Ten

Jordan

I couldn't let this happen. Not like this. I'm not ready to give up my flower. Fûck no.

"Jaxon please don't. I don't even know you enough to do this stuff." I said while trying push at his chest while tears clogged my eyes.

He looked at me and his face that was once filled with hunger, now was replace with regret.

He sat up and got off of me and paced around the room. He ran his hand through his beautiful black hair and pulled at the ends.

"FÛCK!" He said then punching the wall. I gasped because he left a hole by one punch, but that didn't stop him there. He kept punching it repeatedly till his knuckles where busted and bleeding.

"JAXON!"

He left his fist in the hole while his back was facing me I saw his whole body was tense. Especially his back.

I heard his sigh the sagged his shoulders.

"I. I'm...fûck." He then turned around and then I saw he had a pain expression on. I got up from the bed and walked over to him. He followed my every move with a frown on his face. I stood right in front of him but he stepped back when I tried to touch his arm.

"Don't."

"What the hell is wrong with you? One minute you're filled with lust now you're blocking me out!? What are you? Bipolar or what?!"

"Don't Jordan! I can't do this again! I can't do this to someone else too. Or they will come for you too." He whispered at the end.

"Who?"

He didn't answer me but just walked towards my room and started to grab my clothes.

"Jaxon."

Nothing. Just kept his focus on getting my stuff.

"Jaxon."

He finished with getting my clothes and went to my bathroom.

"Jaxon!"

He grabbed my toothbrush,comb, hair ties, and my mousse.

"JAXON!"

"What!?" He said brushing past my shoulder and walking out of my room with my bag and my phone charger. I ran and grabbed his forearm and pulled him back.

He looked at me and then at my hand on his arm.

"Jaxon. What is wrong with you? And why are you getting my clothes?"

He looked at me with a frown and with sad eyes. The sight broke my heart. He's hurt.

"I...I-I can't let you get hurt because of me. They will tak- just forget it. Let's go." Now he has a blank face on and yanked his arm back from me.

"Jaxon! I'm not going anywhere! I don't want your stupid protection!" He turn back around and dropped my bag and walked towards me. He stop on inches from my face and I can smell his cologne and his minty breath but I didn't back down.

I wasn't.

"Let's go." He said between his teeth.

"No! They haven't even bother to look for me! They haven't even made an attempt to get me! So why would I go with you?! They're not coming to get me! If they really wanted me dead they would've done it by now!"

He stared at me and tilt his head. He was studying my face and while I did the same. "You really think they're not coming for you? They haven't even made a attempt because you were either with me or Landon. If you weren't they would've killed you on the spot. So don't just go make up crap. And I'm not kidding about it, they are waiting for the perfect time to kill you. Me and Landon all ready spotted 2 cars yesterday. So don't think you're not on radar still."

"THEN WHY DONT YOU LET ME DIE! IM NOT SOME FAMILY MEMBER YOU HAVE TO PROTECT! I BARELY EVEN KNOW YOU JAXON!"

"Let's go."

"No! What don't you get! I don't even know you and yet you are still trying to get me to stay at your house! How would I even go to school! How would I go to work! I have a life too Jaxon. It's not just sunshine and rainbows for me! I'm not going and that's final."

"Quit acting like a bîtch and let's go." He said then yanking me towards the door. I tried to pull away but he had an iron grip on my forearm and it was the type of grip that would leave a bruise because that how tight he held me. I planted my feet on the floor to stop his movement and it did but he turn around and pulled my over his shoulder. And this time he had my hips on his shoulder so I won't be able to press his pressure point.

"Are you done having a bîtch fit?"He said closing the door and going down the stairs.

"JAXON PUT ME DOWN."

"No." now we are in the lobby and everyone is looking at us.

"HELP! HELP! HE'S GOING TO RAPE ME! HELP! HIS KIDN-" I got shut up because he pulled up his shirt from the back and my face was facing his waist so I saw what he was trying to show me.

His gun.

I narrowed my eyes at him like that would scare me but he gripped my arm again and yanked me out.

We walked out and he practically threw me in the car. He threw my bag in the trunk and walked towards the driver seat.

"You are one annoying bîtch ."

"Yeah I'm one annoying bîtch that you won't leave ALONE!" I yelled at him and turn towards him. I saw him lock his jaw and his fist tighten around the driving wheel.

"I would watch that mouth sweetheart."

"I would rather not. Because that's the only thing I'm good at. I rather be killed tha-" he pulled he car over with so much force that I almost flew out the windshield but my seatbelt caught me.

He turn towards me and grabbed my hair and made me look at him. I hissed at how tight he held my hair.

"Listen. And listen good. I'm the one who tells who what to do. I'm the one who gives orders-"

"Ha. You think you give orders? News flash Jaxon! You're working for someone who gives you orders. Not the other way around." He hand tighten around my hair and he's eyes held so much anger. He pulled back my head till my neck was strain and I was looking up to him.

"There's so many things that I have in my mind when you talk to me like that and I bet you wouldn't want to know. And some would make you scream. Some would make you not walk for a week. Some would make you beg. Some would make you out of breath. But the one I love the most." He then lean down till his head was on the crook of my neck. He placed and kiss there then he bit. "The one I love...is the one you're under me and yelling to not stop and yelling my name when your legs shake and the neighbors know my name."

"YOURE SICK!" I said thrashing around trying to get away from this maniac.

He lets go of me and turn back. He went back on the road and made his way towards his house. He didn't say anything after that. He parked his car in the driveway and got out. But I didn't. He made his way towards the back and grabbed my bag and made his way towards the house door. I watched him the whole time and saw he went inside. I hurried and looked threw the glove department and then in between the seats but I couldn't find anything that would get me away this.

The door yanked open and I was thrown back on his shoulder. I yelled. I screamed. I punched. But I couldn't seem to make him budge.He made his way towards the living room and thrown me on the couch. My body made a bounce and I quickly got up.

I looked around and see his retreating back going up stairs. I ran towards the kitchen and tried to find a weapon to use. I looked through the whole cabinets and I was going to look at the bottom ones but stopped when I heard a gun cock back.

"If you're looking for a knife, I would like to tell you that I only have the knives in my room."

I turned around and see Jaxon admiring his perfectly shiny gun.

"Move away from the counter Jordan."

"I wish I never met you. I wish I didn't bump into you. I wish I didn't go to the fight. I wish I can forget about all of this."

He laughed darkly and shook his head." I told you to stay away. I told you don't show up there but you didn't listen. Did you? No. You know the saying. Curiosity killed the cat. And look. You might get killed."

"You little BÎTCH!" I lunged at him and tackled him to the ground and I punched, slap, scratched. I yelled at him. I couldn't take it anymore. The things he was say was true. He did tell me not to show up. He did tell me to not get involved. But my stupid aśś didn't listen now there's a gang trying to kill me.

I used all the anger and thrown it at Jaxon.

I guess he got fed up and placed the gun on my head. I stopped right away. And got off of him.

He got up and I backed up.

"Go up stairs and take a shower."

"Fûck yo-"

He pointed the gun back at me."Go. Now." He said while his voice was calm but his face told a different story.

I narrowed my eyes but I did what I was told and made my way towards the bathroom. I looked at my self and saw I had bags under my eyes and my face had makeup smeared all over the place.

I screamed.

I screamed all my anger out. I punched the wall repeatedly. I threw everything in his bathroom on the ground the wall everywhere.

I heard Jaxon knock but I ignored his aśś. I climb in shower and sat down on the floor. I let the hot water hit my back and I just sat there just thinking how my life got fûcked up so fast that I didn't have time to catch up with it.

It past like an hour and thirty minutes and I was still in there not moving from the spot I was in from the beginning. My hands started to prune up. I got up and washed my body with the body wash he had and the washed my hair with his shampoo and conditioner.

I wrapped myself in the towel and walked out with my clothes. I made way towards his room where I think he placed my bag and wonder in. My clothes were spread out on his bed and I just grabbed what ever my hand touched. When I was putting on my underwear and bra on I saw that the shirt and sweet pants weren't mine. I rolled my eyes and pull over Jaxons shirt and Jaxons sweatpants.

Not that there not comfortable, but I'd rather have my own clothes on. I placed my dirty clothes in a plastic bag and I made my way downstairs. When I walking down stairs I saw pictures of him when he was small till he went to highschool. He never had a smile on even we he was a kid. The only one I saw was one on the top of the stairs with one older guy that looked exactly like him. The guy was standing next to a beautiful woman and Jaxon was in the middle of them. His smile reached his ears, and he's eyes were lit with so much happiness. The woman had the same happiness as Jaxon but she had a tight smile without showing here teeth.The guy standing next to her was staring right at her with so much love in his eyes. You can clearly see he loved her so much. You can see the tattoo crawling up from his neck and some showing on his hand like Jaxon has his tattoos. He had his shirt unbuttoned on the first two and had a smooth chest with tattoos showing. He had one hand on Jaxons shoulder and one around the lady's waist. You can see that this was one of the happiest family just by looking at this photo.

I made my way down slowly just staring at the pictures. The second one was just now Jaxon and the same lady which I figured out was his mom and the guy was his dad. The second one was at the same place were they took the first one but this time his dad wasn't there. He's smile was there but it held no emotion. The mother had the same but had some life in her eyes while Jaxons was clouded.

The next one was the same but slowly each one I saw Jaxons smile slowly faded to a frown but then ended up with a blank face with his mouth as straight as a ruler while the mother was slowly turning pale and her smile slowly turn towards a pain expression. The last photo was just Jaxon helping his mother up. It look like this was just done recently but his face held no emotion while he mother tried to place a fake smile on but slowly gave up on it. By the time I made it down stairs my cheeks were wet from the tears that slowly fell. I whipped my eyes and looked at the oven clock and saw it was already past midnight.

I looked around and saw the back door open with patio light on. I slowly made my way towards it and slowly peaked out. I saw Jaxon perfect tone back and his full on beautiful back tattoo. He had no shirt on while he was smoking and just looking out in the clear night sky. I didn't want to bother him, so I made my way back up stairs and back in Jaxons room. I turned off the lights open the curtains so the moonlight can shine in and I can see the stars before I fall asleep. I made my way under the blankets that smelled like his cologne and a little mix of smoke. But it didn't smell bad. It smell nice and I cuddle further up in the blankets and his pillow and slowly I started to fade in the darkness.