Chapter thirty one

Noah Williams

"Tell me the truth Victoria, is that boy xavier really my son. " I couldn't hold back my tongue. I have been dying to ask her this. I connected strangely with him with as never happened to me with any child. After i and xavier talked and agreed to become friends in the party, I  went back home to check my baby pictures and I saw a picture where I was about eleven years old and the resemblance was too much. It was like I was staring at xavier. It was amazing how much we look alike and it's only normal for me to be suspicious.

The room was as slient as a grave yard, you hear the sound of the clock ticking. She forze at my question making me more curious and sure he was my son.

Then she suddenly laughed  like a  crazy person shaking her head at my words.

"Xavier isn't your child,he his not yours. Nor is he anybody else's, xavier has no father, Noah. Xavier only as one parent which is me ."she spat in venom, her tone becoming more hardened and laced with seriousness.

"What do you mean by that statement why wouldn't he have a father, did you get pregnant on your own or  where you rapped? , that boy clearly looks like me ,everybody around me can see that and am sure you yourself can see that .

xavier and i have the same hair and eye colour.  Maybe we had a one night stand couple of years ago and you forgot who the actually father was , it happens, I have read books where a women got drunk and forgot who she slept with,it happens so don't be ashamed.  I'm sure if I do a dna test I will get positive results" I said ,I now believe xavier was my son the question was how did he happened,I was sure if I had taken a women like Victoria Philip to bed I will surely remember.

Victoria looked so angry at my words,I was also angry with her how could she not tell me xavier is my son.

" Don't make me laugh Noah, we never had any night stand together, never ever. You aren't his father , in fact let me tell you how I created xavier ,I gave the doctor a huge amount of money for him to give me a sperm to mixed with my egg and that's how  xavier was born. So he his my son. Xavier wasn't born through the normal process , xavier was just created and coincidentally looks like you." She said . We were both still standing in her room, thankfully I found out the hotel was sound proof so no.

" That's wow! Why would you do such a thing,why did you use the normal process."I said still in disbelief of what she said . She a random man sperm and mixed with hers to have a child who coincidentally looks like. I didn't believe in coincidances but the explanation was quite believable. There's no reason we will have a son together and she lies to me.

" Cause I didn't feel like it."she muttered in a half shrug.

"Ok, are you sure that what you are telling me is true. I would never forgive you if I find out the truth. That that little boy is my son." Her explanation seems believable,I have heard of family  who couldn't have a child or women who didn't want anything to do with a man do this."I was just surprised she was one of them. But the question was i have never donated a sperm of mine to any hospital so am wondering why her son looked like me.

" Do you think we have meet in this life before Noah, haven't you read the news about me before,i   left Newyork after my eighteen birthday abroad to school and now am back , I have been in London all my life. I don't trust men like you too much that's why I decided to do an artificial insemination to carry my child."she explained to me,I studied her face to see the looked of hurt in her eyes. Victoria Philip may act strong or powerful or behave like she was invisible but she was a damaged women inside and I wanted to fix her broken pieces. Yes she was fearless, yes acted she was strong but she was  a human being,she only hurt other people to shield her heart. She needed so much love and care and I was going to be that man for her.

Now the question was who was the bastard that hurt a beautiful women like this. Who could foolishly break a women like Victoria to make her behave cold and heartless. I secretly swore to myself if I ever see him around her I will break his face.

" I believe you,forget all what I said ,I was just acting crazy. Please forgive me I won't bring up this conversation again."I apologized feeling bad for putting her on the spot and indirectly calling her a liar. I still felt like something wasn't right in this whole situation, something was missing like a missing part in this puzzle.

" Good. Now get the fuck out of my room and go back to your fiancee" she screamed at me, I  looked deep into those blue eyes that manages to resemble the other women I also distroyed, whose life I ruined making her disappear from the face of the earth.

I didn't say anything else but leave her in peace. I know If I was in her position right now I will have done the same and kick me out after asking disrespecting and personal questions.

I walked back into my room opening the door to see ,marinda  standing by the window looking out. She had change into her nightware.

"Where were you Noah." She questioned turning around to face me. She obviously heard the door opening knowing I was back.

I ignored her not in the mood to argue for the second time tonight and walked into the bathroom for a cold shower. I recall what had happened in Victoria room ,how we were making love, who passionate our kisses was, it was like evey time we kissed we couldn't get enough of eachother, it like we were slowly getting addicted to ourselves, then it got to me, like a water splashed on my face.

We didn't use condom like the first time ,we went raw. What if she was pregnant?would she tell me or will she abort the baby since she wanted noticed to do with a man. Will I also want the baby?of course I would I really liked her and it's been about ten years I have ever like a women again like I had done with Victoria John.

Where was she.

"Are you going to sleep in the bathroom,you better come out and tell me where you were." Marinda screamed knocking on the bathroom door.

I sighed as I picked a robe and wapped it round my room. I walked out if the bathroom,marinda sat on the bed. I changed into something comfortable and picked up my laptop and sat on the bed not close to her.

"Now are you going to keep ignoring me or pretending to be typing on your laptop . " She screamed again, I looked up from the laptop and face her.

" Where were you Noah after you left Victoria Philip room."she asked me.

I was still in Victoria room wishing I could have another round with her. When I came out of the bathroom and heard the conversation between them. Thankfully Victoria hit body was covering part of the door so I used the opportunity to pick up all my clothes from the floor and hid inside her wardrobe.

I still wondered how I could size the minium wardrobe compared to my large frame.

"Marinda when did I start reporting to you about my movement. if you must know I received a call from my parents asking for more money so I left Victoria's room for some privacy" I said.

" But your parents collected a huge amount from you at the beginning of the year."she said pouting her lips trying to look cute. Victoria will be so much cuter if she does that.

" well they needed more money,you know how there are ,there gambled and squandered everything and now there are staranded in china." I continued lying,the money I gave my parents were enough for them for about two years no matter how much there spend in a day.

" Ok darling,but next time ,take me along with you. ok." She came closer to me kissing my cheek.

" Ok. Now if you excuse me I need to concentrate on this contract I have to present tomorrow."

"Ok baby, I will give you all the time you,I myself want to sleep. I'm getting tired this days am sure it because of the baby."

Again with the baby hint ,I was getting sick and tired of it all but I didn't comment.

"Good night baby."

"Good night Marinda."