SCENE 25

Cheryl wiped her nose. She don't know how many tissues have run out, and even her clothes have been targeted. She spits out the clear mucus and the pillow until it was streaked because of her tear marks.

Cheryl finally got up and picked up the old diary she had thrown. Sick! Cheryl felt cheated, and her heart was made a joke by everyone. Does she look so pathetic that Juna has to pretend like that?

"Meredith ..." Cheryl whispered, hugging the diary. Nobody understood her except Meredith. Even she doesn't understand herself.

"Oath of evil!" Cheryl was still innocent, shaking her head. Still, in disbelief, all these things happened to her. Evil! That was all she could do. All she needed now was to cry and spill what she felt. At the confession of her friends, Cheryl just gaped and stood up.

The water she still hadn't touched, Cheryl flushed, especially on Juna's face and Rose. Cheryl stared at Rose with tears rolling down her eyes.

Shiiiit!!!

Exasperated, Cheryl kicked their table. Never mind, later, Rose will compensate for the loss.

"What do you want?" shouted Cheryl. Everyone who was relaxing looked up at her, which was provoking the commotion. But Cheryl doesn't care, and she's been humiliated by her friends.

Cheryl approached her friend, who was wearing a cream t-shirt, tugged at her shirt. The feeling of slapping was so strong, but Cheryl pushed again. The girl was only able to cry while wetting her lips. Why did she have to be friends with these unlucky humans?

"I thought ..." Cheryl just shook her head. The girl could only shake her head and run. It was a cliché, but she was so disappointed, both in her friend and in herself.

"Cher ..." Cheryl heard her name called many times, but Cheryl ignored them. The girl walked and cried as best she could, no matter how strange people saw her. Cheryl was sure if the girl was crying because of the love problems of young people. But, what Juna was doing was evil. What was Galvin doing evil! They seemed to be playing with her feelings tug of war like a kite. Does Cheryl deserve to be treated like that? Cheryl ended up squatting by the side of the road, in front of the gym, and by then, it was dark. After calming down, Cheryl just ordered an online taxi to go home.

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"I already knew this would happen," said Rose, who stood drying her body with a tissue.

Juna, who was cursing the jacket, also opened it. They could only be silent, not with Sandra, who wanted to be happy maybe, jumping happily.

"Oh yeah ...." the girl felt her hair. The liquid, which contains a mixture of milk and sugar, makes her body sticky, her hair will soon be stiff.

"We can't blame anyone. It's not Juna's fault, and it's not Galvin's fault." Aldo took a deep breath. Why should one person be happy this way? Yes, they weren't playing with Cheryl's feelings. They just wanted to make Cheryl happy. But, deliberately not wanting to show himself first, wanting to see the extent, Cheryl accepted the one. There is no need for a deep approach, and the girl immediately fell with the charm. Or is it Cheryl just hungry for attention?

"She should be happy. She's always liked Juna." finally, Sandra opened her voice. Luckily, their table had been cleared when Cheryl kicked the plastic table, and the glasses didn't scatter. Only the drink was spilled and half-filled.

Rose, who realized that she was being stared at by Sandra, finally looked at her friend. She didn't have a definite answer about this. She thought Cheryl would be as happy as she thought because Rose knew very well how strong Cheryl felt for Juna. What does it mean, Cheryl has forgotten about Juna? That fast? Even though the girl's struggle was so great, it even lowered her self-esteem.

"Just stare at me normally," said Rose. Sandra leaned back against her chair, looking around. Her heart was happy, of course. After this, the girl will fall. Sandra never liked to see Cheryl, let alone the worm girl was delighted. It was only in her nightmare. Sandra wanted Cheryl to get nothing in her life.

"Never mind thinking later. My body is sticky. I want to go home."

"Yes, discuss it again in the group." Rose came home sticky. The whole thing broke up, leaving one furious person. She felt very guilty about this incident, and she started everything.

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Intention, Cheryl wanted to tell what happened to her mother. But she didn't want to, and she just wanted the old Cheryl, save all the wounds with laughter. She would still be Cheryl silly and shy in front of people, so she could cover up all the scars, which she felt were getting festering more and more.

Cheryl is eating pudding. Orange-colored pudding with orange flavor.

Suddenly Delisha was sitting in front of Cheryl. The girl could only look down, unable to do anything, while stirring the pudding to pieces.

"We haven't talked for a long time." Cheryl nodded. She looked at her mother, the woman who had given birth to her, and how she had been struggling alone all this time, even though she was often neglected and never considered. Eager, Cheryl asked about her parents' past. But she endured it because digging into old memories was like digging up old wounds, and all of that was certainly not easy for Delisha. Adult women struggle when they are still teenagers, even in the category of children.

If she remember correctly, Cheryl and her mother are only 15 years apart. This means, at the age of 14, Delisha is pregnant. Imagine, there are children that young pregnant and giving birth. This, however, made Cheryl hold on furiously to ask that question. Her parents' past was very dark.

It could be, the unstable emotions of the past still carry over until now, making Cheryl reluctant to ask questions. Imagine a child is carrying a child in her arms. Cheryl looked closely at her mother, and she loved this beautiful woman. But the burden she was carrying could be felt until now. Does Delisha cry every night? Cheryl thinks this could happen, considering she's never been taken care of.

"What thoughts?" asked Delisha, looking at her only daughter, only looking down. For some reason, Cheryl seemed to feel the suffering of her beautiful mother. When that woman was down, maybe this woman was dumped by her family so that Cheryl never knew what family was, as she knew, there was only one family, plus Rose.

Cheryl never knew the shape and appearance of her grandparents, whether she had a cousin, whether she had an uncle or an aunt who cried. The two of them live alone, locked in pain, until Cheryl grows up like she is now. Supposedly, Cheryl had to reveal everything. The key is in her hands, and she should find out who the family is because her mother would never do that. Mainly, who is his birth father, who could throw it away and never admit she exists? Unconsciously, Cheryl squeezed the spoon.

"What is wrong?" apparently, Delisha was impatient. She knew that something was bothering her daughter.

"I have no idea."

"I already said, if there's anything, tell me. Even if I can't help, maybe you can give a solution, or it can make your heart feel relieved." Cheryl shook her head. For her, the story to Meredith was more than anything else. No one cares, except for ourselves.

Cheryl forced a smile and stared at the matte pink lipstick on the beautiful woman's lips.

"Maybe later."

"What's Juna?" hearing that name made Cheryl's emotions run hot again.

"Not really."

"Think again about your feelings. Because I will still be challenging if it's Juna." Cheryl was too lazy to respond.

"Hm."

"Just going to sleep." Cheryl moved from the dining table, leaving Delisha, who sat there, restless, knowing something was wrong. All because of her fault, everything turned out like this. She is also a victim if examined further. The victim, the cruelty of the people around her, deserves to be called an animal or a demon. They were cruel. They were monsters who had taken away their youth. Even when she was so innocent, she didn't know what 'being pregnant was. But Delisha was the strongest girl of her time.

The adult woman just closed the hood, turned off the light, and went into the room, covered her whole body with a blanket, and cried like a dozen years ago. Forced, she had to summon old memories, even though she used to go back and forth from therapy to a psychiatrist.

Delisha is a victim of a bet from a human animal that makes her unable to move until pregnant.

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With her long legs, Cheryl descended the stairs and entered room 15. Her class is today. Today, the girl is wearing a maroon-colored t-shirt and white tutoring, matching flat shoes, and a black backpack.

As usual, if she were in trouble with Rose, Cheryl would choose a corner chair and decide to remain silent. Everyone who already knows Cheryl as a worm girl and noisy must be amazed by the girl who likes pink.

The girl was scribbling her old diary. Meredith carried away. Finally, Cheryl could only scratch on Meredith. Cheryl had blocked Galvin's number, being too upset with the man.

"Wow!" Cheryl wriggled in surprise when Rose in the gray side bag style was on her arm and kicked Cheryl's table hard. Annoyed, Cheryl threw the pen at Rose, right on the cheek of her best friend, until her cheek was crossed.

"Shit!" Quickly, Cheryl put Meredith in her bag and stood up, picking up her purple pen. The girl sat back down, propped her chin up with Rose, who stared at Cheryl, wanting to grab her best friend.

"You're like a kid I swear."

"What?"

"You shouldn't be selfish. Everyone has sacrificed. For the sake of your happiness, you are a seed, but you are getting more and more ignorant." Rose tugged at Cheryl's long hair and stared at Cheryl hard. Cheryl pinched Rose's hand. After releasing it, Cheryl patted her head and smoothed her hair again.

You should be fucking sorry!

Cheryl only took the crumpled paper that Rose had sent her. The girl formed a round of paper and threw it away.

To our field! One by one. I'm severe Cher, again furious about eating people.

Cheryl threw again even though the lecturer has entered Mr Kusuma. Lecturers who don't want to lose time always come in on time and get out of time corruption, and like to joke, even though the jokes are so crisp, even crunchy, just inappropriate.

Everyone is busy hearing Mr Kusuma's explanation. Rose slowly shifted her chair back and sat in a row with Cheryl. The girl wanted to disturb her best friend. More precisely, she was angry with Cheryl. On a whim, Rose took a pen and crossed Cheryl's hand.

Furious, Cheryl stuck her pen into Rose's soft hand. Care for the devil if Rose's hand is bleeding now.

"Fuuuuckkk!" Rose hissed softly. She saw that the clotted blood had coiled along with her finger. If possible, she wanted to retaliate by sticking a pen into Cheryl's eye.

Rose immediately pinched Cheryl's thigh because she was furious. The girl just moaned in pain, stomped her feet. It was like being bitten by 100 ants.

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As much as possible, Cheryl avoided Rose. Because she doesn't want or is lazy to deal with Rose. The two's fierce resistance in the classroom did not go smoothly.

And now, Cheryl had to be hidden away, waiting for her mother to pick her up.

Cheryl hid behind the faculty wall, lest anyone see her, not even her shadow.

Cheryl just stood there while playing a game on her cellphone. Simple game, arranging colors, if more than three of the same color, can squeeze the same color, and all will be lost.

Three times the game changed, Cheryl won, and her legs felt very sore.

The girl wants to squat.

"I got you, baby." Cheryl's cellphone dropped, but with such a quick reflex, the girl caught it perfectly, and, thankfully, the phone's life was still intact.

"What!" snapped Cheryl. She turned around, too lazy to see Rose's face.

"I'm disgusted by you, Cher." The backpack was immediately replaced by the face of a girl holding back her growl while clenching her fists.

"What are you doing, friends with me, if you're disgusted?!" Cheryl's voice was practically shaking. The girl already wanted to cry.

"Because your life is sad. That's why I want friends." Grains of clear liquid flowed from her eyelids. Rose lovingly held Cheryl's cheek line, researching her best friend.

"You are the most pathetic human being! Disgusted." and Rose pushed Cheryl against the wall, lucky the girl was able to balance herself. Cheryl has already taken steps to kick Rose.

Cuih!

No, it wasn't Rose who spat, but Cheryl. The girl spat right on Rose's expensive shoe. Rose came closer to Cheryl, pressed against the wall, tugged at Cheryl's hair. Even so, Cheryl could feel how soft and large Rose's breasts were, compared to hers, which were very flat.

"You're just a little girl who has nothing! Troubled girl, parasite, who has no parents!" Cheryl's defenses collapsed. Parents are her biggest weakness. Cheryl can't do much if it's been discussed by her family and parents because she never felt what it was. It's just a foreign word that has no meaning at all to Cheryl Anastasia's life.

"Tomorrow, don't act as stupid as you are because you're just a cheap girl who pursues love so much and begs for people who don't want you at all. Juna is disgusted to see you! You're just a bitch! " Cheryl's head grew dizzy. She wanted to explode, wanted to get angry but couldn't.

"The reason why, your mother never told who your real father is, because your father is not clear! Imagine one whole being entered together, so whose seed cannot be recognized." slowly, Cheryl's body slumped, the girl whose body wanted to fight but was all weakened. She had no energy to resist or reply to Rose's words. Everything seems to make sense.

Perhaps, for this reason, her mother never acknowledged her. No one ever recognized Cheryl's existence. Cheryl's body got goosebumps even more.

"Meet Juna, date him. And tease him like a cheap bitch! Just like your mother, give your body to Juna. Then he will devour you like a beast!"

After being satisfied to make Cheryl fall, Rose pushed Cheryl's head against the wall and left her friend with a formless heart.

Cheryl hates herself!

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Poor Cheryl 😳😳😳

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