Just complaining, today's update will be normal

I can't sleep, and it makes me even more uncomfortable when I think about having to get up and go to work soon.

I've been coding very late lately and have to go to work during the day. I feel like I've been hollowed out. My coding head is all over the place. I want to write a lot of things, but I don't have any structure.

I see some people say that I am getting more and more high on myself. In fact, I am quite helpless. In fact, I am not high at all. I feel very sad.

Secondly, if what you write is not exciting to you, why bother writing about it? So I have always felt that the greatest talent in writing online articles is actually that your high points are in the same position as enough people, rather than things like rhythm and coding ability (of course this is my original idea, if you have Gao Jian pretends I didn’t say anything)

My brain is divided into two parts. One part is thinking about how exciting all kinds of big events are, and the other part is thinking: If you want to write a novel, then you have to think about how the world is outside your eyes. running

I think the first point is in line with the strike zone of many readers' adoptive fathers for the time being. The problem lies in the second point: I always feel that there are some things in this world that are simply unpleasant or even uncomfortable, just like the college entrance examination. Basically, most people feel uncomfortable studying hard in the cold window. They may even feel uncomfortable after the college entrance examination is over, but at least they can feel good for two months after finishing the exam.

But in fact, there are also people who are cheating. Well, they don’t study hard and feel good when they should. If high school is hard, they go to vocational high school. If they are not happy in vocational high school, they drop out. I don’t need to say more about the rest.

I have always felt that the cyberpunk world in my mind was born based on this logic: many people succumbed inwardly, instead of the trench company, which severely oppressed me, a little baby, from birth, forcing me to fly leaves and masturbate, I have no interest in studying, I can’t find a job, and no one loves me

Just like some dog gamblers nowadays, some people think that going to the gambling table is like some movies, where someone uses something to force you to lose. But the reality is that all dog gamblers go to the gambling table voluntarily. If you have no money, you have to ask others to borrow it. Money, begging others to let him go to the gambling table

Finally, he wanted to say "Oh God, why am I so unlucky? Why does no one lend me money and believe in me?" In the end, my fate is up to me, and I can get two thousand yuan with a small online loan.

I think unwarranted malice is not cyberpunk, it’s an alien invasion, and Chun Chun is here to exterminate you.

But after all that, what does this have to do with what I want to see and enjoy?

In fact, it doesn’t have much to do with it, but I think if Deus Ex Machina pushed all the companies, it would be as funny as alien invasion and the implementation of paid leave: obviously the situation has become like this and it has something to do with people’s self-destruction, but in the end, an alien came Now that you are happy, has the problem been solved? None

But this has nothing to do with being happy, so I’m really unhappy.

I have been thinking about whether I can feel better. To be honest, it has destroyed the logic in my mind. The previous adjustment was that I did not go to high school and applied for a vocational high school. My thinking is a bit broken. Recently, I have to spend a lot of time before coding. It took me a long time to convince myself that it was reasonable

Some people may say, it’s not important, let’s have some fun

But if there are only pleasant things in the world and no unpleasant things, how do you know that it is pleasant?

I don’t know what I’m talking about, but I’m really not high. Let me clarify.

It’s really uncomfortable. I can’t sleep and I’m complaining. I’m also confused as to what on earth I’m writing.

Let's talk about why a Europe was added to the plan, because I thought it could be added at the time. After all, this is the boss of the entire worldview in terms of setting.

But it turns out that many people don't like it.

But I was also at a loss, because when I first started writing cyberpunk, many people praised me for fitting the setting.

In fact, the setting is a hammer, and I am also a hammer.