Vol 18 Chapter 231: Pyridine

The cold-faced man is called Pi, single name. The name is not so nice, just like his appearance. Pi almost never spoke when Xie Chen was with a few people.

Only the big bear and the little monkey can talk to him. This is the name Xie Chen gave them. There are not so many people who go to the front line to be hypocritical.

The big bear is as simple and honest as his looks, and the little monkey is also as smart as his looks. But whether he is honest or smart, he is a good person. According to the battlefield, it is the kind of person who can hand over his back to the opponent. Only Pi, followed everyone without a word.

But whether it is a little monkey or a big bear, they all respect Pi. Hearing from the two of them, Pi is a hero, a hero in a city within a city.

But Pi did not think so. In Pi's mind, he is just a sinner. A sinner who will never get rid of his crime.

Pi is a child born and raised in the city. He has only one father, a sturdy father who pulls himself with a belt when he doesn't agree, but Pi does not hold any grudges. He understood that his father was for his own good.

It was because of his unworthiness and cowardice that he drew his father's whip. He actually hates himself more, hates his cowardice and weakness. Hate yourself for being powerless and passing by.

So the more he blamed himself, the more cowardly he became, and the more he made his father hate him for not arguing with his misfortune. But there was a lot more helplessness.

The children in the city grew up listening to the glorious deeds of their ancestors, and Pi is the same. Every time his father sat at the dining table drinking wine and blushing to tell the story of his ancestors, Pi would listen carefully.

But my father always talked halfway and stopped. In the end, it often ends with a sigh. This is something that Pi can't realize. He knew that his father sighed so much because he wanted to restore the glory of his family. But knowing is knowing, but Pi will never understand his father's feelings.

Pi just wants to live happily with his father. Pi sometimes thinks that life like this is good now, but as long as he shows such thoughts first-rate, he will provoke a fierce rebuke or even beating from his father.

Gradually, Pi didn't dare to say anything. He even thought that his idea was wrong, so he should rush to the front line to guard his home as his father said.

This thought continued until he was sixteen. The sixteen-year-old is the age he should go. There was a dog with him on the expedition.

Pi, who rushed to the front, was reluctant to leave the place where he had lived for so long, but he didn't miss too much, but strode forward and walked out of the city.

The companion dog gave him some comfort. Dog was his friend since he was a child, and he was a friend who had been playing and fighting together to catch fish when he was two or three years old. With the dog accompanying him, he felt that he could still get a little comfort.

But such comfort soon disappeared.

The appearance of the fierce beast attacking the city wall is really scary. Pi has never seen such a horrible scene, such various beasts and fierce beasts, rushing towards him with red eyes. He stood there blankly, not knowing what to do.

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The front line is not a place where you can be in a daze. If you do this, then you will die for you when you come out and die. Obviously Pyridine is not dead. It was the dog who died for him.

It wasn't until the dog's blood spilled over his face that he woke up like a dream. This is very common and it is not the fault of pyridine. At least 80 out of a hundred people will go through this process. And some of these eighty people directly became the rations of the beasts, and some were rescued by their brothers like Pi.

It's just that out of these eighty people, less than twenty can survive. This is a normal war loss, a loss of population. These are things that cannot be avoided.

But Pi doesn't think so. He thinks that his cowardice killed his best brother, his cowardice failed his father's expectations, and his cowardice destroyed everything about him.

What a person has from birth is something that a person will never know how to cherish, unless such a thing is finally lost, he may understand what he should do. But at this time, it was too late. There are not so many opportunities and choices that can make a person start all over again.

Fortunately, the first batch of beasts attacked very quickly, and the beasts quickly evacuated. Some people in the battlefield were chasing after the victory, and some were limp on the ground. Pi squatted and cried bitterly while holding the corpse of his companion.

A man has to shed tears before he becomes a real man. I don't know if this sentence is true, but the traces of the tears that have flowed must be the wounds on the man's body. An unhealable wound.

After returning to the army, Pi still couldn't put down the corpse, and many people couldn't get the corpse back from Pi's hands with the power of a lot of people.

The corpses in the army are to be burned together. But because of Pi's persistence, Pi had to allow Pi to take the dog's body back.

After serving in the city for less than a year, he was not allowed to go back, but Pi's situation just stayed there and it had no effect, so Pi had to go back with his body.

This is equivalent to a deserter, with boundless contempt and contempt. This is only in the defensive team. When it came to the city in the city, the hometown of soldiers who honored their military honors, it was more spurned by everyone. No one here will pity a deserter.

And even as the father of Pi, he could not accept having a deserter son. What makes Pi even more uncomfortable is the wailing of the dog's parents. This is the most painful thing for Pi.

"Hehe, I don't have a deserter's son, and our ancestors have never been a deserter for generations!" Faced with the sneer of his father, Pi finally couldn't help it.

At this moment, he didn't understand why no one paid attention to his life and death. He just blamed himself blindly. He didn't know why the neighbors and aunts who were so amiable at ordinary times became so disgusting. He didn't understand what was going on, he roared loudly at his father.

"I'm not your son! I'm not your son! You have the ability to earn your merits by yourself." Hearing with exhaustion, he ran away, ran out of the city, and swam across the cold river. He didn't know where he should go, he just wanted to run and kept running.

He didn't lie on the grass until he couldn't run anymore, looking at the broad starry sky that seemed to hug him. The vastness of the sky can accommodate everything, whether it is bad or good, whether it is right or wrong. Still good and evil. ..

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