Chapter 11

"I'm okay, Aunt Mindy is here to take care of me, she'll take care of me so don't worry. It's late, maybe he's looking for you there."

I say, "Mindy."

"Hmm?"

"I genuinely apologize,"

She eventually whispered in my ear, "It's okay Elyse, I don't have a problem watching over Elizabeth, but there's only one problem here, the hospital payment."

I touched her on the shoulder, "Ah, is that so? Don't worry, I'll take care of the bills."

It only nodded and grinned, saying, "Looks like I really need to go. Just phone me anytime in case there's a problem or if Elizabeth and you need anything."

I kissed her on the cheek and handed Mindy the money first, saying, "Sweetie mommy is leaving, be kind."

I laughed as I added, "It got wet from the rain, just expose it to the light maybe it's still okay."

She replied, "All okay, thank you, Elyse. I noticed Sir Xander's automobile was still there when I left the hospital, so I slowly walked over to it and shook the window.

I tried to open the automobile door after a few more knocks were unsuccessful since I had the odd notion that it might be open.

He was sitting in his chair with his eyes closed as I walked in.

I was shocked by my dumb query, "Is he asleep?" I was frightened by it.

I questioned him, "Sir? Are you genuinely asleep or are you just pretending?" I didn't know I was gaping as I fixed my attention on his entire face. Even from a distance, it still looks attractive. It is attractive when you look at it.

Maybe I just wasn't paying attention because I tend to focus more on someone's demeanor than their face when they are asked a question and don't respond.

Mrs. Ferreer, who is his mother, has the same nose that he does. Perhaps his father passed on the habit to him.

I gently shook his shoulder and said, "Hey, wake up," but he was still dozing off.

Will we leave before he wakes up or will I have to wait for him to wake up? I was baffled.

I simply gave my head a scratch and reclined. I spotted a small leaf hanging out of the end of my hair, so I glanced there. It was mine to throw out the window, so I did.

I was contemplating something when my two eyes jerked to his underwear. Was I thinking that? Does it appear that I want to observe how it appears? He was he circumcised?

I stopped laughing since it appeared that I was imagining things. I raised my hand and hesitantly drew it towards the bulge in the center of it.

Imagine if he awakens. Eh, can I still be confused with this many people?

I'm not that way! When I encounter an asexual person for the first time, I'm just intrigued about how they appear because I had no idea that such a person existed.

He looked at one of my hands holding the zipper of his pants and said, "What are you doing?"

Because of that, I felt as though I had been given a chilly drink.

I swallowed the words one after another because I had no idea what to say, but at least ah and eh came out of it! I would have done it if I could have fed the ground.

I was unable to properly address him as I slowly withdrew my hand. I've already had this embarrassing event.

I suddenly came to life because—wasn't that wrong? Perhaps what I did was okay; I'm not abusing him; I'm just inquisitive. Just wondering! Why am I so anxious?

I started to say, "Uhm, I'm just curious if--" but stopped because my stomach started to grumble. I'm not sure if I'll feel sick to my stomach with annoyance or gratitude right now.

Simply sitting up straight, I disregarded him. The automobile started, and we remained completely silent. He can go an hour or a minute without speaking, but I can't because my mouth is accustomed to talking all the time.

When I begin, someone says, "Sir Xander, your mother told me that you are no longer attracted to women and men."

"How do you feel now? Like you're not dating so, what are you doing then? I'm just interested, how does it feel that even then you didn't like both genders?"

"Are you a journalist?"

"Tsk, I'm just asking. Just answer quickly, I'll pay you if you want but can I use my salary? Hihihi" I just grimaced since the sh*t didn't pay attention to me.

We left together once he had parked the car. Sir Xander, I want to thank you for taking me and for waiting for me to leave the hospital.

More explanation of him: "Assuming, I slept well." Why won't he just state that he was waiting for me out of kindness and concern for me?

I said, "Okay, easy. I'm just thanking you," and then we entered the home.

After getting dressed and cooking, I suddenly realized that the clothing I had been wearing earlier had been left in the car.

Simply shrugging, I "I'll just pick it up tomorrow. It's late."

I walked to Sir Xander's room once I was done cooking, and I was about to knock when the door suddenly opened. I extended the word "Sir," and said, "You can eat now Sir."

It simply slipped by me. I want to defeat him, tsk! Even though it's only my first day, I already feel like a lot has transpired, and Sir Xander and I seem to have been more than just friends for a while. Anyway, if I can get along with him, I feel like I'll be here for a while.

It seems like I can only give so much of that! We appeared to be getting along on the first day; why then, tomorrow and the next day? If I stay here at work, my pay will go up.

I couldn't help but look at him as I was eating. Another teasing question: "Is my cooking delicious?"

He only seems extremely serious when eating, but by the way, he eats, it's clear that he likes my food.

I responded, annoyed, "Why, when you're questioned, you don't answer huh? You have a mouth!"

He doesn't seem to be my employer if I speak with him. Elyse, are you crazy? You might wish to get rid of it.

I apologized to Sir Xander and bowed once again.

He continued, "You called me Mr. Lonely earlier.

I attempted to act amused as I said, "Huh? Eh, that's just a joke, Sir," but he continued to look at me gravely.

Does he not understand how to laugh? No, not even just a smile that revealed his teeth. Ah, perhaps his yellow teeth are the reason he isn't grinning? Does he really have that bad breath? I'm not sure, but it appears that I had already smelled his mouth and it was okay. Actually, I like the way it smells.

Sir Xander was no longer in front of me, and I was right; he was no longer in front of me. I sighed and resumed eating. Has he finished eating? Has he left me here alone? Did I fail to notice that he departed this area? Am I really going crazy?

Because thinking is terrible, perhaps Sir Xander also finds me strange. Why am I like this, Hayst? Mom wondered why I was always crazy even when I was a young child. It's not because I have trouble thinking; rather, I take thinking and overthinking very seriously.

Before going to my room, I washed and put away everything I had eaten. I sighed as I sat down on the bed. My body and mind are very tired despite the fact that I didn't do much today. My mind is always tired, so why do I lose my mind every day?

Even then, when we are in a meeting at work, I occasionally lose my mind. Daren, who is quite familiar with me, used to make fun of me when I used to be insane and he was with me.

He snapped a photo of me and uploaded it to Instagram. Is our imagery still available on his Facebook and Instagram accounts? It may have wiped everything.

Past is past. I simply shook my head and wondered why I could still recall him. I wonder if that guy is thinking about you right now, Elyse. Remember that he betrayed you and caused you pain; let go of your remaining feelings of love for him as well.

They claim that. "It takes time," so I don't need to hurry. It's more difficult because I've loved him for a very long period, making it difficult for me to immediately let go of him and move on.

I was ready to close my eyes when my phone started vibrating quickly, so I turned to see what it was.

From Unknown number: I love you

If it hadn't texted me again so fast, I wouldn't have ignored that.

From Unknown number: I miss you

Who is this?! Why is it always texting I miss you then I love you huh? Are we close? Have we met?!

If I only had a load now I would make it cheaper. It's weird. Anyone maybe thinks that this person is weird.

I took a deep breath and moved my phone out of the way so that I wouldn't hear or notice if someone texted me again because I was already weary and wanted to sleep.

I closed my eyes, but a short while later I was still awake. I took the photo after giving my phone a quick glance. I then opened my Facebook account to view the photo, but I only had free data because I hadn't loaded any apps. Hayst, even if it doesn't load, Elyse, what is that?

Just now, I coerced myself back to sleep.

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"Wife!"

I questioned, "Hmm? Why," but I didn't look up from the newspaper I was reading.

"Can our daughter, together with the two of us, go out today if you have any time?"

He seemed unhappy when I said, "I'm sorry spouse, maybe tomorrow since I have a meeting this afternoon and I also have something essential to do tonight," but I inwardly giggled at the expression on his face. He might have believed that I had forgotten about our monthly subscription.

It only scowled in silence by my side, and I could still hear him taking long breaths.

I stood up and took the cake. "Happy months!" It looked at me in shock and seemed incredulous.