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Her Pain His Love ( love series #3)

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Thrivikram.

The Young Man in his late twenties. At a young age, he is the village head. His childhood was not like other children. His father died at an early stage in his life due to some situations and all the responsibility shifted on Thrivikram. As his father was a powerful man and most respected especially feared man in the around six villages. Vikram is not less than his father. People fear for me like hell. His name is enough to get the nightmares. His mother his a lovely lady who loves her Childers a lot. He had two younger brothers and a young sister. They consider him as their father. He respects and loves his family a lot. He is loveable to the one who is loyal to me, he is a cruel monster to the one who betrays him. He is like coconut, which is Damm hard and strong from outside but it’s soft from inside. It’s really hard to break. He is a devil who has stored the raging fire of hunger for revenge.

( Think whoever you want in Thrivikram place. As I am not much good in matching)

Shanvi.

The flower which always turns towards the sun is sunflowers. She is a flower indeed. She is in her early twenties. She is a soft-spoken person. She speaks less and works more. She lives with her grandmother. She doesn’t know her own existence. She is enough graduate to know about the outer world. Though she had a dream to study more but her grandmother didn’t allow her. She doesn’t mingle with unknown people easily. She doesn’t know her origin, it hurts her but she can’t voice up. She expects a lovely and caring, same as her as her better half in the future. She is the one who held her own vocabulary in her eyes, which is interesting to learn.

So what happens when the like turn to revenge and revenge turn to love and love turn to regretness.

Tears hold the pain in love,

Longevity in eyes,

Smile on lips,

Voice of rhythm,

Craves for your cologne in the air,

Touch on the body,

Presence of soul,

Say that,

You are still in my heart,

………………….

As a shattered pieces

~ hidden__puzzle

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Prologue

He pushed me towards the old but strong man. He doesn't even know in what condition I am in at this moment.

I was shocked by the push. I protected herself from getting hurt by steps and causing more damage.

He said," here take your disgusting daughter, you played games in my life and I played my game in your lost daughter's life."

The old man told," young man do you think I am that foolish that I agree whoever you bring and show is my daughter. I know I lost my child, but this girl is not my daughter. You can play your sick games with others, but not me."

"So you don't consider her as your daughter, even I don't want her in my life. I did what I wanted to do. I got my revenge." he said and came to me.

I stood there like a dumb watching all the controversy. Everybody was just staring at them no one initiated to speak. They stood and watched.

He came to me furiously and pulled my Magalya every hard. The way he pulled so hard that it causes me to gasp in pain. The chain broke into two pieces even my life broke with it.

"I don't want this dirt in my life anymore," he said that looking straight in my eyes and went away from there leaving me.

How can he tell this to me? I am his wife, his better half. We took promise in front of holy fire to support each other. How can he leave me like this in the middle of strangers?

The old man said," listen to me girl, I don't know whose child you are, but I sure your not mine. I can't keep you here as you belong to someone else whom I hate the most. So please do move out of here or the consequences will be worst."

I did what I was told. I moved away far from everyone. The person one who promised to protect me and be with me for life long. Left me alone.

I don't even what is happening around me. He suddenly ignoring me from the past few days. His anger today. He brought me to this unknown place and said that the old man is my father. I don't even know my origin. I can't consider them as my parents.

No one will do so. Who will agree when suddenly you declare that you are their, daughter.

I shouldn't have expected anything from my husband. I made a huge mistake in my life. I agreed to grandmother and married him. Now see me where he left me.

More to the burning fire he added fuel taking my innocence away from me. I loved him and gave myself to him. But he gave nothing to me............. Other than his own flesh and blood which is in my womb. He played the game excellently with my innocence.

I am carrying his child. I was more excited to tell him this news, but he gave me a sudden surprise which I won't forget in my life.

Even if I go to him and tell this news. He won't trust me. More like I won't trust him. I can't believe that man may once again..........Because he may tell this child is not his. He may question on my dignity. I am sure about this. I can't lose my self-respect.

I don't want him in my life anymore. This is my child, not his. I have to be strong.

I am drained out of energy. I don't even know where I have reached. I don't have money. I don't know what do to. I don't know where to go. I don't even know who to ask. I cursed my fate. I regret the first time taking birth in this world.

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I just want you to get understand some words which I am using. I will be using Kannada words only some but most will be in English only. So here we go for word introduction.

Amma – mother.

Appa – father.

Anna- brother.

Ammama – grandmother.

Akka – sister.

Re – the word used in Kannada to call their husband. It’s Ji in Hindi and Re in kannada.

And for sister in law and brother in law, I will use the same English words. I choose easy words not make you guys confused. I mention you to go through these words before reading.

Thank you.

Author’s POV.

She is an ANGEL…..

Where,

Her EYES speaks her INNOCENCE.

Her WORDS says her PURITY.

Her SMILE hides her PAIN.

~hidden__puzzle

The new morning with the cool breeze hitting hard. The surrounding was covered with greenery adding to it the foggy environment made it more beautiful. In this chilly weather the girl is doing pooja to plant Tulsi ( ayurvedic plant. It’s treated like Goddess. Especially if young girls pray to this plant they will have bright future)

The young girl had long hair with Jasmine flower, which is left open to dry in wind. She had worn blue and green chudidar. Her dupatta had covered her head. Her innocent face, with leaf shape eyes. Her tiny nose and more to it her nose ring. Her soft cheeks. Her pink soft lips reciting the prayer. More to that her forehead had a small bindi with kumkum. Though she is not that fair beauty she had her own brownish-white skin color making her look unique. The peaceful environment added more beauty to her look.

But it was broke by the shirking voice of a lady screaming her lungs out.

“SHANVI…………….”

The young girl shivered at the sudden scream. She did her prayer fastly. She moved inside the house.

Shanvi: yes ammama ( grandmother) you called me.

They stood her grandmother, Savitri Devi. She is the lady with a cunning mind. She was in her late 65 age. She had worn a shared saree, her hair was partly grown grey. Her skin was wrinkled. She stood there holding a copper vessel.

Savitri: how many times should I tell you to bring drinking water for me from the lake. You know right that I don’t like the water which you get from the next street. It’s sweet less. I hate that. Can’t you do this much? You lazy girl go and bring drinking water for me now.

She almost shouted on Shanvi. It was the usual scene. Shanvi thought to bring water after her Pooja but her ammama wanted now. More like she was searching for the opportunity to scold her. Though Shanvi knows this everything. She can’t raise her voice. She never learned that. She had only her Grandmother as a family. So she did everything which was told without answering back, hoping that her ammama will change one day with a miracle.

Shanvi: I will bring now ammama.

Savitri: you better be quick.

She warned her again. Shanvi took the heavy copper vessel wore her slippers and ran to fetch water which is miles away. The poor girl had to walk so long and even be quick. She ran on her way to bring water from the village lake.

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Shanvi POV.

As Ammama wanted I went to fetch water. I am all used to this. If ammama was not there then I wouldn't be here. She was the one who gave me shelter when my own parents left me on the roadside.

Let me tell you. Ammama found me roadside. She only said to me ' I don't know why I picked this girl from the road' she always uses this line whenever I made a mistake. Once a day, I will hear these words from her. Or else both of us are not satisfied.

From then I am with Ammama. She gave me shelter. From childhood, only I started to take responsibility and go household chores. Some show pity on me.

I am great full for ammama as she let me study. I have completed my bachelor's in commerce in a government college. Ammama as warned me first only that she can't bear my expenditures so I completed my education in government seat. I had a dream to do masters in the city but ammama didn't let me. So I work here only now, as ammama didn't let me work in the city. She wants me to be with her in her ending stage of life. So I work as a clerk in SURYADEV TEXTILE. The money is sufficient to feed us.

I don't have any friends. I am not used to strangers. I won't blend easily. So only I don't have friends. Even in college, I didn't communicate as. As everyone who came to know about my life will show pity on me and I don't like that. I don't want to be a charity case.

With my thoughts, I reached the pound. It's covers with greenery the pound reflect the greenery. I pulled my pants a little up so that it doesn't soak in water. I am very careful with pounds. I am more scared to go any further, as I don't know swimming. I washed the tumbler first. And took one step into the water carefully and fill the clean water.

I need to hurry up. I need to go to the temple too. So I fastened my steps. I reached early before the average time and breathed heavily. I filled the water it copper jug. Ammama always drinks water in the copper glass as it's good for health. I went to her room.

Shanvi: Ammama I am going to temple after coming from there I will prepare breakfast.

Ammama: okay go and come soon.

I took Pooja basket and confirmed all the needed things have been taken. I walked to the temple. I went to the temple, there were not many people at this early time.

I offered my pooja to God Durga Devi. I prayed in my heart to give the best life to everyone and help all of us. I met the pandit them.

Shanvi: Namaste pandit.

Pandith: Namaste child.

Shanvi: how are you uncle??

Pandith: I am fine. How are you??

Shanvi: I am also fine.

Pandith: I know how much you are fine. Don't mask your sadness with this fake smile child. I hope God bless you with happiness in your future.

Shanvi: what's written in my fate will happen uncle. We are all just puppets in the hands of God.

Pandith: well I can't argue with you. Can you do me a favor and pour this holy water to the Kalyani.

Shanvi: okay I will.

He went away. I lifted the copper heavy vessel on my hips.



I went to Kalyani. Some of them where also present here doing early morning prayer to the Lord Sun. I stepped carefully on the steps. It was sloppy we should be careful while taking each step. I went to the last step. I picked the copper pot from my hip. When someone from the back shouted to go a little far. I took one more step carefully it was too slippery. I hold the out the pot in the right angle to pour the water out.

Suddenly the water in the pound was making bubbles. I screamed as the.....................

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Author’s POV.

As soon as the shrinking scream heard the image erupted from the Kalyani. The man with wide shoulders came out of the water with his back facing Shanvi.

The man turned to her. He saw her without any interest. But Shanvi was awestruck their only. The man gave a look at her. She bent her head in shame. For embarrassing each other.

She used to face the same effect whenever this man was around her. Most possibly for fear, respect, and shyness. She used to work in their textile industries. She was hired there. He was her employer.

Well, he was none other than ‘the village head’ Thrivikram. The most respected, reputed, and fearful man. He can do anything within a fraction of time.

He was in his early thirties. He was a well-built man typical village body with roughness. He was brownish in color with charming beauty. He hard forest thick dark hair.

He was like a sun under a bright light

His eyes look like fire…

His anger erupts like a volcano…

His voice resonance like peace before Strom…….

His soul screams with authority…

He is like a sky with the moon…

~hidden__puzzle

He had come to do Surya pooja in the temple early morning. He was dipping in Kalyani for three times. When he was in his second dip he heard the voice and turned towards the sources. To see the same girl who has locked his heart with her eyes. He was hypnotized by her.

He is noticing from the time she had employed as a clerk in his textile industries. She always uneasy around him. She never lifts her head around him. She talks less or only necessary talks happen between them.

He went out of Kalyani. He turned to see her wearing the blue and green set of clothe. The color looks good to her. Her dress is soaked half. Her waist side was wet. She had a jasmine flower on her long hair.

She was still in the pound due to shock. She turned around to see anyone. Again her eyes landed on him. She quickly advert her eyes and lifted a pot on her waist and moved away from him.

This was the situation between them. She is always restless around her. He was always ruthless around her. They never give importance to each other. They try to avoid each other as much as possible but their heart betrays.

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Shanvi POV.

I ran to the priest and gave his tumbler to him. I moved out of the temple with damped clothes. I was feeling people's eyes on me. I felt like a thief now. I shivered at the unwanted attention.

Suddenly a jeep stopped in front of me. And I know whose this jeep was. It was him. What he wants now. The door beside me flung open.

Thirvikram: hope on.

Shanvi: but...I can go.

Thirvikram: I won't repeat again.

Shanvi: ahh.....hmmm...

I looked around all were giving us worried stares. I got into closing the door. He started to drive. I sat silently. Then I remembered I should guide him to my home.

Shanvi: hm...take left from here and go straight.....

Thrivikram: I know the way.

Shanvi: okay.

The ride was silent. Within a few minutes, I was in front of the home.

Shanvi: Thank you.

Thrivikram: keep it yourself. Don't you have any manners? Ahh. Didn't your parents teach you anything?? Don't know that you should not roam like this. See the cloth of your dress it soo tin and moreover, you are soaked in water. This piece of shit is clingy to you like a second skin. I don't know how life in this world. GET OUT NOW.......

I ran home. I closed the door of my room and cried. Why he is always rude to me. It is the not first time he bashed on me. It happened more. From the time I started working for him. He always taunts me, scolds me. It hurts. I don't know why he hates me so much. Am I that ugly that he always scolds me for my looks.

Calm down Shanu. Who is he?? He is no one to me?? I must not take any tension and stress. He is no one to me. I should not be bothered by his words. I must be strong. I should not let him make me weak.

I changed to another set of dresses. I started preparing breakfast. I gave Ammama her food and tablets. I soaked the clothes to wash after coming from work. I did all the work and went to work.

It is a little far from here but a walkable distance for me. So I always prefer to walk rather than ride. All the other co-workers come by vehicle.

I reached the work station. After a while, he came. I said my greetings as usual, without looking at him. The rest of the day moved with the work.

It was six when the work ends. I collected all of my things. I was walking out of the building. When we came across. I didn't look at him and moved fast but his voice stopped me.

Thrivikram: stop them now.

Shanvi: ah.

I stilled at my place. I didn't turn to him. He came to me a little closer. I started to breathe hard. I was scared of him.

His hands traveled to my shoulders. I felt his fingers moving.

Thrivikram: be conscious of yourself. It's a basic manner that everyone intends.

I was embarrassed. Because he just saw my inner cloth. He tucked it inside. How can he tell me like this? It happens sometimes. I was not conscious because I was concentration on my work. But I can't tell him anything. Ufff. After all, he is my employer.

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Thrivikram POV.

What the hell had happened to me?? Why do I always zoned on her. She is not even interested in me. But she pulls my attention. Today in the morning also she was there in the temple. Looking so lovely. I just want to grab her waist and feel it. What is there in her that attracts me more to her. She is not even that beautiful, but she is in her own perception.

I can’t forget that she is not for me. She is a prohibited fruit for me. I have a target in my life. I have to take my revenge from them. I want to conquer my thrust. I want to avenge my father’s death.

But in all this where she came and made her place in my heart, which didn’t even make a sound for eternity, but did when I saw her.

I investigated all of her background. I know every inch of her. Every information. She is an abounded child. Who was found by her grandmother but nobody knows this. Her grandmother is a sick evil woman. Who can do anything for money? I only doubt how this diamond is found with gravel.

When I saw her leaving the office. I wanted to pull her and make her stay. I saw something. Smirking. I went to her and touched her soft skin on the shoulder. My mind was running with different images.

I always taunt or scold her. Only because I can see her and make sure that she is far from me. Though I have a feeling for her I can’t reach her. So I always use this theory. She only sees me negatively whenever I give her mouthful. Like this, I will get some time to see her and make sure she is away from me though I am near her.

I went home. Amma was asking about the works. And informing the household works. It always gives me more pain when I see her in plain saree without any ornaments. I don’t like to see her like this. It always reminds me of that drastic incident.

I was thinking more about my family. All those incidents came in front of my eyes as it happened yesterday. I can’t forget them. I get nightmares about them.

Next day.

I was getting practice my fighting skills in the early morning. I became hard as stone in the past few years. I never let my practice miss a day. I fight more and learn more skills. No one can compete with me. I made myself stronger.

After getting ready I went to the office. But she was not there. She didn’t come to work at all. In the evening when I was returning back from woke. I stopped to get some items that amma mentioned.

Some villagers greeted me. I was collecting the thinks when I heard her name. My ears stood up to hear what they are talking about.

“You know toady a boy came to see Shanvi”

“Who Shanvi??”

“Arey the granddaughter of Savitri Devi”

“Ohh so that old lady planning to marry her”

“Hope she has a better future, then this torture”

“Yes, poor child, aways keep working and getting scolds from that old lady”

“Don’t know what she did to that child. That she agreed to marry that kind of boy”

“What happened now??”

“Well, the boy is not at all good for Shanvi. He is a drunkard. I even heard that old day as taken money from them. So only she is marrying her to him.”

I couldn’t stand there hearing them speaking all. I moved away and drow at full speed. So this what she didn’t come to work today.

“she is getting married soon”. These words were ringing in my mind continuously.

Shanvi POV.

Hurts are painful

Tears are wet

Pain is aching

Emotions are felt

Loneliness is single

Yet, all is well.

My life turned upside down. Within a few days. I can't tell anyone about my pain. My sorrows. I feel as alone as always. But there is a hope that everything will get well soon.

Here I am circulating my wedding card in my office. It was a few days back when he came to see me. No one asked for my decision. Everything was finalized in front of the eyes. My life's big decision was taken in front of me without my confession.

I gave a card to everyone, welcoming them. But I know no one will come because of Ammama. I tried to give him the card. But I didn't see him at all.

It was late when I vacated the office. I was wandering in pavement remembering the past few days back incidents.

' you need to this for me because I have given you shelter for 22 years. And I can't bear anymore burden at this old age.'

' be ready to go away. I don't need you anymore. At least make yourself worth form this marriage.'

I cried remembering all the words that Ammama threw on my face a few days back. When I requested her to end this marriage.

I stop by the sudden pull of familiar Jeep in front of me. I wiped my tears and took out the invitation card to give him. But I stopped thinking he will not attend.

He came out of the car.

Thrivikram: won't you invite me to your marriage.

I scanned in my bag and took out a small wedding invitation card and forwarded it to him.

Thrivikram: so after four days is your marriage.

I nodded my head.

Thrivikram: how is your fiance??

Shanvi: don't know.

I turned the other side feeling that disgusting man touch on that day. More tears formed in my eyes remembering his bad touch on me. There is still a mark on my hand. I know what kind of future is waiting for me when I marry him. When I went through this once. I wiped my tears. I turned to him and gave a small smile controlling my tears.

Thrivikram: Are you happy with this marriage??

Shanvi: I must go. It's getting late. If possible do attend my wedding.

I wanted to say out loud to the world that I was not happy. Buy no one can hear me. I was hoping that anyhow this marriage will stop. I was praying every second to stop this marriage, but as usual, shivji never hears me. My fate is only this.

I turned to retire but was pulled back with him. I faced him. He was eyeing me curiously. I couldn't hold back anymore. I cried in front of him covering my face with my hands.

On the day of marriage.

I was made ready for marriage in a red silk saree. As a showcase piece for the wedding. I was just the doll, who sat still. I muted myself from this world. I left everything on my fate and waited for the results.

If this marriage happens. I will end myself. I had made a decision and waited for fate to decide itself.

I was called down. I sat on besides this horrible man. Now I was sure no one can stop this marriage. At the end will be my end.

Suddenly there was the commotion outside. Soon some policemen came and arrested all the groom's side. Even Ammama was arrested. Finally, the police officer said.

Police officer: these guys are low-class people. Who does this kind of drama in front of the public, they select an innocent girl and marries her? Later they do disgusting things and sell them for money. We were searching for them. We have piled up cases on them. We got news from a person. He informed us about them.

He came to me.

Police officer: you have been saved from facing the disaster child. Be happy.

He blessed me. I took his blessings by touching his feet. My happiness had no boundaries.

Police officer: I will take this old lady as well for future investigation.

He took everyone out. All the people who came to the wedding. Gave consoled me and blessed me. I was smiling like a fool. I know who did this. I smiled more remembering him. He is truly my savior today. I was happy.

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