Chapter 21
I can't tell if what I'm doing is the right thing, having sex with my Kozell Casarine who turned out to be a half Werewolf and half human basically a dae-mon.
At the Same time I wanted him I always wanted him, I was feeling every bit of his touch. His touch made my head spin and my toes curl.
He was getting a little aggressive as the romance section went on, I was uncomfortable with the way he handled me I was scared that his monster might be reacting and might harm me but still I enjoyed every bit of his warm touch and aggressive kiss.
He freed me from the kiss giving me the chance to breath as he looked into my eyes and tucked my baby hairs behind my ears.
"Are you sure you still want this?, It's not too late to say no I won't force" he said in a cold voice as I squatted down ignoring his question.
I could see his long erected d**k pointing out from his boxer shorts which got kinda scared, I pulled his boxer shorts down revealing his damn big d**k.
The size of his d**k was just too long and big, I was suddenly scared and wanted to change my mind. How sure am I that his d**k could fit into my vagina.
"Don't worry it wouldn't hurt trust me" he said in an assuring tune but I wasn't still sure, I was still scared of getting that stuff into my hole.
I had seen videos girls sucking on their guys d**ks but I found it disgusting and couldn't see myself going that far. I gradually stood up with a teary eyes.
I am a virgin and having such size in me will really cause much pains. He looked into my eyes and held me close to him as he pecked my forehead.
"You'd be fine, I will be slow with you…we are both new to this" He said as he pushed me to the bed.
Why was he being aggressive again…
Now we where both naked, I was about to get disvirgined by Kozell Casarine my all time secret lover. I stared at his huge body as I sighted the wolf head tattoo on the left part of his breast… That looked quite dangerous.
He slowly but hurriedly parted my legs giving him a better view of my pussy area, I was kind of shy from the way he stared at it expressionlessly.
He bent over sucking my nipples hungrily as I could feel his d**k on my vagina area, the feeling got me moaning even louder as I bit my lips in pleasure.
He was driving me crazy with his touch, I couldn't wait to feel his d**k inside of me. He was taking much Time to fill himself inside of me and that got me more horny by seconds.
He kissed my lips softly as he forced his hard into me.
"Ahhh… Koz… Pull off!!" I cried from the excruciating pain, I didn't expect it to be all that painful. He promised that it would hurt but here I am losing my vagina.
He slowly pulled out making me think he was obeying my order as he pushed it back in with full force as I screamed with uttermost pain.
I could feel blood dripping down and staining the bedsheets as he trusted in and out slowly this time as he kissed my neck softly, my pains were mixed with pleasure this time as the friction from our body made us sweat.
I could feel a hot fluid released in my body as it clicked to me that he went raw on me.
"Pull…pull off!" I yelled hitting his back as he pulled off staring at me in confusion "you fucking didn't use protection and you released in me!!… Gosh I'm ruined" I cried.
KOZELL
I totally forgot to use a protection on her I don't even have one, she was tearing up and I felt so bad and guilty of how I lost control and released in her.
"I will just take pills instead, that will help" She said as I clicked my tongue in frustration and ran my fingers through my hair.
"Isla it won't work, if you should get pregnant you can't abort it and if you try that brings you to your end" I said as she stared at me speechlessly, he couldn't imagine how much she will hate him now after he has succeeded in winning her heart.
She pulled her dress and wore it as she stood from her bed walked towards the bathroom, she was walking weirdly as if she was feeling pains in-between her legs, she was walking with her legs opened.
he felt so sad that she was gonna get pregnant against her wish.
He could read the sadness in her heart, she regretted having sex with him, he turned to the stained bedspread.
He had taken her innocence, at least he achieved that he won't stand his mate being mated or marked by another person.
He pulled the bedsheets off as he put it into the washing machine to get it washed and dried.
A knock came in as he opened the door to see a female servant bowed on seeing him.
"What's the problem"
"Your family are here to see you"
They where the last he expected to see by that time of the day, he needed to spend time with Isla because of her present condition.
"Tell them that I am coming" he said and banged the door close.
He wished he could just disrespect his parents and ignore them but that would be disrespectful, he wanted Isla to meet them at once but it would be shameful for them to see her like that.
They'd think he raped her or something…
He made his way to the bathroom to see her laying in a steamy water facing the air as tears streamed down her cheeks.
He sat by the side of the tub as he caressed her hair.
"Isla you're making me feel bad now, we where both enjoying this, you told me that you wanted it… then why acting up as if I raped you or something?, I released in you by mistake we where both lost in the moment!" I muttered softly as she turned to me and glared at me disgustingly.
"So what are you trying to say?, That I am at fault for not stopping?… Weren't you on top of me, where you not the one in control of everything?, Why didn't you control yourself!!" She yelled as I scoffed "Now I will be pregnant for a fucking wolf!" She yelled.
That got me angry but I decided to hold back because she isn't in the right state of mind.
She had said the "Wolf" just as I saw it, a curse!, She was making me hate myself again when I'm already learning to accept it.
"My family are here" I said as I walked out angrily, all her mind read was confusing to me… I wasn't in the right mood to concentrate on anything and that made me doubt if I will be able to welcome my family well.
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