CHAPTER 19

KOZELL

She'd think I am angry because of her reply but no I was rather happy because she asked me to take her out and that only means that she was getting quite free with me.

"Go get dressed and meet me at the garden, I will be waiting for you" I said as she nodded and walked inside… I hope our conversations ends well, I don't even know what we'd be taking about.

I have never had this kinda treat with a girl before, I don't even Know how to start all this, should I pour some coffee for her or will that make we a dummy or too extra?.

I looked into her face as she stared at the table with so many expressions on her face.

"Wow… This is beautiful!, When did they set this place because I know that we talked about the chill out while driving and I never saw you making a call or something" she said scanning around quite amazed.

"I texted the head maid to get it done and I am glad you like it"

" I love it!, She was equally quite fast in setting this place, never knew such a place existed in this mansion!" She muttered and looked back at the table " don't you think all these is much for just the both of us?, I mean…it's just a simple treat" she said as I smiled slightly.

I was liking where the conversation is going, I couldn't help to smile at the amazement in her face.

"Just got alot so we can get assortment of what we want, I am sure you've got lots of choices here" I said as she gave me that knowing smile of "you got it right"

"I have lots of choices here, I'd start with the meatballs it looks spicy" she said as she took a bite with eyes closed as she moaned softly " I bet you will love to try this!" She said with much excitement making want to have a taste.

"So will you like to tell me the reason why you're called Alpha?" She asked taking a sip of her drink as I cleared my throat a little.

"Well I am the packs alpha because I am the most superior and my father is the supreme" I could see the confusion in her face "Pack means a group of wolves also called route"

"Oh wow, that doesn't sound bad though" she said as she took some berries into her mouth, I wished she could talk about me being her mate and stuffs.

"I'd really love to know why Emma hates me so much, I mean she doesn't even know who I am and I have never crossed her path before so I don't know the reasons for trying to kill me" she said sadly, I hated the sudden mode change.

"That shouldn't be your worry Isla, she's acting up because she likes me and wished that I was her mate but unfortunately she isn't so she is just acting up out of frustration, that shouldn't be your problem I will take care of that" I said rubbing her soft full hands as she pouted a little.

ISLA

"You're not my soulmate for sure, I don't know why you guys keep repeating this … Being your soulmate can't be by force too right?" I found myself blabbing forgetting how dangerous it could be, I could see the sadness on his face.

This time he was sad and not angry, why did I say that in such a manner when I know that he is the closest guy in my life right now.

I would feel so bad if someone I loved told me he doesn't love me back, that was obviously his situation, he cares and accepted me into his life without harming me, although it was never my choice staying here but I am sure that I would have killed my self if I was left to stay alone because I basically have no family to run to, but he came into my life and made me feel what I have never felt before, he made me go places that I would have never thought of going to… I don't have the right to make him feel side.

I could point out that the person behind the mask was terribly sad, sadness showed in his eyes as his eyes turned red as if he was going to cry.

"I am sorry, that wasn't what I meant" I said biting my gum

" I should be the one apologizing because I never seem to care if you wanted me" he said trying to sound okay but I could tell that he was still sad.

There was a sudden weird silence between us, I knew that in caused it, I didn't just know how to get us back into the discussion. He obviously has lost the vibe to talk as he kept using the chopsticks to play with the sushi I could tell that he was lost in his own thought, I wish I could read his thoughts just as he reads mine.

That moment I noticed the good looks in him, the way his burgundy hair lay flat and smooth, how can a man have a better hair than that of a woman!, His hair was more like the Vikings cut so perfect and beautiful.

His wet pitch lips got me thinking, has he kissed before?, How does it feel like to kiss and wouldn't it be better to start with his?. His lips got me hungry and craving for a kiss I have never had before.

I wish I could see his full face, I am sure he has got the most handsome face ever, a face that would match his really mascular body.

How often does he go to the gym?, He raised his head and blushed slightly making me remember that he reads mind.

"I have never been to a gym before, I don't have time for such" he said as I pouted in embarrassment, he heard the kiss part and all, why can't I stop myself from thinking… Fuck that's impossible and inhuman.

Why didn't he react to the kiss part or didn't he hear that part clearly?, I really hope so.

He finally dropped his chopsticks and stared into my eyes as if he was casting a spell on me.

"I also haven't kissed before, if you want a kiss from me I don't mind kissing you for free" he said as I nearly choked on my drink, he didn't say that so easily!.

And how will he possibly say that he hasn't kissed before.

"Are you tryna say that you are a virgin?" I asked anticipating for a no.

" Yes… I am a virgin" he wasn't serious right?, How will I man so powerful and wanted as he is still be a virgin and not ashamed saying it.

"Then what are you waiting for?"

"I have been waiting for you all my life to break my virginity" that sounded weird, that was supposed to be my line and not his, he keeps amazing, how can a man be so faithful to wait until he meets his soulmate before he has sex.

I couldn't stop admiring the man he is, if only all men could be like this the world would really be a comfortable place, I might not know stuffs about men but the movies and books I have read tells alot about them being betrayers.

I had promised myself never to go close to men or have anything to do with them, I judges them all as one character because of the things I watched, but the alpha was a total different man… That got me admiring him and wishing to know him more.

"ALPHA Please take of your mask, I want to see the face behind the mask"

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