Her Past I

8 month ago

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Sana Pov

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Hi, I am Sana, a 17-year-old girl. I run an NGO. In my family, there are only 2 members, my dad and my brother. After the death of my mom, Dad got himself busy with work, moreover, he always stayed away from me because my face resembles my mom's. I always remind him of my mother and my brother never treats me like a sister. I don't remember when he talked to me last time. If I even tried to talk to him, he would ignore me.

In short, I have a family but still, I'm alone in this world but my life was perfect in its way. I run an NGO and the people over there are like my family, they loved me a lot. I was happy in my life but someone said that if your life is going all good then an actual tsunami is in your way.

My dad decided to marry me to a person whom I don't even know. I heard he is arrogant, cruel and heartless. I don't know why dad fixed my marriage with such a person.

I tried to talk to him, say that I'm not ready for this marriage but he didn't even give me a chance to say no and when I request him to at least wait for my 18th birthday, he said I will turn into 18 after 5 months and he can't wait so long. he fixed my marriage next day, left no option for me to reject.

I'm not even 18 and the next day I'm going to tie the knot with Richard Benson, one of the ruthless werewolves, that's what I heard about him. The next day when I woke up, I found no decoration in my house. I was shocked. today is my marriage but there is no decoration. No family member was also present in the house. I was looking around for my dad. That's when a servant came and gave me a note.

"I have sent your gown to the beautician. She will get you ready for our wedding. get ready soon and reach the church. I'm eagerly waiting to see my beautiful bride.

-your would-be husband - Richard" A smile came on my face reading the note. my heartbeat rises when I read the word "my beautiful bride" again and again. so it's finally happening. I'm going to marry someone. After reading the note, it seems that he knows me and he is also ecstatic about our marriage. I'm just hoping whatever I heard about him was just humour.

I was lost in my thoughts when a girl came to me with a beautiful white gown in her hand and a smile came to my face seeing that gown. She helped me in getting ready. I look at myself in the mirror astonishingly. I was looking really beautiful and I was not able to recognise myself. That's when a message popped out on my mobile.

"I'm sure you're looking breathtaking in a wedding gown. The car is at the door. please come soon. I'm waiting for you -your Alpha Richard'' I read the message and blushed. Now I'm feeling dad's decision is not wrong. I haven't even become Richard's wife yet and he started adoring me. I'm glad that he's not rude and heartless like what I heard.

Soon I reached the wedding destination. Dad was at the door, maybe waiting for me. I look at him and smile but he turns his face to the other side. my smile faded away. Will today also I yearn for his love? tears welled up in my eyes but I controlled them.

I went near him but he ignored me and went inside the church. I too went behind him. That's when my eyes went to the groom or say to my husband. He is handsome and looks good in a black coat.

He came to me and extended his hand towards me. I hesitantly held his hand. He took me near his father. I am standing in the bride's dress with my future husband, but still, I don't know why I am not feeling anything but feels like I'm going to bind into an unwanted relationship.

I am not able to accept that I am going to marry someone... Soon my father asked me whether I'm ready for marriage. I was about to say no. That's when my eyes went to my father who indicated to me to say yes and for his happiness, I said yes I did. and then father asked Richard he also said "yes" while looking into my eyes.

"don't think too much Sana. he's a good person. you'll be happy with him" I said to myself.

"You may kiss the bride," Father said. Ok, that wasn't what I was expecting. Richard turned towards me and kissed my forehead. A blissful smile came to my face. He then leaned towards my lips. I tried to indicate to him that I'm not ready but maybe he didn't get my indication and he kissed me on my lips. I closed my eyes tightly feeling his lips on mine but don't know why I did not like it. Probably because it was the first time someone kissed me. I never let anyone touch me and this is the first time someone is close to me. After a minute he parted. I breathe heavenly. He looked at me and smiled. I didn't smile and his smile faded away.

"what happened? didn't you like it?" he asked and I could see the disappointment in his eyes looking at my expression.

"no, it's not like that. it's just that I didn't let anyone close to me and now you kissed me so it's new for me" I said truthfully. he smiled and keep his hand on my waist and pulled me closer to him

"I'm glad, that I'm your first" he muttered and kissed my cheeks.

"And your last one too," he said and parted away. "Welcome to my life, Sana," he said and a smile came to my face. He extended his hand toward me. I held his hand, and we headed toward his car. That's when my eyes went to my dad who didn't have any expression, nor was he happy or sad. I went towards him to hug him but he moved back and turned his face to the other side.

"Does he hate me so much that he will not even hug me when I'm leaving forever?" I thought. tears welled up in my eyes but I controlled them. I searched for my brother. He was nowhere to be found. so he didn't even care to come to my wedding. great what a family I got. I was lost in my thoughts when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I look at the owner of that hand who is not other than my husband.

"Let's go," he muttered. I looked at my dad again.

"I'm leaving dad, won't you hug me even once," I asked with a heavy voice. He looked at me but didn't say anything. Richard held me by my shoulder and dragged me towards his car. He opened the door for me. I didn't say anything and sat in the back seat. A tear rolled down my eyes. He sat beside me and wiped my tears. I look at his side.

"Sorry to say but after marrying me you don't have right on your tears. you can't cry.. sorry" he said. I chuckled and nodded yes. He kissed my forehead.

"if you cry then you will have to pay me"

"pay you?" I asked getting confused

"yaa. Now I have a right to your tears. If you cry then you will use my thing and if you use other's thing then you have to pay for it. so you have to pay me if you cry"

"ok, so how much do I have to pay you?" I asked.

"as much as I want." I look at him confusingly. He came closer to me and kissed the corner of my lips. I closed my eyes tightly and held my gown with both my hands because of nervousness.

"If you cry then I will kiss you. sometimes softly, sometimes roughly, deeply and passionately" he whispered in my ear giving goosebumps all over my body.

"Look at me, Sana" he ordered. I opened my eyes and looked at his eyes. He wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me closer. I collided with his chest. This is all new for me. He is my husband but still doesn't know why his touch and everything make me uncomfortable. I bowed down my eyes and put both my hands on his chest and pushed him a little but he didn't move back. I looked at him, his eyes were on my cleavage. I pushed him with little force and soon his reaction turned into anger.

"What?" he asked, getting vexed by my continuous denial.

"Why did you marry me?"

"What?" he asked shockingly.

"I'm your mate?"

"no.. you're my chosen mate. I saw you for the first time when you were dancing in your cousin's marriage and that's when I decided to have you" he said. I raised my eyebrow with his confession.

"what do you mean by having you?"

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Soon his face drained after hearing my words like some thief got caught and his expression was giving me all negative vibes for the future.

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