Chapter 78

I tilted my head back as her tongue entered my mouth. I wrapped my legs around her and squeezed. She started to grind against me and my hips moved in time with her. We both moaned with pleasure.

"McKayla," I said softly. "I want you to do something for me. You don't have to if you don't want to..."

"Anything for you, my Elven princess," she said, using our most private pet name.

I rolled her over on her back and got up. Nervously, I went over to the suitcase I had brought over earlier in the day. Taking a deep breath, I retrieved something from under a towel.

McKayla's eyes got wide.

"Make love to me," I said simply, holding up the strap-on harness.

"I—," she stammered. "I've never done that before."

My face flushed. "Me, neither."

For a moment, I stood there, wondering if this was too much. One night she had asked if I missed being with men. I told her that I didn't, but there are still some things only a man can give a woman. But then again, as a lover, McKayla had no equal, and I let her know as much every day.

"Okay," she said, standing up.

It took us a few minutes to figure out how all the straps and buckles went. It fit snugly around her hips, the fake cock sticking out obscenely. My mouth began to water at the sight of her standing there. She looked unsure of herself, but I went to her.

My hands cupped her breasts and I nibbled on her collarbone. Her head rolled to the side as I worked my way up her neck.

"Lay down on the bed," I said and she pushed the sheets down.

McKayla was on her back. Her firm breasts settled slightly to the sides. The look on her face was part torment, part desire.

I straddled her hips, the dildo rubbing up against me. I reached for a tube of KY jelly and greased "her" cock up. I didn't think I would need it, my pussy was so slick, but it a little extra lube never hurt.

Her eyes devoured me. I love it when she gives me that look.

Ever so slowly, I lowered myself on to McKayla. The toy stretched me. We had played with sex toys before—our favourite was Mr. Rabbit—but this was the first time either of us had ever worn a cock before. I wanted to start on top so I could be in control of how much and how fast she entered me. Plus, I wanted her to see everything.

I picked this dildo because it wasn't too long or too thick, and once it was inside me, it felt just right. As if it was made for McKayla and me.

After a few minutes, I bottomed out. She was all the way inside me. I arched my back so she could get a good look. Her hands reached up and cupped my breasts, her fingers briefly pinching my hard nipples.

Leaning forward into her grasp, I gave her the "fuck me" look.

"Do you like that, baby?" she whispered.

"Yes," I said softly.

"Did you want me to do this before?"

"No." Very slowly, I started to grind my hips on her, feeling my pussy stretch to accommodate her girth. "If this is the only time we use it, that would be fine with me."

"Then why do you want me to do this"" she sounded confused. "I thought you might have missed riding guys' cocks."

"My love," I made sure she was looking me in the eyes. "You have spoiled me on men. Forever. When we make love, you're not out for a suck and fuck. You don't use me for my body and you don't roll over and go to sleep after cumming inside me. I will never make love to another man. That much I promise you."

She looked hurt for just a second. "Then why? ... Why do you want this tonight?"

I placed my hand on my belly. I was only three or so months along and wasn't showing yet. McKayla drew in a deep breath.

"Because this baby is going to be yours," I told her. "The baby I'm carrying inside me needs two parents. In about two months, we're going to find out if this is a boy or a girl. He or she needs more than just me in their life. I want that other person to be you."

McKayla's eyes began to tear up.

"I love you, McKayla," I continued. "I love you more than life itself. And I know you love me. I know this isn't how you pictured your life shaping out. But I also know you wanted children and that you'll make a great mommy."

Her voice broke, but she recovered. "Paige ... You know I love you..."

My stomach jumped. I steeled myself for the inevitable "but".