Chapter 34 THE END

I took another one and ignored the color. But I didn't think that what I would read there would be even more painful. Penetrating to the heart and obviously full of anger. Even its writing is very deep on paper that is obviously scratched.

'I never cheated on him. His baby is the child I am carrying. His baby whom he let go of because of his greed. He chose to lose his child just so I wouldn't be a part of his life. Rather than live it that I would be the Mother so he let it go. My child. My baby, that his own father, was the cause of his disappearance. That his father had chosen another woman than him.'

I hugged the letter and didn't realize that I was crying. The black paper means the painful things Ley went through with me. More means more pain she went.

'Sorry Ley, forgive me. Only now have I realized how much you love me. How much I hurt you. Forgive me if I killed our baby. I hope you give me a chance to get back at you even just as a friend.'

'I'm sorry baby. I know my sorry is not enough but I don't know how I can apologize to you and your Mommy. I'm sorry you didn't even see the World because of me. Because of my greed and selfishness, you were the compensation.

Out of resentment, I drank alone. Until the cleaner siblings left. I also gave them a tip because they were the reason I found Ley's belongings.

I contacted Hera to find out if Ley had been found but she just answered me the same as before. She just told me not to worry because for sure it will show up suddenly.

These past few days, I've also been a little cold to Kyla. Not because of Ley but because she had nothing else to do but go for a walk. Honestly, we're not married. I don't need a housewife as Ley does. But at least a little consideration. Though we are not married we are already living in the same house.

Even at night. I can't share with her how I feel. When I started to talk and open up something we ended up in bed. She never asks me how I am, my job, and such. Unlike Ley who when she sees me tired he asks me if I'm ok?

How is work?

If pressure, and sometimes she offered me a massage but I always refused.

Now I remember all I did to her. I remember the woman I let go of and make myself look like a fool. I chose to follow the urge of the woman I loved who was not even able to serve me and put her luxury before mine.

These notes caused me to wake up to the truth.

I regretted why I hadn't even given Ley a chance to get to know her as well as Henry had said. If I had done that maybe we would both be happy now. With our baby.

I drink all the wine and then entered Ley's room. I spray her perfume to smell her. My foot automatically stepped closer to her wardrobe and there I saw her undies.

I don't know if out of alcohol or out of loneliness, I smelled one of the panties. I could feel my body heating up because I thought it was Ley. The heat I feel now is different.

I lowered the bottle and felt my stiffness. I took off my shorts and took another panty and wrapped it around my dick. As I sniffed the other one, I began to move up and down my hand.

"Ley," I muttered at Ley's name as I thought of her. I don't know but I'm even more excited about what I'm doing. "Ley, fuck!" I could feel the pleasure in what I was doing as I thought of Ley naked's body in front of me.

"Damn Ley, your tight," I said to myself as I thought of fucking Ley. "I'm cumming baby, harder! ah!" My hand became more aggressive as I saw Ley's grinding on top of me.

"Fuck!" Then the juice squirted as I bit Ley's underwear.

I collapsed on her bed while gasping for breath. I feel like I'm doing even better now than Kyla and I have been doing lately.

When I regained my strength I went out of the room and checked the time. Past 3:00 in the morning. I was just shaken and then threw the bottle of wine in front of the main door just as the door opened.

"What the fuck! Hunter, why did you spread glass here? Shit!" she complained.

"Why? I'll still clean that, won't I?" she was a little surprised by my answer.

I stood up to get the wine again. Then she followed me into the kitchen.

"Is there any problem?" she asked. I sighed and calm myself. Kyla smells alcohol and I should manage my temper.

"No, get inside the room."

"What's wrong, Hunter? Are you mad because I came home late? God! You don't seem to be used to it." She raised her voice a little.

"Nothing, Kyla. Get inside the room ok." But instead of following my order, she suddenly shouted.

"Tell me what's wrong, Hunter!" so I couldn't restrain myself either.

"You! You're my problem!" I once threw a bottle in front of her.

"Me, and why me?"

"Because you're no longer stuck at home. Because you've done nothing but roam."

"Why, I don't have the right, what, are you going to imprison me here?"

"I didn't say I will lock you here. Ky, we're leaving as a partner, marriage is all that's needed for us to be called husband and wife but you act like ------ like your single. You are free. Like you don't care about me."

"Ah! So, you want me to do what Ley did to you before? According to what you are going to say. The truth also came out from your mouth that you missed Ley." She said sarcastically. "Well sorry, Hunter, but I can't be like Ley. I'm not housewife material and I have no plans to stay home to serve you. "

I closed my eyes and then gasped because I needed to do this. "Let's end this Ky." I saw her wondering and look at me straight.

"What?" question as if she did not hear what I said.

"I said let's end this. Let's separate. I don't want you to cage in this relationship forever. So let's just end this now and get back to your life when you can be free."

"Is it because of Ley, Hunter?"

I just look at her and sighed.