14
WARNING: this chapter holds vulgar situations. I only added it because it is important to the plot. If you don't wish to read please skip over the italicized part. It should be clear what happened either way. It will be begin and end with "****"
THE CHAPTER'S VULGAR SITUATION WILL INCLUDE RAPE.
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"He what?!" I yelled not believing what I'd just been told. I get that he's an asshole, but a murderer too? Help me.
"I wasn't happy about it at first but there's a reason why he did it Katy." Lexi said and I looked at her still in shock.
"He hurt me Katlyn. He led me on and... Took my virginity.... Then he rejected me and when I told Clayton he snapped. It was the first time I'd ever seen his eyes go fully red and it scared me... He found Hunter and it was like a monster took over him. He tortured him and then poisoned him with wolfsbane until he was begging for mercy. In the end Clayton starved him and finally broke his neck... It was horrible but he did it for me..." Lexi said and looked away. Chills ran up my spine and I felt sick.
"This is insane." I sighed and laid my head in my hands.
My mate killed people.
"I know..." Lexi said and plopped down on her bed beside me. My stomach churned and I groaned.
"So Clayton's messed up? What's wrong with him?" I asked softly and Lexi gave me a long look.
"He witnessed something as a kid and it screwed him up. He used to be so... Loving, now he's him." His sister said with a bitter laugh and added, "He was the real golden boy." I smiled at this.
"You should've seen him... He never got involved with girls. He was always saying he was waiting for his mate. He was still like that afterwards but it was more of a 'girls weren't good enough for him' thing." Lexi said softly and I swallowed looking down.
"Oh so he's never done anything?" I said softly feeling my heart start to pound.
"Nope. Heck I don't think he's even kissed another girl." Lexi said with a thinking face. Then she shook her head and said, "Yeah. He's never... It's almost funny." She smiled softly and I closed my eyes.
Dark memories swirled in my mind and I pushed them away. My breathing sped up and I sighed.
"You okay?" Lexi said and I jumped.
"Yeah I'm fine." I sighed, "I'm going to sleep." I breathed and laid down. Lexi nodded and I let myself drift to sleep.
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"Please don't." I cried as a large hand wrapped around my little wrist. I wanted to just disappear.
"Come on baby girl. I won't bite." A gruff scary voice said in my ear and I let out a small sob. Suddenly another hand was on my butt and I squeezed my eyes shut.
"Please I just wanna go home. I want my mom!" I yelled as the big guy pulled me into his van. I tried to get out but he just sat me in his lap and tightened his grip on me. Hot tears ran down my face and my shoulders shook as I cried. The strange man moved my hair off my neck and started kissing my skin.
"Stop it." I sobbed but the dirty man just ignored me and pulled off my shirt. He stared at my little bra and smirked.
"How old are you little one?" He said softly and tears streamed down my face as he gripped my waist and pulled my against him.
"F-fourteen." I cried and the guy chuckled. His hands slipped into my pants and he groped my butt.
"Perfect, let's have some fun. You won't be needing these." The guy said as he pulled down my pants. I whined and tried to pull them back up but he slapped my hands away and threw them to the side. He looked at me with beady hungry eyes and pulled off his pants.
"No." I cried as he gripped my underwear in his vile hands. He frowned and shoved his hand in my panties and I sobbed at his fingers touching me and going inside me. I tried to push away but he only groaned and took his hand out to rip off his boxers. I caught a glimpse of his manhood and instantly squeezed my eyes shut. I didn't want to see what would take place.
I heard a rip and my underwear was torn away and the sick bastard's laugh rang in my ears. His hands gripped my waist and then he pressed me against him and all I felt was pain. I cried out and he clamped a hand over my mouth. Then he started rocking against me and everything hurt. His hot breath tapped my ears and I sobbed into his hand.
"You feel so good." He groaned as he started going faster and I cried harder. His fingers dug into my skin as he started doing it harder and I winced with every movement. He suddenly pushed me off of him and I felt something wet splash on my legs and the man moaned loudly.
Then it was all over. The guy brought out baby wipes and cleaned me up. He put his clothes back on and did the same with mine... But he kept my underwear.
He drove around a bit before making me get out near a gas station then he drove away. I cried and made my way toward my house. I didn't tell anyone what happened and that was the longest walk of my life.
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I woke up with a cry. I looked around the room and realized I was alone. I held my head as sobs threatened to escape me.
No... I need to forget about that day. God please help me to forget! Make these memories go away! Please... Tears welled up in my eyes and I let them fall. Before I knew it I was hardcore crying. I chocked on my sobs as I tried to stop them and I groaned.
No one. No one knew about that. I should've told someone but I didn't. I was only fourteen and I was scared. But that was years ago. I'm seventeen know, I'm supposed to be strong.
I sighed and wiped my eyes just as the door opened. I looked over at Lexi.
"What happened to you? Are you okay?" She said frantically and I nodded.
"You sure? I could go get Clayton." Lexi said and I panicked.
"N-no it's fine! Don't tell him!" I said loudly and Lexi gave me a weird worried look.
"Something's wrong." My mate's sister pestered and I shook my head.
"It's fine." I said softly and a new voice made me jump.
"Bullshit." Clayton said and I whined softly. No he can't find out. But I can't lie to him... Please don't ask.
I looked up to see him walking into the room and Lexi looked at the both of us before leaving and shutting the door. Traitor, don't leave!
I started shaking and looked away from Clayton. My breath came out in labored gasps.
"What is it?" Clayton said sitting next to me and finally I couldn't hold in my tears any longer. I threw myself at him and cried on his chest. I felt guilty.
"Are you a virgin?" I asked him and he paused.
"Yeah." He said softly and dread washed over me and I sobbed harder.
"Are you?" He asked and I froze. Of course he'd ask back. I swallowed. Then I shook me head. Clayton tensed up. With a growl he pushed me away from him.
"What?!" He snarled and I felt tears running down my cheeks.
"It wasn't my fault-" I began.
"Wasn't your fault?! You were the one with your legs open!" Clayton growled and leapt from the bed. His eyes turned red.
"You don't even know what-" I tried to explain but he cut me off again.
"Don't fucking talk to me you whore! Of course I get stuck with a skank mate!" Clayton snarled and stalked out of the room slamming the door. I curled up into a ball and cried hysterically.
"You did nothing wrong. You were raped." I whispered to myself and sobbed again. I stared at the door and my heart broke as tears ran down again. I smiled bitterly at the thought that Clayton called me a slut. I gave a sorrowful laugh.
"I was raped..." I whispered to the door and broke down in tears once again. Fuck being strong, right now I needed to break.
