage to be exact that has been taken 5 years ago has played.

I was suddenly nervous when I saw Cedrick in that video. My eyes narrowed and my face came closer to my laptop screen. And it's true, I didn't squint, Cedrick was the man in the video who was walking angrily into the mansion and I just had to cover my mouth when I watched him punch an old man who was sitting in the living room very hard.

There was an immediate hot tension between the two of them.

I frowned and tried to ask the reason for that. Until I heard them speak on video. "Why? You are mad at me and you fucking wanted to kill your dad?!" The old man yields.

"You are the reason for the death of his whole family!" Cedrick shouted. And it felt like there was a pain in my chest. What is he saying and why is it familiar to me?

"Then why did you care about it? What do you care about that girl? Do you already love her? Did you fall in love with that girl because of her beautiful body?" When the eye said that, I finally realized everything. Little by little, my tears flowed to the side.

"You're an animal." Cedrick said.

"We're just the same." His father blurted out.

I was covered in tears and constantly shaking. I can't accept what I just witnessed now. I'm the girl they're referring to in the video. And... Cedrick's father set our house on fire. Cedrick's family is the one and only reason of all my suffering.

I couldn't watch the video anymore so I angrily closed my laptop. I shed big tears and I was very sick. I am very sad to know about it. Depressed to know about it.

My throat trembled with anger. My gaze sharpened. Beast... You're beast Cedrick.

It had been five years since he knew about the real reason why our house burned. Why didn't he tell me? Why didn't he admit it to me? Why did he let me marry him?!

I stormed out of the company and got into my car. I drove the car while I was crying. I continued to cry while holding the steering wheel. I suffered for several years at the hands of Cedrick. I paid with my body for everything he spent on me and what I didn't know... All the money he gave was his payment for the death of my family.

I shouldn't have given up and let go of my femininity... Myself.

When I arrived at the mansion, I found Aling Marta and my son playing in the living room. They looked at me full of concern when they saw my face. Due to non-stop crying.. my eyes and face turned red.

"What's going on, hija?" Aling Marta asked me and ran after me into my son's room.

"We're leaving. Don't tell Cedrick where we're going." I was angry but I tried to stay calm while putting Cairo's clothes in the bag.

"Mommy? What happened? Are you okay?" And that's when my chest finally gave out. My son's voice was full of worry and fear as if he wanted to know what happened. I cried and took him for a hug.

"Sorry baby... Sorry..." I apologize for distancing him from his dad again. But this time, I will keep him away from his father forever and won't let them see each other anymore. I don't want him to get the attitude that Cedrick's family has. Murderers.

"Why, mommy?" Cairo cried in a small voice while wiping away my tears.

"We are going to leave, hm? You were missing Australia right? We will have vacation there." I tried to smile at my baby and wiped his tears.

I carried Cairo's things and held his hand to leave the mansion. But when I faced the door, Cedrick appeared to me with red eyes now. My eyes narrowed and I killed him with my gaze. I held Cairo tightly.

While staring at Cedrick... I'm here... I'm here with myself.

Why did I marry the man who killed my family?

"Don't ever come near us." My voice was strong and full of warning when he threatened to step closer.

"Sherin, please.... Baby... Let's fix this..." He placed both of his hands on his front, trying to calm me.

"We're not going to fix anything Cedrick..." I said with my voice fu by nothing but anger.

"I know you watched the video... I'm Sorry... I'm Sorry... Baby please... Don't do this..." His voice was full of suffering.