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Parvati POV.

I didn't realize what I said until I saw hurt in Ajith's eyes. We both were staring at each other. I wanted to say something but the words stuck in my throat.

Ajith: sorry.

That's what he said and went away. I felt bad I don't know why I was so stressed out nowadays. I felt like crying. I cried all day and waited for him to come home so I can apologize. I can do anything for his forgiveness.

Next day.

I don't know when I slept waiting for him to come early. I was feeling different. I got up and went to the washroom to clean myself. I stood in the shower and notice the red water flowing with the foam.

Then only I noticed I was in my periods. God why this now. I cleaned myself and the bathroom. I went to the kitchen to prepare but I couldn't move an inch. From the top of the stomach to my knees were hurting like hell.

If I was at home Lakshmi ma would have taken care of me but here there is no one to ask me anything. I can't even share this thing's with Ajith even if I do he won't understand these things. Then only I remember what I did yesterday, now he won't even look at me don't know where he went whole night. Where he had stayed?? Did he eat anything?? Where he slept??

Now I got to know about my behavior all this happened due to my hormones. Shivji what I have done.

I stood there only for a while and try to stand so that I can move till my bed as it was spread on the floor, with great difficulty I made it and lied on the bed remembering all the moments when Lakshmi ma took care of me at this time.

The pain was unbearable. It was twisting my stomach, I couldn't even stand tears dropped from my eyes due to my condition and loneliness.

I kept crying silently, I am dam sure my eyes are full red due to crying from yesterday.

Ajith POV.

How can she tell like that?? Is my friendship is irritating to her? Why she is doing this to me especially us.

I tried my best to be a part of her life, but every time she pushed me. But today she showed my place in her life. She just wants me to leave her alone right. I will go far away from her. I will try my best to avoid her from now on.

I was tired as I didn't get much sleep at night, I rode to the house to get my belongings. I knocked on the door as it was Sunday hoping that she will open the door, but it didn't happen.

May she is in the bathroom, I used my spare keys and entered the house it was dammed silent. I went to the living room and saw her still sleeping. I didn't disturb her and did my work.

I went to the kitchen to get some food but she didn't prepare anything. I was about to go out when I heard her calling me.

She looks like a zombie, her wether was scattered, her eyes and nose were red, her cheeks were dried with tears. She just sat on her bed.

Parvati: where were you last night? I was waiting for you and where are you going now without eating.

She talked slowly her voice filled with pain. What happened to her?? Is she okay? I wanted to ask her but denied thinking about her words.

Parvati: you wait for a few minutes I will get you something.

She squeezed her stomach in one hand and tried to stand with the support of the wall, but she fell back. I went to her and supported her to stand up.

Parvati: Thanks.

Ajith: what happened??

Parvati: ....Ah... Nothing you just give me a few minutes I will be back.

Ajith: I don't need anything I am in a hurry.

Parvati: But...Okay.Listen I wanted to apologize for my behavior... Yesterday...I was not in my sense can you please forgive me.

Ajith: if a pearl break, it can't be fixed again, the same way once the words are spoken it can't be taken back.

Parvati: Ji. Please try to under...Ahhh.

She clutched her stomach and dropped down on the floor. I ran to her.

Ajith: what happened Parvati??

Parvati: nothing please forgive me.

Ajith: just tell me what happened your body is heated. Do you have a fever? Shall we go to the doctor?

Parvati: No need I will be fine. You just have something and go.

Ajith: Shut the fuck up and tell what he has happened to you.

Parvati: you won't understand.

Ajith: what? Just spit it out.

Parvati: you will feel disgusting of me if I tell you. You just go.

I pulled her close to me near my chest and caged her in my arms. I am scared to see her like this she remembers me the time when my mother was ill.

Ajith: just tell me what happened Jaan. Don't feel anything.

Parvati: I am ...... I am... On ... My ....... Monthly.

Ajith: what is that??

Parvati: I...... Am..... Bleeding.......

Ajith: what are you mad. Where he is you bleeding come let us go to the doctor now.

I try to pick her up but she denied.

Parvati: Ajith Ji I am...In my period's mensuration cycle.

Silence. She was looking at me.

Parvati: I was knowing you will feel disgusting of me. Please leave me.

She tried to wiggle out of my hold but my hold on her became tight.

Ajith: what is that??

Parvati: I said you right you won't understand. Please go to your work. I will be fine.

She literally pushed me and sat on the floor. She tried to get up slowly but couldn't. She turned to me with tears in her eyes.

Parvati: if u don't my can you take me to my bed. Please...

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