Chapter 45

At the end of breakfast, I go up to the room with my son, seeing how Kahin has dressed fills me with a lot of jealousy, “I thought you would wear your suit,” I leave the baby on the bed, my brunette applies lotion and looks at me.

"It's a friends outing, I'll wear the suit for tonight's party."

I purse my lips as I walk my gaze over his body, he is wearing a jean on his hips that shows the bulge, a black shirt with long sleeves gathered up, the height of his elbows is adjusted and shows his muscles, this is half open showing his chest with those hairs spread perfectly, black casual shoes with white soles.

"Can you change those stupid pants?" I ask when I think how the others will look at it, “you can't go out like that Kahin, you can't,” my jealousy gets out of control, I approach him to look at him more closely, “change or don't come out,” he laugh and it pissed me off.

"I dressed like this and I'll stay this way," he tells me just the words I use when he doesn't like my clothes.

"You are a fool Kahin, if I realize that your damn secretary or that stupid pediatrician is there, it will be very, very, wrong. Do you understand?" He hugs me when I'm distracted, I fight for him to let me go but he doesn't.

“We will be only men, and that answer is so that you would feel what I do when you give me those answers,” he kiss my lips and by not letting me bite his, “I won't be long, remember that we have the party today, I suggest you two don't take too long,” I don't change my expression of disgust. "Have you noticed how much you've changed? Now you are jealous, troublesome and you close easily, do those dreams have something to do with it?” His question makes me think, he is right, I am becoming a toxic woman.

"No, it has nothing to do," I lie, "I just want them not to see you. You're mine, you can only see me, be with me" my eyes crystallize, I'm afraid of losing him again.

"I only have eyes and love for you, for my son and my family, I would never be with another woman, you know that,” he stops looking at me and look in the direction of the bed, I also look, our son is distracted by the sheets, “mine, before I leave, can you can make sure I'm satisfied?” I smile when I hear him, “I don't like arguing with you,” he kisses me and takes me in his arms, we go into the bathroom and the moans and grunts begin, we make love with intensity as always.

"And that smile?" I ask when I see him so happy, he approaches me and kisses me on the lips, and then he slaps me on the ass.

"I made you run more than three times in less than 20 minutes, now I know you won't want to be with anyone else."

I look at him incredulously, “did you do this for you and not for me?"

He laughs in my face, “I learned from the best,” he winks at me as he walks away and takes our son in his arms, “come on baby, I'll take you to your mother's house,” he comes out as if nothing had happened, when I took a step my sex hurts a little and I curse, he’s a bastard when he wants.

At my mother's house, Lucy and my sun talk about the most animated things, I can't stop looking at them with a frown. "Is something wrong daughter?"Asks my mother sitting next to me, “does it bother you that he pays attention to her?"

I smile, “no mom, I love that he smiles and cares about her.”

My mother looks in the same direction as me, “then why the expression?"

Shaking my head, I look at her, “these are things that only I can know mom, but I assure you it's not jealousy, that relationship can't be, that's all." My mother looks at me without knowing what to say, so I let the matter be.

The hours I spend with my mother, my friends and my aunt is the best thing that can happen to me, so I don't think about what Kahin will be doing, I trust my husband, but I don't trust the bitches that approach him. We went home to get ready, I look at him, he hasn't said a word since he came to look for Lucelia and me, I think he's suspecting my sun with Lucy.

"What?" He asks when he feels observed, “do you want to smell my shirt and check my body?"

I roll my eyes, “you're exaggerating Hamann. What's wrong? Why haven't you kissed me or pampered Lucelia and me?” I approach him and take advantage of the fact that he is only in boxers, I caress his pectorals.

"Sweet, I have not forgotten the discussion we had over the puppy, that I claimed you does not mean that I am not angry with you."

I raise an eyebrow, “but you made me yours later and I thought everything was fine, besides what bothered me was your lack of communication, you should tell me what you want to do. I am aware that he is your son, but I am his mother."

"The one who made love to you has nothing to do with it, you are my wife and I would do it to you even when you are angry with me, and it was a surprise. Do you mean that if I want to buy a yacht for my son, I must consult it with you first?"

I look at him like he's crazy, “of course you must consult me, Kahin you are going to raise our son in a way that is wrong, I do not want my son to be a vain person, I would like him to be humble."

Kahin does not stop looking at me, “if I want to buy an entire city for my son as a gift for his first year, I'm going to do it and you are not going to stop me, now arrange that we must go.”

Incredulous at how he talks to me, I don't move, “why do you treat me like this? When you should have exploded, you didn't. To do it now? I'm not going to your damn party full of fake and stupid people,” I put on a robe to go out, but before I get to the door he already has me in bed under him.

“You are going to the fucking party, you are not going to get angry, here I am the angry one, you are driving me crazy, those damn mood swings I do not understand, you insult me, you get angry and then you are as if nothing happened and you want me to forget it. Everything stops being so impossible that this role is mine,” he kiss my lips, “I love you, I swear you are the most valuable thing I have in life, but I can't always forget things and not get angry,” he kiss me again, his hands slip through my panties and caress my clitoris, my body immediately vibrates and a gasp comes out of my mouth, “do you like it?” I don't answer, I pull him to kiss him, I want more of those caresses, “we must go,” he gets away from me and laugh.

"Damn Kahin, you're going to pay me," I yell at him for making me horny.

“We are late darling, our son is right above you, let's not get mad and get dressed.” Trying to relax I obey, pleasure always brutalizes me.

We arrive at the party and I try not to let my anger with my brunette show, it is full and there is a lot of atmosphere. "Skinny," I hear Carla's voice, "fuck it, we were just getting here and Loan lost me," she's upset.

"Well at least I ...”

"I must go Sweet," Kahin interrupts me, "be careful talking to someone else, I won't mind breaking anyone's face," he kisses me and leaves before I respond.

"You were telling me?" Asks my friend mockingly, I give her my son.