16 - Her Sacrifice His Love

Ajith POV.

I felt like whole world was dropped on my head. It's like someone hammering my head with needle. I woke from my peaceful sleep hangover was behind it.

In all this I saw a angel, my angel who was sleeping with me no I was sleeping on her. She looks so beautiful, so calm but once she woke and saw this position she will ran away like seeing ghost.

Do I look that scary, yes after all I have done such thing which is not less for her behavior towards me. But it pains me a lot to see her like this, she is hell scared of me she is always far from me. God it kills me more than hundred times.

I was gazing my love who is my sleeping beauty, she eyes is small fish shape, round face, button nose, pink lips, puffy cheeks like cookies. She is so simple and yet beautiful. This was the main thing that pulled me to her.

She woke up from her beauty sleep rubbing her eyes like a small child and I was their like stupid staring at her. When she sensed me and stare at me back. We had a beautiful eyes lock for few minutes. But it was broken by her.

She pushed me hard and ran away to my room. See I told right.

She came out after taking bath and I started to my work of staring at her from the corner of my eye she looks beautiful her hair is covered in towel, she didn't ware any makeup not even a sign of married if she had anything she would have wore it. Anyway it's my mistake which I can't get it but thankfully she had kumkum on her partition.

She went directly to kitchen to prepare breakfast. I took bath and got ready for my work. She served my breakfast before I reach kitchen and went out taking her scotty keys.

This has been my life from the day I treated her badly. She not even talks to me nor ask about groceries. She does everything by her own. She ignores me and I feel like dieing than and there. I know it's impossible for her to forgive me but I have my own reasons , if she gives me one chance I will shed my blood to keep her happy as a friend.

I can't be in her life especially she is not for me. She will only face problems, she will not be happy with me. So I decided to be friends till she is with me, I even know it's difficult for feelings for her, but it's better I suffer than letting her suffer with me. First I should ask apology from her.

Parvati POV.

Is he gone mad. He said he loves me. If he loves me than why he treated me like that. I don't know his feelings and what he is thinking but his confession gave hope to my dried feelings.

I don't when I hugged him tightly and when his hands pulled me closer to him but I felt secure and right to be here in his arms. Soon sleep consumed me.

I woke up with the constant gaze on me. I saw him staring at me with smile dancing on his lips and happiness showering on his face. I never saw him this much happy. He looks so handsome with messed up hair and shark eyes and nose.wait did I saw it clearly o my God he has dimple on left side.

I am doing wrong he is not mine. I pushed him and ran to bathroom did my chores and came to kitchen. I felt his eyes on me because I felt my stomach dancing I ignored all this feeling and served him breakfast before he comes and went to my work.

While returning home after completing my work I meet with small accident. My right hand shoulder was wounded with scratches it felt like burning but I can't tell anyone no one is here for me. It was okay I can bare the pain.

I went to Ajith's house and started to prepare dinner. I found difficult to prepare, slowly I completed everything but lost my energy to have dinner. I made my bed and was waiting for him. Yes I wait for him but he doesn't know it because I will sleep soon by hearing the unlock sound.

Today also I heard it and went to sleep before he opens the door. After having his dinner and cleaning his plate he went to his room and slept.

Now my stomach growled loudly asking for food. I woke up and tried have a spoon but couldn't. It's better I will go to my home. I took my keys and covered myself with dupatta.

Should I inform him or shall I leave like this. Anyway it's late let me inform him and ask his mobile to call ma. I went near his room and knocked on door.

He opened it. I went back little far

Ajith : what happened??

He asked with concern and shock to see me.

Parvati : ah.....I am going to my home.

Ajith : why what happened?? Is there any problem?? You tell me.

Parvati : it's nothing I.....Just want to go their.

Ajith : but it's late now all will be sleeping.

Parvati : .....can you .....Lend.... me your mobile I will call ma.

Ajith : No it's not appropriate time to go out you sleep here only today tomorrow early morning I will drop you their.

Parvati: but..I...Want.

I couldn't complete my sentence my stomach growled in front of him. I was embarrassed in front of him.

Ajith : you didn't had anything.