Four

Jordan

"That's what happen last night?" He asked while I just nodded.

I breath in but when I exhaled it came out shaky. I looked down at my hands, pushing back the tears but slowly they started to come out. I felt him move around and the bed dipping with him. I heard his footsteps stopping in front of me and turning me around till my legs were hanging off the bed. I hiccuped, while another tear fell then slowly the rest followed.

"I'm so sorry. I'm sorry Jordan. I'm sorry for having you been abused and r-"

I shook my head, "don't say it. I-I can't handle the memories." I said in between hiccups.

I looked up from my hands and stared at his eyes. His face shown sadness while his eyes were holding back tears. "I'm so sorry." He whispered. "If I was so fûckin selfish you would never have been through this, and maybe you would have found someone who loves as much as I do."

I shook my head. "Don't be so-sorry." I said while I wiped away the tears. His hands were on my thighs while he squatted in front of me. The tears fell out of his eyes. My shaky hand slowly wiped them away. "Don't cr-cry."

His hand clamped around my wrist while he leaned in to my touch. My hand was resting on his cheek while he was slowly crying with me. "I can't image your pain." He whispered while more tears fell down.

I choked back a sob, "I'm not i-in pain, ju-just help m-me."

He pulled me in to him while I wrapped my arms around his neck and tucked my head in his neck. He hugged me tight while he shook with each sob he spat out.

"I have a fûcked up life and I just brought you into it." He said while he held back the sobs but his voice had so much emotions.

*****

We spent almost all morning in the room, just holding each other. Saying nothing.

We didn't need to say anything.

My head laid on his chest while one of my leg was on his leg. His hand was on my thigh while the other was wrapped around me. I had my eyes closed, listening to each breath he would take.

"Jordan..."he whispered.

"Mhm."

"At the hospital....I'm so sor-"

He got cut off by the door slamming open while my eyes open fast and I see a smiling Landon walking in with Denise right behind him.

"Well shît, I thought I was about to walk into pôrn or something." He said while Denise slapped his back.

He laughed and started to run towards us. I got wide eyes, and started to untangle myself from Jaxon while he was trying to do the same.

But we were a little to late. Landon jumped and landed right on top of us. I groaned while Jaxon huffed because he sorta pushed me out of the way.

"Landon get the fûck off." Jaxon said in a harsh breath.

"Let's do something!" He start to bounce but he was thrusting his hips to Jaxon while I rolled off somehow. I landed with a thud but I got up and I see Jaxon struggling to get him off. "Ah! Jaxon! Go faster!" He said while he thrusting his hips faster. I couldn't help but laugh while Denise laughed with me.

"Stop! You're fûckin sick! Get off of me fûcker!" Jaxon said while trying to push him off. His face was red while Landon was rolling his eyes back. He had Jaxons hands pinned back while he was riding him.

Me and Denise were dying from laughter. Tears were rolling down our cheeks. Jaxon was mad because he can't get Landon off of him. Landon would gasp then try to hold back a laugh and then start going again. Jaxon got one of his hands out of his grasp and reached for his neck. He got one hand wrapped around his neck and Landon did the same to him. They huffed while they were starting to turn bright red.

"Okay, you guys." I said while they kept going. "Landon. Jaxon. Stop." I said again but they didn't. I was about to go up to Landon and pull him off but Jaxon pushed up his knee and kneed him in...yeah.

Landon groaned while releasing Jaxon while he rolled to the side. They both gasped for air and coughed.

"What the hell!?" Denise said while walking to Landon then slapping the side of his head. "You're both dumb"

Jaxon came off the bed coughing while Landon rolled off and slowly stood up still trying to breathe.

"What the fûck man." Jaxon coughed.

"I was fûcking you that's what's up." Landon said while chuckling then ended up coughing.

Jaxon clenched his jaw and stared at him. Landon did the same and they both took a step forward to one of another. They clenched their fist at their side while me and Denise gave each others a look then looked back to them. They kept walking to each other. They raised their fist in the air and I grew big eyes and was about to run to them to stop them and I saw Denise do the same but they just high five each other then pulling each other into a hug.

They both laughed and me and Denise look at each other confused.

"Get dress. We're going to go eat. And then maybe we can go for round two." Landon said while winking to Jaxon. He looked to me, "I'll pay him good Jordan, don't worry, he won't go back to you empty handed." He smiled then looked behind him and grabbed Denise's hand pulling her towards the door.

"

I'll have Denise let you borrow clothes and I'll give you some of mine, oh wait, you have some in in the other room." He said going out the door.

"I know." Jaxon said while the door closes. I looked to him and smile.

"Round two huh?" I said while raising an eyebrow and biting my lip from laughing. He shook his head and chuckled.

"Fûckin mother fûcker never stops surprising me with his fûcked up head." I laughed at that while he came up to me and hugged me.

"I'll help you Jordan. Let me help you fight your demons." He said while I was stopped laughing.

"Okay."

He pulled away from me and looked down at me. I smiled while he smiled back and was starting to lean in. But right when our lips were about to come together, the door slammed open making me jump.

"Ah! I walked into pôrn!" I heard Landon say while I just smiled and shook my head.