Epilogue

Jordan

We spent time afterwards. Eating and watching the stars. I looked down at the ring but my heart dropped.

I'm really getting married.

"Babe." I looked up with a smile and see him smiling at me. "I love you so much, I can't wait for the wedding."

I smiled while I looked down at the ring, "yeah, me too." I breathe out.

*****

Hector been telling me to start to plan for the wedding because he can't wait till we are official. He drove me home and was already telling me to look for dresses. He already has the theme set out. Which creep me out but I didn't question it.

At class he even brought up the wedding while I was trying to concentrate on writing the notes down. I passed the semester so now I'm going to the next stage. Somehow he has the same class as me.

Lucky me.

He's like a annoying fly that doesn't leave you alone. I'll tell him we'll talk about it after class or somewhere else but he insists that we talk about it now.

When I showed up to the apartment, I showed Greyson the ring and he screamed at me telling me we have to get ready. I sighed and felt like a whole new weight went on my shoulders.

****

Months flew by and it's almost the wedding, Hector been on his toes about it, telling me how excited he is while I'm over here wishing he can shut up for once. The roses stopped but I couldn't find out who it was. I know it's not Jaxon. He told me he didn't love me so why send roses?

Greyson said he was going to make me my wedding dress since he has my measurements from all his other dresses. He has the dress in his room and each day he would get something to eat and go back to his room locking the door. Hector said I can invite my family, but who would I invite?

I never knew my mom or dad. I was always a foster kid. I never got to know how its feels to have a family. I left that small town once I turned eighteen and met Greyson in high school. And the rest was history.

*****

In two weeks.

Two week till the wedding.

My heart drops every time I think about it. Is that bad? Or is it just that I'm nervous for the wedding?

I've been working later and James always tells me to go home since the boss is rarely there so I do. I always hear the chants go on and I always want to go see it but Hector is always parked outside. I sigh but I just get in the car while he drive me home.

The week passes by and Hector been...weird? Like he smiles at me but he always looks behind him frighten.

We hold hands while we walk to our class. We make our way to the back and we try, we'll I try to listen to the lessons but he doesn't stop talking.

The week past by and when I'm at work I feel eyes following me but when I turn around the new girl is always going the other direction to help the other customers.

*****

In one day.

One day.

I'm getting married.

Hector couldn't be happier but I on the other hand, I wish I didn't accept it.

Greyson finally showed me the dress and it's so beautiful. It was lace and the back was low V cut while I tried it on, it held on my shoulders. The end of the dress was long and it had so many floral designs. It was half sleeve, and I couldn't help smile at the sight. When I tried it on I almost cried because how beautiful it is and how it feels in me. I gave Greyson the biggest hug I have ever gave him.

He went to buy a tux and I asked him to be my bridesmaid, well I said to my best man. He screamed and said of course. He invited his family since they were like my family and they are arriving today.

Greyson went to go pick them up and I wanted to go but he said I can't let anyone see me but I told him that's for the groom but he told me shut up and left. I sighed and went to text Hector on my phone but I didn't want to bother him. I bet he's having trouble getting everything ready. I went to the bathroom and stared at myself. I had bags under my eyes and my face is not lighten like before. I looked down at my left hand and stared at the ring.

Do I really want to marry Hector?

****

It's time.

The wedding has came and Greyson went to drop off his parents at the place. I'm getting ready. I have my hair in a low bun with some strands coming out while I have light makeup. I put on some blush to make me look alive since I haven't in awhile. I went in the room and grabbed the dress, putting it on.

I look at the mirror and put on a fake smile.

I can't do this.

I haven't even said I loved him but he's said it so many times.

Do I love him or do I just like him?

I need to make up my mind. Do I love him or not?

Well if I said yes, then maybe I meant it?

I walked out of the room and walked to the door. It was somewhat hot somewhat cold but I continued to walk to the door. I open it but I forgot to put on my heels. I rushed back and quickly placed them on and walked back to the door. I looked down at my ring right in front of the door but I felt my eyebrows come together when I saw the doormat uneven.

I bent down and lifted up one side and saw a lot of paper.

What the hell?

I picked one up and unfolded it. It was dirty but I continued to unfold it and read what it says.

'I know you had found someone. Someone great, but if you ever see these notes,Please meet me at 1538 Pillburg st at 5. I would always be there. I need to tell you how I feel, how I screwed up this relationship we had made from the very beginning. I watch how he looks at you, how he showers you with kisses and love, but if I ever got you back I would never lose that love for you. Even if we get old together, I would love you like you are the only girl in the world. Which you are. The only girl I see everyday. The only one I have looked at like this before. I'm sure you heard about Nia, I'm sure you heard she was my first love,but now thinking back to that. I never understood love, but I knew what I had for her was not love. I have never loved someone, and I'm in love with you Jordan. I love you so much. After we been through tough time together and being apart I knew this is love. I can't picture what else this is. I'm sure this is love. Because no one has ever had this relationship before. Please, if you ever see these please go to the spot. I'll be there. I'll be there till 9 pm. I will be waiting. And if you don't show and I see you with a ring, I would not stop trying. I would still be there, but if I see you have gotten a house, gotten yourself pregnant with his child...I would know I lost you for good. I'll leave you alone. I won't look after you from afar. I would leave and never come back, and make myself move on like you have done so easily. I love you Jordan. I hope I won't be to late if you find these.

Jaxon H.'

My hands shake when reading this. I felt my eyes gloss over and when I'm done a tear falls down on the paper.

He loves me?

I bent down and pulled out every single one. I read all of them. They mostly say the same thing but what happen that day. I start to cry because I can't believe I never saw these. I put all the notes inside and close the door. I looked behind me and look at the clock on the wall.

5:54 pm. I looked back at one of the notes and saw the address it always says on each note.

I need to go.

I need to go to Jaxon.

I can't marry someone who I don't love.

*****

I'm running down the streets in a wedding dress with tears rolling down my cheeks. I cross the streets with out looking and thank god they see a big white dress moving in front of them so they can stop.

I haul a taxi and tell him the address. I try to make myself stop crying but I fail so hard.

"He ran away?" The older man says in the front.

I look up and stare at the rear view mirror and see his eyes on me.

"What?" I say while I wipe my eyes.

"He didn't show up huh? At the wedding. He wasn't there." He says while looking back at the road.

"N-no. I didn't show up."

"Ow. That has to hurt for him. Why? If you don't mind me asking?"

"I went for the wrong man." I say while I looked out the window and see us getting out of the city. I hiccup and rested my head on the window.

"So now what? Where you going?"

"I'm meeting the man I'm supposed to be in love and be with."

*****

It's a small house. Country side. No one is close by. Just a small house with acres of land. If you look to the right you can see the city off in the distance.

I climb out and go to his window side. He rolls down the window, "I don't have my wallet, is there any thing I can do to repay you."

He smiles at me and shakes his head,"I think you've been through enough kid. Don't worry about it. I'm just glade you went to the person who makes you happy. Because I wish I can do the same." He smiles and before I can answer he pulls out of the drive way and goes back down the way we came.

I watch the car get smaller by the minute and I slowly turn.

I pick up the dress which already got dirty. My hair fell out of the bun and I can tell my makeup is a mess. I take in air and slowly exhale, trying to calm my nerves.

Please be here Jaxon.

I start to walk, but the gravel makes my heels twist and turn. I walk slow and I end up at the door.

This is it.

I hold the paper up and look at the address again. It's the right one. What are you waiting for? I ask myself but I don't answer.

I slowly push open the door and I can't believe what I'm seeing.

******

Jaxon

I spent weeks looking up this Hector guy. I told Landon everything I heard. We didn't fight at all after that, we would watch in the crowd to see this girl but she either disguises or hides because neither of us can find her. Steve was asking us questions of what we were doing but we didn't answer and walked away from the bar.

I hacked through the street post cameras but the hours of Jordan and Hector going to class are gone. I don't see his fûcked up car and I don't even see Greyson.

It's my Jordan they have, but who the fûck is it!?

Two weeks went by and I couldn't help but to come to her apartment, barging through the doors.

"Jordan!" I yelled while I walked through the door and see her apartment a mess.

"Jordan!" I yelled again and walked down the hall. I went through each door but I didn't find her.

"What the fûck!" I yelled and I was about to punch the wall but I didn't because it wasn't my house. I walked back to the living room and looked for anything else of her.

I saw a phone on the counter and I clicked the home button and saw a picture of her and Greyson laughing at each other.

I smirked because aleast she doesn't have that hoe on her lock screen.

But if she doesn't have her phone, something happened to her. He got her!

I was freaking out and I was about to throw the phone but I gently set it down. I was about to pull out my phone and call Landon, but that's when I looked at the door and saw my notes on the coffee table.

I slowly lower my hand and walked over to the notes.

She found them.

Every single one is open. I smiled but that's when I saw the first one I every wrote is missing.

And that's when I dashed out the door going to her.

J

I can't believe I have her now.

All thanks to Hector.

I smirked while I dressed in a white button up and some black slacks. I rolled up the sleeves and I felt my lips curl up to a smirk.

My phone vibrates in my slacks. I pulled it out and answered it.

"J. She didn't show up. She's not here. Her best friend is looking for her and calling her phone, but no answer." Tori said.

My hand clenched around the phone, "what did you just say."

I heard her breathe in harsh and spoke again, "I said that she didn't show up-"

"I fûckin heard you! What is Hector doing!? What are you doing! I thought you were watching her!" I said while I walked around my room and found my shoes, putting them on.

"I was watching her! She just never came out the front area! I think she left in the back, I don't know!? And Hector is just putting on a fake smile moving from his toes to his heels every now and then. We are all waiting for her. I don't know where she could've went."

I was out my door already walking towards my car, "I'll be there." I clicked the phone, hopping in and driving to the ceremony.

*****

I walked in from the back because I didn't want anyone to think I was the bride.

I can't believe she didn't show.

I walked in and see Tori in the seats watching Hector. She then gets up walking towards him and whispering something in his ear.

I look to the seats and see some family and I guess her best friend because he's on the phone and he would tap his finger hard on the screen the put it back to his ear. He ran a hand through his hair pulling at the ends and end up sighing loud.

I kept my head low and walked over to Hector.

"I thought you had someone picking her up." I said while I got close and whispered harsh to him. He looks up to me and so does Tori. Their faces pales.

"I did!" He said while he scooted closer to me so no one can hear. "I had to pay for a fûckin limo to get her, and now thats just a fûckin waste of money! You own me for that in my pay."

I narrowed my eyes at him and looked at Tori, "where's Landon and Jaxon?"

She looked down and played with her hands, "I've been looking for them but they haven't been fighting or I'll always missed them after my shift."

I sighed loud, "I'm not talking about them fighting! Right now Tori! Where are they!?"

She jumped a little from my voice rising. "I don't know." She whispered, still not looking up.

"What?!"

"I don't know-"

"Stop J! She's trying to keep up with all this. This is her first time. Have some slack on her." He said while he pushed her behind him.

I glared at him, "if she can't handle me yelling, how would she handle your real boss!?"

He glared at me and I didn't back down from mine.

"When was the last time you saw them?" I asked while looking behind his shoulder to her.

"The last time I saw them was that same night I talked to you at work."

"And no signs of them?"

"No. Well, I haven't seen any of it."

I clenched my jaw and took a breath in. "What about you? When was the last time you talked to her?" I said while looking at Hector.

"Um, yesterday. Fûckin bîtch kept ignoring me in class too. Like ok, I get it. I talk a lot about the wedding but I have to play like I'm in love with her and care about her being my wife."

I slapped his head, "drop it. We have to find her before she goes to him. But I'm pretty sure she won't because he fûckin broke her heart, and the little piece of soul she had."

He rubbed his head, while I turned around and see her best friend pacing around yelling at the phone. I looked back to Hector and see him talking to Tori, so I walked away and walked to her best friend. "So she's the ones that don't show up to a very special day in her life." I say trying act like I'm a friend to him. He hangs up the phone and sighs. He looks over to me and brings in his eyebrows together.

"Who are you?" He asked while he put his phone in his slacks and turning towards me. "And no. She's not like that. She probably broke a heel or something. But she wouldn't leave her love."

"I'm Hectors....Step brother? Yeah, I'm his step brother. And are you sure she wouldn't bail at the last second?"

"Okay, and no. She's not a person who bails on something this big. Especially if it's for her own sake. And what's your name? And how come Hector never told us he had a step brother?"

"My name is...Keith. And he never talks about me because if I found out he does, he's dead."

Literally.

"Well nice to meet you Keith. I'm Greyson."

"What's your address. Hector says for me to go check on her. He said he can't see her and you can't leave your family here." I said giving him a smile.

"Oh really? You don't have to do that. I can go by-"

'No.No. It's fine, I bet you haven't seen your family in a long time right? Like since you guys moved here?" I said giving a fake smile. He tilts his head and then looks over his shoulder to his family.

Got him.

"How did you know I moved here and haven't seen them since?" He said while slowly taking a step back and crossing his arms across his chest.

I chuckled, "I just guessed. Calm down. I'm not like a gangster trying to hurt you." I said smirking.

He laughed awkwardly and took another step back, "Yeahhh, um...I think I'm going to check on her myself." he was about to turn around but I placed my hand on his shoulder.

"Relax. I'm was just messing around. And I want you to feel comfortable around me."

"Ha, ha. You got me." He said still trying to step back. I'm getting annoyed already. I took a step froward, he tried to take one back but my hand stopped him from moving.

"Just tell me where you guys live Greyson." I said keeping my voice low.

"I rather not-"

"I'm done with you."

"What-" I placed my hand on his neck and pinched it and out he went.

"Help!" I yelled. His parents came rushing to us. He fell on me so they gladly took him off of me and asked what happen. I told them that he was stressing so much about Jordan that he passed out. They thanked me for catching him and not letting him fall. I said you're welcome but I was wishing that I didn't.

I walked over to Hector and see Tori talking to the guy that was going to marry them off. "Where does she live?" I asked with a stern voice and a blank face.

"Pine Circle rd, appt number 225."

"I should've asked you first." I said while I started to walk to the exit I came in.

"Why?" He said loud behind me but I ignored him and walked towards my car.

*****

I walked up stairs and walked to the door. I didn't bother knocking because might aswell take her by surprise then making Hector bring her to me.

To my surprise I found the door unlock.

I walked in and see her living room a mess. I walked down the hall and checked every room and still didn't find her. I checked the closets and the bathrooms and still no Jordan. I walked to the balcony and nothing. Absolutely nothing. I grew frustrated and walked back in side. I was about to call one of my men to look for her in the cameras here but stopped when I saw the coffee table.

I tilt my head and walked to it. Papers scattered the table and I found some on the ground. I bent down and picked one up.

I felt my jaw clenched when I read the notes and threw it on the ground when I was done.

I'll get her first brother. And I'll have the laugh when I kill her off in front of you like you laughed at killing my father and how you killed my mother.

I walked out the door and started to call my men, telling them the location she's at.

When I get her, I'll shot her and make her brains spill out, and make you watch every second d of it. And if I'm nice enough I'll let you live. But I doubt that.

*****

And this is the point where you guys find me and start to yell at how I ended the book.

Yes, mega plot twist, but what can I say...I'm a expert at twisting your minds.

>:)

And yes, there's going to be a second book. *screams*

And I'm going to post 'running Into The Gangster' after Alpha Alcander is done. So yeah.

So now you know who J is....well not his name of course.

There's a lot to explain for their 'family' but that would all be explained in the second book, and that would be posted tomorrow!!!!

Here's the description;

His Dominion

(Book 2 of His Possession)

The last book broke some hearts; yet we all fought through it.

Jordan Johnson;

been raped, beaten, abused, and heart broken.

But yet she still seems to go to the same guy she first saw at the beginning of this story.

Jaxon Hunt.

Jaxon can't seems to not have her by his side but he doesn't give up on their love. Does fate help them out?

Or would "J" mess up everything.

*****

"I can't believe you came. " He says in short breath while I spun around and have tears falling down my face.

"Y-you did this?" While I look at his face and I see him smile and starts to walk closer to me.

"I've spent days doing this. I spent hours waiting for you to see those notes. Waiting. Waiting for you to come find me." He said while he walks towards me.

"Why didn't you come? Why lie to your own best friend?!" I yell while I sucked back a sob.

"I didn't want to hurt you, but instead I did. I gave you a broken heart while I tried so hard to not hurt you. I love you Jordan. There's nothing that would stop me now." He grabs my face and pulls me into the most memorable kiss I've ever had.