Chapter 70

“Damn you bitch, you have made me suffer all this damn time for money, you have gambled and destroyed my family, you have threatened my son and me, you have attempted against my pregnancy and did you think you were going to get out of all this just by coming to my house and hit me? You are a damn witch,” with a clenched fist I hit her nose, taking the gun from Kahin I point it at her head, “you don't know the damn hell that I lived through with everything that happened, you don't know how I felt with all this shit that you provoked,” tears of anger leap from my eyes, I treated my husband badly, the indifference with which I treated him even being with him. All the things he did for me, all those details I just trampled on without knowing that he was tied hand and foot.

“I just want to know exactly what he was doing and you haven't told me anything in particular, I know what I have as a husband and even if you had sent me a thousand and one document where you put it in evidence I was not going to leave him, but I must congratulate you, you knew exactly where to get me to leave,” I wipe my tears and I look at Kahin who smiles, I was stupid to believe that he cheated me.

“You know how to use it babe,” Cristina looks at me fearfully when she hears Kahin's words, he's a liar, I don't know how to use this and I would never pull the trigger.

“Sorry ... I'm sorry ... Please don't shoot me ...”

“You were going to put me in jail, you damn bitch,” shouts Kahin, “if you didn't have the resources to do something as stupid as threaten my family and come here to hurt my wife, you wouldn't have gotten into this, although I'm really surprised, have you knew how to use the information you had about me very well…” at that moment Malcolm arrives.

“Everything is fixed, there are no clues to anything and all the information has been recovered and is safe,” Kahin takes the gun from me, tremblingly I touch my bruised lip.

“Get her out of my sight and you know what to do ...”

“No, don't hurt her please,” I ask them both.

“Are you aware that that woman came here with the intention of hurting you and in that way forcing me to do what she asked?” I am a fool that I know, but I cannot allow something like that when I agree to everything.

"Let's not be like her, I know she did us a lot of damage, but now everything cleared up, you were able to find her and avoid things."

Kahin snorts and looks at Malcolm, “make her disappear from the country, that she can never enter Panama again.”

Malcolm takes her by the arm, “is everything okay, dwarf?" He asks me worriedly, my body trembles and my heart almost doesn't feel because of how fast it beats, but nodding I try to smile.

“Broken and pregnant, but I'm fine,” he wink at me and then leave, leaving Kahin's pouting and my shaking chin making him smile, “I'm sorry...I'm sorry I treated you like that,” my husband hugs me and kisses my head.

“I would never cheat on you, heaven you are my life, you and my children are the only thing for me. If I bathed whenever I was late it was so that you would not perceive the scent of alcohol or cigarettes. When I saw you in danger, I did not delay in looking for solutions without that damn crazy woman noticing, but now how things were she was my damn secretary and now I know how she knew every step she took, well that was until I stopped doing everything myself and put Malcolm in command. Her despair took her not to think things through, I swear I wanted to explain to you every time you asked me, but one of the rules was to carry the microphone with you and not tell you anything. I had a lot to lose,” hugging him tighter I allow myself to cry, this time with relief for knowing that he only took care of us.

“I have a headache, all this has been very hard for me Kahin, losing you is the most difficult thing there can be,” I separate and look into his eyes, “you endured all my deals and even so you were willing to continue giving your all,” I wipe my tears.

“I would bear this and more to keep you safe, losing you was the only way to recover and although the moment I saw you leaving with my son through the door I was not willing to leave you, I allowed it because as you know, I knew that person was coming for you, now you must rest so that my daughters have that peace that they have not had for weeks,” he takes me in his arms as if I were a princess. I feel guilty, my family and Lucelia herself treated him badly and they threw everything on his face And he only endured everything for our good.

“The baby is in my bed,” I smile when I arrive.

“I will have to put him in his crib, I plan to sleep with you, this week was torture for me,” when I lay in bed, he kiss my lips carefully so as not to hurt me, “if you had not gone through all these feelings today I would make you mine, but you must rest. I'm going to put the baby in the crib,” he takes him in his arms and kisses our son's head, puts him in the crib that is in the room and comes back to me, “my little wife pulled out her claws,” he smiles mischievously.

“That damn bitch played with me and my family, what did you expect?” I pull him to lie beside me, “I know that none of this is your fault, because you couldn't tell me anything, but I need you to leave that dangerous life, this time it was just a woman who knew how to use information, but next time it may be someone who can really hurt us.”

He bites his lip, “you're right Dulce, for your sake I must get away from all this shit, I didn't want you to know exactly what I was doing,” he sighs.

"I am a woman of a dangerous man, who would say it? Drugs and weapons?"

“Let's say that when it comes to solving things, I do them a little differently, I'm not a dealer or a mobster, darling. I only make some people pay in the worst way.”

I heaved a deep breath, “are you aware that this relationship has gone through a lot? This whole situation seems like a lie to me, just a few hours ago I hated you and felt like dying for your deception and now I'm here feeling guilty for doing all those things to you, but also happy because you didn't cheat on me and you were just trying to take care of us all. I love you Kahin, I love you with all my heart.”

My husband hugs me tightly, “don't feel guilty about anything babe, this is our story and even if it seems that everything is going wrong, remember that there is always a reason behind it. I asked you for an opportunity to show you things and you just let yourself be carried away by the pain. Honey, when you think that everything is wrong and you think that I am somehow hurting you, you should see beyond, okay? I would never be able to hurt you as much as I did this time,” shutting his mouth, I kiss him.

“Just make me forget this bad taste in my mouth,” smiling he kisses me again, this relationship with my man has been difficult and has taught me that we should never take things for granted and that behind the house situation no matter how difficult it may seem and why very clear that they appear to be, there may be a logical explanation where it clarifies everything.