Chapter 44 INFLUENCE OF ALCOHOL

When I opened my eyes, Eu was staring at me.

"No heat, no sweetness, no taste, no effect," he said.

"Lame," I said and we both laughed.

"Fuck Ley, we're both prisoners of love. Even in a kiss, we cannot feel anything." then he returned to his seat and leaned back in his chair. Am I that drank to divert my thoughts to others.

Hunter.

Fuck! despite what he did to me. Still, there is this desire in my heart that I want him. But, if I give him a chance I will be no different from a dog that eats what he vomited again. So, sorry Hunter because I am Hailey Amaranth. When I defecate, I flush immediately.

There is no room in my heart for the word 'a second chance.' And because I'm back to where I used to be. My pride is higher than Mt. Everest.

EUGENE GOT me in his car and I feel that I am so drunk. I don't know if he is also drunk and can still drive but I don't care if we can still go home alive.

Eu took me home. But maybe because he's drunk or because I'm drunk I feel like I'm being swayed by Eugene's way of driving so my stomach warns of an unexpected event before I get out of the car.

"Euuuuuuu, fuck! I want to vomit!" I shouted. Shit! did I drink that much because my eyesight was literally rolling?

"Fuck Ley, if you throw up in my car, you will not like what I am going to do." I don't know but the cockroach entered my brain so I continued vomiting at the bottom of the chair. "Ley!" he shouted then opened his door and quickly went down to open my door.

"Euuuuuuu," I shouted then kicked the car. "Spoil me." I laughed out loud at what I said.

"Quiet, dumbass,"

"Eugene is your name, so for sure that you're huge also,"

"I don't like you." I smiled at him when he comes closer to support me."

"Don't play hard to get, your junior should be the one to get hard, not you."

"Stop Hailey, if you let me fuck you before I know how to love, even urine you can't rest." I just laughed at Eu because I didn't really understand what he said. I mean, I know what's happening but I don't care what he says and what I say.

"Eu, I'm delicious and tight because I've been arid for so long." My eyes are already bulging or let's just say it's hard to open. "I'm also good at a blow job." I just laughed and laughed.

I saw Eugene get back in the car with his nose covered and sit in the driver's seat. He slammed the door and then faced me.

"The next time you drink again, you'll still take me with you huh? Fuck! The courage you have to provoke someone. Maybe you won't just be raped but a gangrape if you go with another."

"Because I'm dry for a year. Gangrape? hemp I can go to a threesome Eu." I touched Eu's thigh but he just moves faster.

"Fuck you, Ley. I hope when you wake up you'll remember what you're doing now." He helped me down but when we got down I bit him and reached for his dick. I grab his collar to kiss him and I crawl my hand in his body.

Until Daddy and Mommy arrived.

"Hailey what happened?" mommy asked as I just laughed.

"Good evening, Madam and Mr. Amaranth, I apologized if I let Hailey got drunk." Eugene apologized to my parents.

"Dad, Eugene, and I are planned to get married."

"What?" the three of them asked at the same time. Yes, Eugene was also taken shocked by what I said.

"Please don't believe her, she's drunk so she doesn't know what she's saying."

I saw Eugene shake his head.

"No, Dad, we make love to his car and we both realized we had a spark especially in oh yeah, ah ah!" I seconded while moaning the word oh yeah, ah ah!

"She threw up in my car, except that nothing really happened," Eugene defended himself.

"I vomited because you fuck me ​​up so hard. Because you're wild and you make me shiver."

"Hailey, my god please stop," mommy said then took me from Eu.

"All right Eugene, we'll take care of her, thanks for bringing her here," Dad said then supported me as well.

"All right Sir. Please just tie up your daughter because she turns into a dog when she's drunk. Or better to at least take her to the mental or veterinarian as well. Then don't believe what your daughter is saying because she is going crazy."

"Eugene, I love you, and next time make it harder more."

"Talk to me tomorrow Ley, when you're ok," he said and I don't know what happens next because I passed out.

I HOLD MY head and force myself to get up. It was as if the pain would break my head and my stomach pain and my throat are very dry.

"Argh!" I feel that my head is spinning.

The last thing I remember was Eu ride me in his car.

Then ----- then I vomited.

Then------ fuck.

Did I do that or was it just a dream?

Embarrassing.

I don't know how I'm going to deal with Eugene because of the stupid things I've done.

I picked up my cellphone to message him and apologize to him. In my own point of view apologizing is degrading because it seems like the equivalent of big regret for what you did.

Whether you did it right or wrong. And throughout my life, there have been only a handful of events for which I have never been sorry.

But this time?

Shit!

God!

What have I done?

I have no choice but to text him, but of course in a Hailey way.

But wait, do I have to be sorry? I'm not doing anything wrong. I was drunk back then so he understands that. Maybe I just need to let him know I didn't like him.

I started to text him and waited for his reply.

ME: Eugene, I know you're handsome, but I don't like you. I was just drunk last night.

Message sent

And he immediately replied.

EUGENE: I am in the hospital and had an anti-rabies injection. The doctor said that your rabies is too strong to handle.

What the fuck is he saying?

I was about to send him another message when the door suddenly opened.

"Get up and someone is looking for you downstairs." It's Dad who looks at me seriously "I didn't like what you did last night in front of the Mayor's son. If you can't control yourself, you'd better stay at home. Fix yourself and your guest downstairs waiting for you."

After Daddy left, I didn't get up right away. I just lay down on the bed and thought for a moment. My head really hurts and it feels like it's going to break. I closed my eyes for a moment when I remember what Eugene told me last night when I am the car pretending to sleep.

'I hope you're the only one I love, Ley. You are not difficult to love. And I hope I am the one you love too. Maybe I'm not hard to love either. Maybe we are happy now. Why is it that our hearts still beat with the wrong people?'

Eu is right. Our hearts beat with the wrong people. If only the heart could be taught. I will transfer to Eugene my love for Hunter. Maybe he will do that also so that we can both be happy. Why did I still feel like this to Hunter?

Why him and why my heart doesn't want to lose him?

I fix myself and went downstairs. I looked for the guest that my dad said.

Who the hell is that visitor?

"Hi." I was surprised when a man suddenly spoke behind me. When I confronted him, it was Hunter and he was still carrying flowers.

Is it all souls day now o am I sick that's why he brings flowers for me?