FORGIVE ME FOR THINKING OTHERWISE

Kate went to clean the other gym room, Evans left his jersey, she saw it and picked it up to fold them then the scent swept through her nostrils.

Same scent that filled her face the day he confronted her and kissed her.

She couldn't resist sniffing it then she had to remind herself of the security cams, her other senses told her someone was behind her but it was too late.

Quickly she was about to put it back when a hand gripped her.

Starled and shocked she fell on the floor, luckily a large hand was placed just beneath her head, she landed safely.

Her big doll eyes widened and herouth opened in a shock gasp in reaction to the accident.

"Why have you been avoiding me?"

Andre asked, pinning her on the floor this time.

Kate lay down there like a tiny stuffed doll, intimidated by his hugeness.

"I….I…wasn't".

A powerful rage swept over him.

"I've been endlessly patient for you to make up your mind Kate, don't make me look like a foolish man begging for your company!"

Teras came into Kate's eyes, she remained silent, but her heart won't stop racing.

It made Evans feel bad for coming at her like that.

"What is it that you are running away from? Are you afraid of me?"

He try to be gentle this time, his gleaming dark eyes crawling over her face with an intensity that made her throat constrict.

Kate was as helpless as a mouse caught in a trap, she should have thought about this before putting these letters in his room,it's impossible to be with him. Evans is a charmer,with time he will leave her.

Tears rolled down slowly from her eyes.

"I hate you..I hate you Evans because I can't have you, I hate you for tempting me to what will never be mine"she spoke in her mind.

If she doesn't stop this now, she might end up giving herself to him this very moment.

"Please let me go,"Kate said for the first time, struggling to be free.

"Enough Kate you will only hurt yourself!"

He grabbed her wrist and stretched them out on either side of her head.

The position thrust her breasts up into his chest. Her cheeks burned at the sensation of the tips of her breasts hardening at the touch of his flesh on them.

Evans lowered his head , his dark eyes fathomless deep, melting her the more.

"I won't force you Kate".

His lips brushed hers as he spoke, Kate was shaking,he could feel it and it made him uncomfortable don't she want this, is he really forcing it unknowingly, maybe she needs him to reassure her,maybe a kiss will do that. He always thought he know everything about women and when his playboy instincts was needed, his brain only go blank at the sight of her.

She had always had this uniqueness from the other maids, or maybe he only noticed that after he saw her hiding the notes during their teen years.

He didn't confront her then but kept those notes, unsure of why, but it did help him feel like he had someone who actually cared.

"Kate".

He said huskily and lowered his lips again and claimed hers.

His lips moved slowly, leisurely coaxing hers to open slightly. He groaned and deepened the kiss, taking it all in. Holding her wrists up to the top of her head with one large hand while the other slowly glides down to the length of her arms to graze the sides of her breasts.

But then Kate forced her head to look away from him and closed her eyes.

Evans studied her intently, Anger rising in him,for years he had always had his way, the one who got angry was Andre not him, he was the smiley devil that got things easily.

But why her…she just a maid, then why was she able to unlock that giant wall of iron around his heart guilding it. He can get over this,he should, it's now or never.

"Tell me Kate, what are your true feelings about me?"he breathed heavily.

Kate's lips quivered uncontrollably because of her silent crying.

"I…i…do…don't know".

Evan's face blanked out, she doesn't know? He cursed inwardly then a sudden

gasps escaped from her lips as Evans let go of her two wrists slowly, it was like something was taken away from her, something she didn't waste to lose.

She opened her eyes,but didn't turn to look up at him, tears still flowing.

Evans stood up awkwardly and slowly picked up his jersey.

"Forgive me for thinking otherwise".

He said dryly to her and left the room.

Kate had the whole room to herself to cry her heart out.