Chapter 53

"I-It's okay sweetie, as long as you don't repeat it clearly?" He didn't answer, I could only hear sobs from him.

I pulled him away from me a little and knelt down so that we were both equal. "Shhh, don't cry anymore okay? Mommy isn't mad at you."

"That's enough drama for you two, let's eat. I'm already hungry."

He suddenly picked up my son and wiped a tear from his cheek. "Come on, it's not your thing to cry." He smiled at it and sat down.

We left the room together and went to the kitchen. While eating, suddenly someone texted so I looked at who it was first.

From unknown number: I'll take you back, I'll take you back Elyse, we'll be together one day

My forehead furrowed when I read that.

Is it still alive? This is the unknown number that always texts I love you and I miss you, eh, maybe he doesn't have a boyfriend anymore ... but does he really know my name?

From unknown number: Don't you miss me?

I read its new message to me.

How can I miss him, I don't know him? This person is also different ah! I don't have a good day today and he will add more!

"Elyse, eat first, you'll text later." I turned to Xander and he was staring at me sharply now.

I just put the cellphone down on the side of the table again and continued eating. Elizabeth is next to me now and I can see that she is about to finish eating so I gave her a glass of water.

"Thank you, Mommy."

He said and he smiled at me, I also smiled back at him but little by little you disappeared with sharp eyes staring at me.

"Uhm, is there a problem?" I asked Xander in surprise.

"No, there's no problem at all." He shook his head and I noticed that he glanced at my cellphone for a moment before closing his eyes.

"I'll just watch the movie Mommy and Daddy Xander on the sofa." He stood up and kissed me on the cheek, as well as Xander.

I took a deep breath because everything seems to be fine, I thought it would take us the night or maybe tomorrow we will get along. But maybe if they didn't talk to Xander it might take a long time because he told my son that what he did was wrong and he should apologize to me because I'm his mother and he shouldn't say that to me.

I was about to eat rice but I turned my gaze to my cellphone. I looked at who was texting and read it.

From unknown number: Just wait and see Elyse, I'll get you again, remember that

Over and over again? Does he have nothing else to tell me besides that?

From Mindy: Elyse maybe you forgot we haven't finished talking yet. Then there seems to be something wrong with what you said earlier, you didn't go through with it. Surely a miracle happened! Yieeee I'm thrilled right away even though I don't really know what happened;)

I just laughed at Mindy's text to me. Sometimes when I'm not in the mood, only Mindy can make me look ugly or make me laugh.

"Why do you look at me like that?" He used to look at me, as if I had done something wrong to him. Tsk, I think he will return to his habit.

"You haven't even finished eating yet, have you? Maybe the man you're texting can wait."

Men? Why did he say the man I texted? Then I don't even text you! How can I text, I don't have any load.

Suddenly my cellphone rang because someone texted again but I didn't look at it, I can see him now. I saw him look at my cellphone for a moment as someone texted.

"I'm done eating, enjoy it!" He left me here alone, I scratched my head suddenly.

Seems like he's in a bad mood all of a sudden? Anyare sakanya?

"Xander? Are you inside?" I asked once knocking on the door.

"Yes, come in." I heard him say so I opened the door and went inside his room. He was sitting on the bed, leaning on the headboard and holding a book, he seemed to be reading.

I approached him and I stood in front of him.

"What do you want? What brings you here?" This is a series of questions for me.

I would just like to ask what dish he wants me to cook tonight. But wait, the only dish left in the refrigerator is pure hotdog, so why should I ask him, there's no choice. It doesn't matter, maybe if I ask him he'll think of buying a dish or maybe we or he will go to the grocery store.

I was about to speak but suddenly my cellphone rang which was just in my pocket. He lowered the book he was reading a little and looked at me.

"Answer that, the earache earlier I heard the cellphone with the sound." That's all and then he seems to be mad at me? My cellphone isn't that noisy, ah, then why is that? You're just jealous, because no one is texting or calling you!

"I can't reply, I don't have a load." I only promise him.

"If you have a load ... will you re-reply that?"

I nodded. "Of course, I want to be able to talk to him and if I just have a call, I'll call him myself now."

But it's okay because I'm sure Mindy will call me tonight, we'll talk and talk later. Maybe Mindy forgot it was gone

"Tsk, okay you can leave now." At once pointed to the door. Grabe! I haven't even said this yet, I haven't even asked him what I want to ask.

"Wait, I'll ask you something more and then let me out of here first!"

"Okay." He only said that I raised two eyebrows.

"What's okay ??" I looked at him in surprise but his eyes were on the book he was holding

"Okay, ask speed first."

Why does he seem to be in a hurry ?! It's a bit annoying, I feel like he doesn't want to see my face.

"That dish--"

"There's a dish in the refrigerator," he said bluntly even though I hadn't finished speaking.

"It's just a case-what are you reading? You've been focusing your attention on that book before." I crawled on the bed and tried to see what he was reading but suddenly he hid it behind him. It looks like he doesn't want me to read that book or he's just stingy now.

There is nothing written on the cover of the book, it is very plain, the color of the cover is black ... tsk, he really likes black.

"Why don't you let me read that? Maybe you're hiding something ??" I smiled angrily at him. Maybe he reads love stories so he doesn't want to look at me because he's shy!

"None of your business." Suddenly his voice cooled but I ignored it. I just focused my eyes on one of his hands behind him, I tried to grab the book but he grabbed my hand causing me to stop what I was doing.

"Stop it Elyse," he said calmly and I noticed that he secretly pinned the book to his pillow.

"Okay all right... What is it??" At the same time, he pointed up and looked at it so quickly if he took the book under the pillow and I got it but I was surprised when he pushed me horizontally on the bed and overtook me.

My hand was above my head while holding the book, I held it tightly so that if he pulled it, he wouldn't be able to pull the book quickly but I seem to be losing strength while staring at him now staring. also me and it still looks down on my lips so I was suddenly nervous.

My heart was beating so fast when he slowly brought his face closer to mine but he was stopped when my cellphone rang again.

"Damn! Who's the one who's texting you, I've been b-bwesit there before !!" I was surprised when he suddenly shouted at me. It's like he's an angry bird now because his two eyebrows are already meeting.

"Mindy because I want to talk--"

I said softly but it was just right for him to hear.

"Oh, Mindy? She..."

"Why the case?" I asked in astonishment. Why does he seem to be breathing easily after saying that.

"Nothing," she said shrugging and left over me. I hurried to get up and he pushed me horizontally.

I threw the book I was holding and stared at him.

"What the f--"

"Shhhh ..." I pressed a finger to her lips.

"W-What are you doing?" I slowly brought my face closer to his and whispered in his ear.

"What's the feeling that I'm on top of you ah? How does it feel when you're suddenly pushed horizontally on the bed and on top of you?"

I just want him to realize that it's not good to look when he does this to me. Did he know that he really wanted this bwesit of my heart to come out earlier ?! I think I'm going to be attacked, then he just relaxes! Can I try to seduce him ?? Hmm, bad idea how can he attract me again?

Maybe it's the end of the world without this experience ... wait!

I suddenly remembered that he had no experience with anything and that kiss! Wait, does that mean he didn't kiss me first? Then his first kiss was not just a smack but a torrid kiss. Can I say my luck? Mrs. Kase said. Ferrer, many women have been his maids but none of them have lasted long and it is likely that these are the things we are doing now that I am the only one who has done with him.

I mean, I can talk to him politely once, I can hold him, I can get close to him, I can hug him, I can put him on, I can kiss him ... hmm, what else?

I can feel the redness on my cheeks when I remember what happened. When I touched and saw her baby Xander. My god! I hate my mind sh*t.

"Hey! Elyse ?! You know how heavy you are? I can't breathe well because of you." Because of what he said I suddenly woke up. I'm sitting on his tyan now ... is that tyan tough? Yong abs means tough my gosh, what are you thinking Elyse ?!

I left on top of him and just sat next to him. "You're mean to me, I'm not that heavy!" I said angrily and hit him at the same time.

"Ouchhhh sh*tttt !!!" He moaned because he was hit below me. I woke up as I watched him hold the don and close his eyes because he was in so much pain ...? Are you still hitting me hard? It doesn't seem like it, but it's probably strong because that's how he reacted.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to." I frowned at the same time scratching my head. This is my hand, why haven't I gone yet ?!

"Is it really too much pain? See if it's red or not--"

"B-Are you crazy ?!"

Why does he seem angry with me?

"No," I shake in response.

"You're still embarrassed, I saw that!" I tried to remove his hand that was covered, he was completely on my hand. I was annoyed when he blocked one of his palms to my face.

I shook his hand and slapped it. "Look who said eh!"

I grabbed his zeeper and opened it but I stopped what he did.

He touched one of my chest. Devil I'm not wearing a bra right now.

"S-Sorry!" He shouted as he removed his hand.

"You're the one holding the chest and then it looks like you're still angry there !?" I sighed at him and I saw him cover his mouth.

"I-You're where your hand goes!" It bothered me so I was a little surprised.

"What are you saying ... you--" Don was already holding my hand and I quickly removed my hand.

"I'm sorry." Once bowed to him then quickly ran out of his room.

When I came out I stared at my hand and beat it. "Why are you stranded again don ah ?!"

Your tendency to really hold it, I'll just see if it's red or something else. Maybe I hit it and then I'm just concerned! Why did I run out? I haven't done anything wrong!

I went back inside his room. "Xander--"

"Why did you come back? Don't you know how to be shy ?!" He was looking at me badly now so I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Why? Why should I be ashamed? What should I be ashamed of?" I wonder question.

Before he could speak, I immediately preceded him. "I was just going to ask if you want to go grocery?"

"Grocery? Why?" This question to me. I noticed that one of his hands was covering his betlog. Tsk, why is he covering that? Maybe there's a thief or he'll take his eggs.

"Why are you there? Of course we have a dish, right? Your hotdog is so boring."

"What??" Suddenly its forehead furrowed.

"I mean, the hotdog in the refrigerator is boring." I'm sorry, people just make mistakes.

"Don't leave and go to the grocery store, you'll use your money." He shrugged and stood up.

He picked up the book on the floor.

"Hayst, why did he throw it here?"

I heard him say it softly but I just ignored it.

"Ha? What's my money? Eh, I don't have any grocery money yet! Then I won't just eat, you'll eat too!"

"What's the use of a different dish, after eating we'll just make it." I winced at what he said.

And when else has he been like that to you? He really needs to say that ?! It's really normal to defecate food, if he doesn't want to defecate he shouldn't eat!

"If I only really knew how to get out of here--"

"It's simple, go out of my room and when you go downstairs you'll see a door. All you have to do is open it and then you're out." His philosophy is sick.

I bit my lower lip because I was shivering with him, I really wanted to pull his hair and punch him in the bigbig. I was talking to him seriously and then he suddenly became philosophical.

"Let's go to the grocery store tomorrow, after we take Elizabeth to school."

I was suddenly moved by what he said.

"Oh no, we'll take care of my son."

"What? She's in tomorrow, isn't she?"

"I'll make him absent tomorrow, we'll just go to his school first because I'll give a letter to his teacher, so that he knows there's a reason why my son will be absent after we go to the grocery store."

"What's the reason for that? Dear ma'am, my son can't come in now because I'm going to take him to the grocery store? Is that what you put in the letter?"

"Hmm, I can put it like that." I nodded and noticed that he was slapped on the forehead.