Chapter twenty

Mature chapter

Victoria Philip

"You feel so good." I felt myself untentionally saying, moaning as I whispered this words in Noah ears. Noah skillful lips did unbelievable things to me right now just like it has once did ten years ago. I felt his hot tongue tracing my skin leaving small love bite on it. I was slowly loosing my cool which wasn't a good thing. This wasn't how it was supposed to be, we were just meant to fuck alone that was my plan. We weren't meant to kiss like lovers or dating this was just pure sex not love making. All this kisses were slowly returning how I felt that fateful night, the butterflies were returning as I felt his hot tongue go down my throat. This wasn't good this is meant to be sex no feeling attached. I won't fall like an idiot again this time Noah Williams will be the idiot in this story.

With this realization of my mission I pushed him back.

I pushed him back with so much force at realization of what was happening making him stumble back closer to the door. His forest green eyes had already darken from the pleasure and I was sure mine was no different ,confusion was written all over his face at my sudden change of character. It wasn't my fault I was acting cold and hot it was all his fault.

I was already wet and about to cum just from his hot kisses all over my neck to my throat. He hasn't done much yet I felt things no man had been able to make me feel.

"We are here to fuck Mr Noah Williams, I need you to fuck me hard like a real man. I don't need any kisses of love bite just your dick into my pussy that all Mr Noah. " I said smirking,I felt him tense at my words.

I knew I was the first to initiate the kiss I just wanted to know if he still had that stupid effect on me and unfortunately for me he did and  I ended up kissing him twice tonight. He tastes so good, better than I could remember. Victoria Philip focus on the plan which is distroying him,I mentally scolded myself.

"I got that clearly, you want me to fuck you like a little slut. A dirty slut. My huge dick up your tiny hole. Right. I can do just that Miss Victoria Philip." He spat and glared at me, I hated how that words came out of his mouth. I tried reading his facial expression to read a little bit if his emotions but he gave nothing away. Why was he acting cold did he already like me , did he like Victoria Philip after all she wasn't like Victoria John an ugly girl with glasses and braces on her teeth. Victoria Philip must be his type of women right?.

I studied his face, it was more handsome than it was ten years ago. Strong jawlines, beautiful  green eyes that my son had inherited and had given me sleepless nights, well shape  eyebrows and full red lips that can make someone so jealous.

For a second I almost felt like Victoria John who stood with him once upon a time in an hotel room just like this ready to give herself to him but then the reality of what happened after the night last time snapped with out force.

I pulled him deeper into the room and pushed him on the bed, we had been standing by the door for a long time. I wanted to get this night over already,my emotions were all over the place.

"Yes Noah , I want you to fuck me like a little slut, I am. "

Noah Williams

"Yes Noah , I want you to fuck me like a little slut, I am. " She spat.

I landed softly on the large king sized bed. I felt her slip down on the bed,she unfastened my pants down my legs and discarded it like how she had done with my shirt.

I was left only in my brief the cold air hitting my skin making me shiver not from the cold but her soft hands against my large thighs. Was she about to give me a blow job,I have never received a blow job in my life ,I have always avoided that part.

She smirked as she eased the brief away from my hips,her eyes widened in surprise at how large I was ,it was my turn to smirk back.

"Like what you see."  She rolled her eyes at me" i have seen better ."she muttered back. I ignored the hurt in y chest at her words,her hands brushed the length of my cock wrapping it around her palm.

I was kind of scared on what was going to happen next. I always avoided this part of sex when I slept with women back in the past. Marinda had always tried to give me one but I always manage to come up with an excuse. I found this more intimate doing this especially when you don't love them, I hated it because I felt like women were being submissive to men. Women we're meant  to summit to man,but the sight of Victoria on her knees,the look on her face as she licked and bit her lower lips at the sight of my erected cock made or the doubt in my head fly out the window like it was never there and just like that my mind was changed. Does this mean I love her after all this years cause that will be the only explanation of why I'm allowing her do this?.

I was snapped out of my long and over thinking thought from the feel of something wet around my dick. Victoria palm was still wrapped around my harderen dick and my cock was buried deep into her mouth i could feel it almost touching the back of her throat.

I let out a long sigh a, I moan and groan and  shut my eyes , thinking about how unbelievable good it felt and why I haven't done this before. Victoria gave me a throaty moan,then rolled her mouth from the base to the tip and whispered"look at me Noah,i want to see what I do to you,the control I have over your body. Open your fucking eyes and look at me."she commanded.

Like my body was only listening to her command my eyes flew opened and locked with hers. Her deep blue eyes was opened and stare at my green ones sliently observing, looking at me like she could see right through my soul and unfold all my secret.I felt almost vulnerable for the second time in my life ,the last time I felt this way was ten years ago. I wanted to confess all my sins to her, what was she doing to me this feeling was unexplainable,was it too late to walk out of this room and back out like a coward from all this before I finally fall into the spell Victoria Philip as always casted on the right from my youth. Was it too late to work out of this hotel room and pretend nothing ever happened?.was it?