Chapter 430 I want to be with you 1
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Ye Chen
Chapter 430 I want to be with you
Han Meiqing was suddenly hugged tightly by Xiao Changkun, and her whole body stiffened instantly.
From the bottom of her heart, why didn't she hope that Xiao Changkun could hug her tightly after more than twenty years?
After all, this is the only person I have ever loved in my life.
At this moment, his first love more than 20 years ago was hugging him so tightly, his hands clasped tightly on his lower abdomen, that feeling seemed to bring him back to his 20-year-old youth.
Han Meiqing's true feelings surged deep in her heart, and she couldn't help it all of a sudden, and put her hand on the other's.
But the moment she put her hand on Xiao Changkun's, she suddenly realized that it was wrong for her to do so.
So she broke free from Xiao Changkun's embrace, straightened her hair in a panic, and said unnaturally: "Chang Kun, we two can't do this, you are married after all, I can't let Ma Lan down! "
Xiao Changkun became anxious immediately, and blurted out: "At the beginning, she was sorry for you first. When we were together, we had such a good relationship. She knew that I was your boyfriend, and she took advantage of me when I was drunk. And Ru, if she wasn't so shameless, the two of us would have been together long ago!"
Han Meiqing sighed softly, and said: "Even though the past was her fault, I was the one who chose to let go. Now that I have chosen to let go and give you to her, I won't be like her back then." I'm sorry for what I did, and I'm sorry for her, it's a matter of principle, otherwise wouldn't I be just like her?"
Xiao Changkun was anxious, and said: "That woman almost ruined the relationship between the two of us for the rest of our lives. Is it necessary for you to speak principles to her at this time?"
Han Meiqing said seriously: "Actually, after that incident happened back then, I also knew in my heart that Ma Lan was behind all this. I knew she was a villain, but I couldn't become a villain just because I was hurt by a villain." villain."
As she said that, she looked at Xiao Changkun again, and said very seriously: "You are her husband after all now, and I can meet and have dinner with you like an ordinary friend or an ordinary old classmate, but we cannot That step is impossible at all..."
Xiao Changkun burst into tears. He looked at Han Meiqing, choked up and said: "Is it impossible for the two of us to meet again in this life? After so many years, we can finally meet again. Don't you want to make up for us? Any regrets back then?"
Han Meiqing also had a painful expression on her face, and she sighed: "Of course I want to, otherwise I wouldn't have come back from the United States, but I think a gentleman should do it right when it comes to money and feelings. If we If there is still a chance for the two of you to be together again, it must be after you and Ma Lan divorced."
Xiao Changkun blurted out without hesitation: "Then I will divorce her immediately!"
Han Meiqing said very seriously: "Chang Kun, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that after you divorce Ma Lan, the two of us can be together."
Xiao Changkun asked nervously: "Meiqing, what do you mean by that? I don't understand, don't you want to be with me?"
Han Meiqing said sincerely: "Chang Kun, after all, we haven't seen each other for so many years. How could we suddenly decide to be together? It's too childish."
Then, she said seriously: "We were in school when we fell in love. At that time, we were all students. We had to study and socialize with classmates every day in school. We had never lived together before. , Life is different from falling in love, especially at our current age, we not only have to consider our own life, not only our own feelings, but also our children and their views on each other."
"So this kind of thing is not something we can decide with our mouths like when we were teenagers. We must think carefully and carefully before we can make a more mature decision."
Xiao Changkun said immediately: "I can't accept what you say. I know you still have feelings for me, and I have feelings for you. Since both of you have feelings, what can't be broken through? "
As he said that, Xiao Changkun forcefully asked: "Meiqing, I want you to tell the truth, do you really feel about me right now?"
Han Meiqing said with some embarrassment: "How do you want me to answer your question? After all, we were together back then, we had such a good relationship, and we were both each other's first loves, and we had regrets that lasted for more than 20 years. It's self-deception."
After speaking, Han Meiqing said again: "But as I said just now, this matter is not only about considering your own feelings."
Xiao Changkun cried more and more, feeling aggrieved like a child.
For so many years, he has suffered too much emotionally.That's why he felt great comfort at the moment when Han Meiqing came back.
It was only when he saw Han Meiqing that he realized that his previous life had been in dire straits.
Therefore, he didn't want to live another minute of that kind of life.
Seeing Xiao Changkun crying like a child, Han Meiqing's eyes turned red.
She walked up to Xiao Changkun, gently wiped away his tears with her sleeves, and said distressedly: "Changkun, you have worked so hard for so many years, if time can be turned back, we can go back to the place where we were before graduation. Now, even if you and Ma Lan already have facts, I will not give up on you..."
As she spoke, she sighed sadly again: "It's a pity, time is gone forever, and no one can turn back the years. In a blink of an eye, we are all middle-aged and elderly people who are over half a century old."
Xiao Changkun grasped her hand tightly, and said excitedly: "Meiqing! Just because we can't turn back the years, we shouldn't let down our future! Don't let us down for a second!"
At this point, Xiao Changkun was very emotional, and suddenly knelt down on one knee, and blurted out: "Meiqing, I want to be with you!"
Seeing him kneeling down, Han Meiqing panicked and hurriedly pulled him up and blurted out: "Oh, Chang Kun, what are you doing? Get up!"
Xiao Changkun said stubbornly: "If you don't agree to me, then I won't get up on my knees!"
Han Meiqing glanced at the kitchen door, and said anxiously: "Oh, get up quickly, in case the children come in and see, how can we explain this!"
Xiao Changkun said seriously: "If Paul came in and saw it, then I would tell him that I love his mother, I hope to be with his mother, and I hope to get his blessing; if Churan actually saw it, Then I'll tell her I love you, I'm going to divorce her mother and be with you!"
(End of this chapter)
Han Meiqing was suddenly hugged tightly by Xiao Changkun, and her whole body stiffened instantly.
From the bottom of her heart, why didn't she hope that Xiao Changkun could hug her tightly after more than twenty years?
After all, this is the only person I have ever loved in my life.
At this moment, his first love more than 20 years ago was hugging him so tightly, his hands clasped tightly on his lower abdomen, that feeling seemed to bring him back to his 20-year-old youth.
Han Meiqing's true feelings surged deep in her heart, and she couldn't help it all of a sudden, and put her hand on the other's.
But the moment she put her hand on Xiao Changkun's, she suddenly realized that it was wrong for her to do so.
So she broke free from Xiao Changkun's embrace, straightened her hair in a panic, and said unnaturally: "Chang Kun, we two can't do this, you are married after all, I can't let Ma Lan down! "
Xiao Changkun became anxious immediately, and blurted out: "At the beginning, she was sorry for you first. When we were together, we had such a good relationship. She knew that I was your boyfriend, and she took advantage of me when I was drunk. And Ru, if she wasn't so shameless, the two of us would have been together long ago!"
Han Meiqing sighed softly, and said: "Even though the past was her fault, I was the one who chose to let go. Now that I have chosen to let go and give you to her, I won't be like her back then." I'm sorry for what I did, and I'm sorry for her, it's a matter of principle, otherwise wouldn't I be just like her?"
Xiao Changkun was anxious, and said: "That woman almost ruined the relationship between the two of us for the rest of our lives. Is it necessary for you to speak principles to her at this time?"
Han Meiqing said seriously: "Actually, after that incident happened back then, I also knew in my heart that Ma Lan was behind all this. I knew she was a villain, but I couldn't become a villain just because I was hurt by a villain." villain."
As she said that, she looked at Xiao Changkun again, and said very seriously: "You are her husband after all now, and I can meet and have dinner with you like an ordinary friend or an ordinary old classmate, but we cannot That step is impossible at all..."
Xiao Changkun burst into tears. He looked at Han Meiqing, choked up and said: "Is it impossible for the two of us to meet again in this life? After so many years, we can finally meet again. Don't you want to make up for us? Any regrets back then?"
Han Meiqing also had a painful expression on her face, and she sighed: "Of course I want to, otherwise I wouldn't have come back from the United States, but I think a gentleman should do it right when it comes to money and feelings. If we If there is still a chance for the two of you to be together again, it must be after you and Ma Lan divorced."
Xiao Changkun blurted out without hesitation: "Then I will divorce her immediately!"
Han Meiqing said very seriously: "Chang Kun, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that after you divorce Ma Lan, the two of us can be together."
Xiao Changkun asked nervously: "Meiqing, what do you mean by that? I don't understand, don't you want to be with me?"
Han Meiqing said sincerely: "Chang Kun, after all, we haven't seen each other for so many years. How could we suddenly decide to be together? It's too childish."
Then, she said seriously: "We were in school when we fell in love. At that time, we were all students. We had to study and socialize with classmates every day in school. We had never lived together before. , Life is different from falling in love, especially at our current age, we not only have to consider our own life, not only our own feelings, but also our children and their views on each other."
"So this kind of thing is not something we can decide with our mouths like when we were teenagers. We must think carefully and carefully before we can make a more mature decision."
Xiao Changkun said immediately: "I can't accept what you say. I know you still have feelings for me, and I have feelings for you. Since both of you have feelings, what can't be broken through? "
As he said that, Xiao Changkun forcefully asked: "Meiqing, I want you to tell the truth, do you really feel about me right now?"
Han Meiqing said with some embarrassment: "How do you want me to answer your question? After all, we were together back then, we had such a good relationship, and we were both each other's first loves, and we had regrets that lasted for more than 20 years. It's self-deception."
After speaking, Han Meiqing said again: "But as I said just now, this matter is not only about considering your own feelings."
Xiao Changkun cried more and more, feeling aggrieved like a child.
For so many years, he has suffered too much emotionally.That's why he felt great comfort at the moment when Han Meiqing came back.
It was only when he saw Han Meiqing that he realized that his previous life had been in dire straits.
Therefore, he didn't want to live another minute of that kind of life.
Seeing Xiao Changkun crying like a child, Han Meiqing's eyes turned red.
She walked up to Xiao Changkun, gently wiped away his tears with her sleeves, and said distressedly: "Changkun, you have worked so hard for so many years, if time can be turned back, we can go back to the place where we were before graduation. Now, even if you and Ma Lan already have facts, I will not give up on you..."
As she spoke, she sighed sadly again: "It's a pity, time is gone forever, and no one can turn back the years. In a blink of an eye, we are all middle-aged and elderly people who are over half a century old."
Xiao Changkun grasped her hand tightly, and said excitedly: "Meiqing! Just because we can't turn back the years, we shouldn't let down our future! Don't let us down for a second!"
At this point, Xiao Changkun was very emotional, and suddenly knelt down on one knee, and blurted out: "Meiqing, I want to be with you!"
Seeing him kneeling down, Han Meiqing panicked and hurriedly pulled him up and blurted out: "Oh, Chang Kun, what are you doing? Get up!"
Xiao Changkun said stubbornly: "If you don't agree to me, then I won't get up on my knees!"
Han Meiqing glanced at the kitchen door, and said anxiously: "Oh, get up quickly, in case the children come in and see, how can we explain this!"
Xiao Changkun said seriously: "If Paul came in and saw it, then I would tell him that I love his mother, I hope to be with his mother, and I hope to get his blessing; if Churan actually saw it, Then I'll tell her I love you, I'm going to divorce her mother and be with you!"
(End of this chapter)
