Chapter 364: Leave Here

Lu Changsheng slowly lowered his right leg that was hanging in the air, constantly searching for the answer in his mind.

Although he didn't know who "Jia'er" was and what it meant, there seemed to be a voice constantly reminding him that he must not forget "Jia'er".

Lu Changsheng's brows frowned more and more, and more and more memories kept popping up in his mind.

The first time he taught a girl how to cook pork ribs, she had to step on a small stool to reach the stove.

The first time he taught a girl to put makeup on a guest, the guest actually ran away from the mourning hall. Afterwards, he and the girl cleaned up for a long time before restoring the Changsheng Hall to its original state.

In order to buy him some ribs, the girl went to work in someone else's shop, but was targeted and arrested by human traffickers. This was the first time Lu Changsheng killed someone after traveling through time.

...

"How could...this child and I have gone through so many things, how could I not remember her?"

"By the way, your name..."

"Your name is..."

"Gu Jia!"

"You are my apprentice!"

"My great apprentice!"

Every time Lu Changsheng said a word, his eyes would become clearer. Until the last sentence fell, a certain steel seal imprisoned in his thoughts seemed to shatter with a "click".

Lu Changsheng slowly closed his eyes.

Countless memories poured into Lu Changsheng's mind like a tide, about Gou Shengzi, about Er Gouzi, about Hongye, about Thirteenth Sister, about Zhou Yi...

About many, many people, about all the people who should not be forgotten.

"It's really..."

"What a sweet dream..."

Lu Changsheng clenched his fists, and his finger joints were turning blue and white due to excessive force.

Various images in the fantasy world quickly passed through his mind.

Joy, happiness, happiness, satisfaction, constantly stimulate Lu Changsheng's nerves.

There was silence for a long time.

Taking a deep breath, Lu Changsheng slowly opened his eyes, and after one last glance at this beautiful world, Lu Changsheng turned around and walked towards the light door with black mist.

Outside the black light door, Lu Changsheng stopped.

The distance of just a few steps was like a natural chasm, lying in front of Lu Changsheng.

There is no way to cross it.

"Brother...are you leaving?"

Xiao Luli's old voice came from behind.

"Well, there is a very important person waiting for me outside." Lu Changsheng said with some difficulty without looking back.

"Brother, are you worried about me and my parents?"

Xiao Luli's voice gradually became clearer, no longer as old and weak as before.

Lu Changsheng opened his mouth, his lips trembled and opened several times, but he did not speak.

"Brother, I have lived a very happy life, very happy."

"I'm content."

"But this is not your life."

"Just do what you have to do."

"I will take good care of my parents."

Little Lu Li's voice suddenly became childish, just like when Lu Changsheng first met.

Lu Changsheng could feel a small hand behind his back, pushing him gently, making him move forward a small step.

"Changsheng, no matter where you are, you must eat well and sleep well."

"The weather is getting cold, so remember to wear autumn clothes and long trousers to avoid catching a cold."

Another gentle female voice sounded, that was my mother's voice.

Mother's big hand gently pushed Lu Changsheng's back, making him take a step forward again.

"Chang Sheng, dad can see you become a real man, I am really proud."

"I know you can do it, but I still want to tell you..."

"No matter what happens, you must protect your family, cherish your family, and love your family."

Dad's thick palms slowly exerted force on Lu Changsheng's shoulders, pushing him one step forward again.

At this moment, Lu Changsheng was only one step away from the black light door.

"Brother, thank you for letting me experience a different life." Xiao Luli's voice gradually became quieter and soon disappeared.

As soon as Lu Changsheng felt the desire to leave in his heart, the world began to collapse and decompose.

"Son, daddy didn't protect mom and you, so you grew up alone. I'm really sorry."

Dad's voice quickly became weak.

"Son, this fantasy is fake, but the love your parents have for you is real."

"Mom and dad will always love you..."

"No matter where you are, your parents will always be with you..."

My mother's voice stopped abruptly before she could finish speaking.

The air suddenly solidified, and the whole world fell into silence.

"What I know will always be in my heart."

Lu Changsheng's appearance has changed into that of little Lu Li.

"Dad, don't blame yourself. You have done a good job. You are the best dad in the world."

"Mom, don't worry, I will take care of myself, eat well and sleep well. I will always love you."

"If there really is an afterlife..."

"I still want to be my parents' child."

He stretched out his thin little hand, wiped away the tears on his face, and stepped through the light door exuding black mist.

The blurry world around him shattered like pieces of glass and disappeared in an instant.

The world in front of Lu Changsheng slowly changed from dark to bright, and he returned to Cuijia Village again.

Cui Hao still maintained the previous posture, with his fingers pressed against his temples.

"In [Tian Xian], the time is enough to spend a lifetime, but in the outside world, it is just a moment?" Lu Changsheng looked at Cui Hao and said faintly.

Cui Hao did not answer Lu Changsheng's question, but slowly put his hands down and stared at Lu Changsheng in a daze.

After a long time, he spoke in disbelief, "My friend...how did you do it?"

"Why can you take the initiative to leave the world built by [Tianxian]?"

Lu Changsheng was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke, "[Tianxian] is really amazing. Compared with Xiao Heizi's illusion, [Tianxian] can capture the secrets hidden in my deepest heart."

"This is really beautiful. It only made one wrong step. It shouldn't let me forget Jiaer and the others."

"[Tianxian] seems to have given me the right to choose, letting me decide whether to stay or go. In fact, it has been subtly influencing my memory, making me ignore all the beauty and preciousness of the outside world, and only indulge in the false dreams in front of me."

"It deprived me of everything else I care about, and made me willing to become a captive of the illusion."

"After all, [Tianxian] is always just a cage wrapped in a beautiful coat."

Cui Hao didn't know who "Jiaer" was. He just muttered Lu Changsheng's words thoughtfully.

"It's just a cage wrapped in a beautiful coat..."

"It's just a cage..."

Looking at Cui Hao's emotions, he seemed to be getting more and more excited, and took two steps forward, "Grandpa Cui, maybe you don't just want to stay in [Tianxian], and the outside world is not completely without things worth your nostalgia."

"It's just that you were disturbed by the [Tianxian] you cast and forgot."

"The world inside is indeed very beautiful. It is what I have been seeking for many years, and it also makes up for my many regrets."

"But no matter how many times it reincarnates, no matter how many times it repeats, it is just an obsession in our hearts."

"Grandpa Cui, truly precious things will not be erased by people. Even if they are no longer in this world, they will always exist in our hearts."

"[Tianxian], in the final analysis, just took advantage of this point to restrain our special ability."

After listening to Lu Changsheng's explanation, Cui Hao fell into deep thought.

The number of reincarnations he experienced far exceeded Lu Changsheng, and the impact he suffered was also more serious.

How could Lu Changsheng be so swayed by just a few words?

"Mr. Cui, I actually thought it was strange at first. Why did you insist on dragging me into [Tianxian] and letting me experience it?"

"No matter how I look at it, you don't look like the kind of person who likes to drag others to show off their skills."

"Mr. Cui, I think you have also discovered the problem of [Tianxian], so you made an agreement with me. If I can rely on myself to leave the illusion built by [Tianxian], you will leave here with me."

"That is your subconscious self-help performance."

"You are asking me for help, hoping that I can help you leave here."

Lu Changsheng saw his own confusion and struggle in the illusion in Mr. Cui, and remembered the last scene.

Mr. Cui in front of him also needs someone to help push him from behind.

Cui Hao's eyes became visibly flustered, and he subconsciously scanned left and right, and his hands groped around nervously, as if he wanted to find a life-saving straw.

The rules of [Tian Xian] are blocking Cui Hao's instincts, constantly affecting his judgment, and making him fall into a dilemma.

"No... No... It's not like that..."

"But what you said seems to make sense. I also noticed something wrong, but I never thought about it in detail."

"What's good about the outside world? What can I do after I go out?"

"I don't know... I don't know..."

Seeing that Cui Hao's spirit was on the verge of collapse, Lu Changsheng stretched out his right hand and placed it in front of Cui Hao.

"If you really can't figure it out, don't think about it. Give me the right to choose, so you won't be distressed."

"Mr. Cui, let's go."

"Let's leave here together..."

"Go and see what you really care about."

"Go and see the real world."

Cui Hao raised his right hand tremblingly, stretched it out several times but retracted it tremblingly.