Chapter 157 Lonely
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Qing Jiu Ban Hu
"Xiao Linzi, I'm done calling, hey, where's that woman?"
After returning, Ren Lan asked Lin Jichen curiously.
Lin Jichen adjusted his mentality and said, "Leave beforehand."
"Oh, Xiao Linzi, I have to go home later. My dad called me just now and said that my mother has a cold and is sick. I have to go back and have a look. I guess I will be back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow." Ren Lan said.
"Okay." Lin Jichen nodded.
Ren Lan felt relieved to go back to the sect, and then went offline and hung up the phone. Lin Jichen was not in the mood to play games for the time being, so he also temporarily quit.
Ren Lan packed up some things and went out with her bag on her back.
Lin Jichen sent her out of the gate of the community, Ren Lan took a taxi, and did not forget to tell him before getting in the car.
"I'm not here for a couple of days, you are not allowed to be lazy, you have to exercise every day, you know, let me find you lazy, come back and drill you to death!"
Lin Jichen nodded with a smile and said, "Don't worry, I will."
"That's good." Ren Lan felt relieved and left by car.
Lin Jichen watched the car go away, suddenly feeling lonely.
Maybe it was caused by the unhappiness with Jiang Luoyu just now, which made him a little depressed.
Not wanting to go home for the time being, Lin Jichen simply took a walk on the street.
Under the street lamp, Lin Jichen's shadow continued to lengthen, and he walked aimlessly in Jiangling at night.
He stopped by a park lake, found a bench to sit down, and bought some barbecue and beer.
While eating barbecue and drinking beer while looking at the lake, I gradually relaxed.
He slowly recalled everything that happened just now, in fact, there was nothing to be sad about.
It's just cutting off an illusory emotional line, which may have hurt a girl's heart, and I feel a little guilty and sad.
But compared to this, he didn't want to see that girl wasting time on him.
Besides, this sadness is nothing compared to the painful time of betrayal in the previous life.
At that time, he was really desperate. Every day, his heart was ashamed, and he was seriously injured, waiting for death to come.
That feeling is still fresh in his memory.
After going through ups and downs, this little storm is nothing.
He used to burn all childishness and self-willedness with his persistence, but now the wilderness in his heart has grown sane and indifferent.
He knows that the most important thing for him now is to improve his strength as soon as possible, instead of wasting time accepting someone he didn't know before.
Isn't the lesson of the previous life not enough?
Although this is a bit too extreme and sensitive, this is all Lin Jichen can do.
Emotionally, apart from Gu Qiuxue and Ren Lan in reality, he trusts Leng Feiyan and Nangongyue more.
After thinking through all this, Lin Jichen's mood gradually improved.
"Xiao Lin?"
At this moment, a voice sounded, and Lin Jichen turned his head to look.
He found that it was Qin Xiaowei who was carrying a guitar standing in front of him.
"Miss Xiaowei, why are you here?" Lin Jichen asked in surprise.
Qin Xiaowei explained: "I just finished recording and came home. When I was about to reach the gate of the community, I saw you sending Xiaolan back, and then walking this way alone. It seemed that you were not in a good mood. I was afraid that you would do something stupid. That's right, just follow."
Lin Jichen laughed and said, "Miss Xiaowei, you underestimate me too much. I am so old, what stupid things can I do?"
"That's not necessarily true. Children of your age sometimes think so childishly. I read the news a few days ago that a little girl drank a bottle of paraquat because of an argument with her boyfriend. That little girl is as old as you. It's a pity." Qin said with a smile.
Lin Jichen smiled wryly, and said, "I'm just a little bored at home, so I'll go out for a walk and have some supper."
"That's good, she's quite mature, not bad." Qin Xiao teased slightly.
Lin Jichen invited with a smile: "Miss Xiaowei, would you like to sit down and have some supper, you probably haven't eaten when you just got home."
Facing Lin Jichen's invitation, Qin Xiaowei hesitated for a moment, then sat down. She was really hungry.
"I see how Xiaolan went back, did you quarrel?"
"No, you misunderstood. Her mother is sick, so she rushed home to have a look. I sent her back." Lin Jichen explained.
"It shouldn't be. I saw your expression at the time. It didn't look like you were just bored. Something unpleasant must have happened."
Qin Xiaowei believed in his own judgment. At that time, Lin Jichen was really depressed. To use the buzzword 20 years ago, it was emo.
Lin Jichen couldn't lie anymore, so he had to tell the truth.
"I can't escape Miss Xiaowei's eyes. I just said something straightforward to a friend in the game, which probably hurt his heart."
"Is it a girl?" Qin Xiaowei guessed it right away.
"En." Lin Jichen nodded.
"That must be why you rejected him."
"That's it."
Qin Xiao showed a smile, which was guessed by her.
"Then do you like her?" Qin Xiaowei asked again.
Lin Jichen was stunned for a second, then shook his head, and said, "I don't really like her, but I'm happy to get along with her. She helped me a few times, and I helped her too, so I'm a friend."
"I understand, friends are more than lovers, right?"
Lin Jichen took a sip of beer and said with a sneer, "Miss Xiaowei, you are overthinking. At my age, I only want to focus on my career."
"Yoyo, you're pretending to be mature. How old are you? At your age, isn't it time to enjoy love, enjoy love?"
Qin Xiao teased slightly: "Besides, you are so handsome, it's normal for girls to like you and pursue you, so don't be embarrassed."
"I'll ask you again, do you like your game friend more, or Xiaolan?"
"Of course it's Ren Lan." Lin Jichen didn't hesitate at all.
"That's it. You tell the other party your attitude in time, so that the girl won't get into a deeper and sadder situation in the future. This is a good thing. Sister appreciates you!" Qin Xiaowei praised.
Qin Xiaowei's words just touched Lin Jichen's heart, that's what he thought.
"Let me sing you a song, you may feel better, it's my new one."
"Okay." Lin Jichen nodded immediately, looking forward to it.
Qin Xiaowei took out the guitar and began to tune it. After a while, a brisk melody sounded along with her clear and melodious lingering sound.
"You once passed by under the scorching sun."
"Silent but like a breeze."
"The chirping of cicadas in midsummer is like a song written for you."
"The fireflies in the woods are still flickering."
"I heard Zhi Youran singing that rainbow song."
"I suddenly fell into a sweet dream and was at a loss."
"Look at the flowers, the rain, the clouds, and you."
"Heartbeat and breathing are so clear."
...
Qin Xiaowei's singing voice is crisp and clear yet mellow and soft, and when you listen to it again, it's like the gurgling water and the wind blowing willows.
Listening carefully, I felt that the sky was wide and the clouds were calm, and the sea was calm and calm, which instantly opened up Lin Jichen's mood.
Her singing seemed to have magical powers, Lin Jichen closed his eyes and leaned back on the chair, enjoying the moment.
Qin Xiaowei sang a song while watching Lin Jichen with a smile on his face.
She likes to sing to Lin Jichen very much, and seeing how he listens and enjoys, she will be very satisfied.
This is something no one else can bring her.
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Second update~I thought about the lyrics for a long time, which made the update late, sorry (scratching head).
After returning, Ren Lan asked Lin Jichen curiously.
Lin Jichen adjusted his mentality and said, "Leave beforehand."
"Oh, Xiao Linzi, I have to go home later. My dad called me just now and said that my mother has a cold and is sick. I have to go back and have a look. I guess I will be back tomorrow or the day after tomorrow." Ren Lan said.
"Okay." Lin Jichen nodded.
Ren Lan felt relieved to go back to the sect, and then went offline and hung up the phone. Lin Jichen was not in the mood to play games for the time being, so he also temporarily quit.
Ren Lan packed up some things and went out with her bag on her back.
Lin Jichen sent her out of the gate of the community, Ren Lan took a taxi, and did not forget to tell him before getting in the car.
"I'm not here for a couple of days, you are not allowed to be lazy, you have to exercise every day, you know, let me find you lazy, come back and drill you to death!"
Lin Jichen nodded with a smile and said, "Don't worry, I will."
"That's good." Ren Lan felt relieved and left by car.
Lin Jichen watched the car go away, suddenly feeling lonely.
Maybe it was caused by the unhappiness with Jiang Luoyu just now, which made him a little depressed.
Not wanting to go home for the time being, Lin Jichen simply took a walk on the street.
Under the street lamp, Lin Jichen's shadow continued to lengthen, and he walked aimlessly in Jiangling at night.
He stopped by a park lake, found a bench to sit down, and bought some barbecue and beer.
While eating barbecue and drinking beer while looking at the lake, I gradually relaxed.
He slowly recalled everything that happened just now, in fact, there was nothing to be sad about.
It's just cutting off an illusory emotional line, which may have hurt a girl's heart, and I feel a little guilty and sad.
But compared to this, he didn't want to see that girl wasting time on him.
Besides, this sadness is nothing compared to the painful time of betrayal in the previous life.
At that time, he was really desperate. Every day, his heart was ashamed, and he was seriously injured, waiting for death to come.
That feeling is still fresh in his memory.
After going through ups and downs, this little storm is nothing.
He used to burn all childishness and self-willedness with his persistence, but now the wilderness in his heart has grown sane and indifferent.
He knows that the most important thing for him now is to improve his strength as soon as possible, instead of wasting time accepting someone he didn't know before.
Isn't the lesson of the previous life not enough?
Although this is a bit too extreme and sensitive, this is all Lin Jichen can do.
Emotionally, apart from Gu Qiuxue and Ren Lan in reality, he trusts Leng Feiyan and Nangongyue more.
After thinking through all this, Lin Jichen's mood gradually improved.
"Xiao Lin?"
At this moment, a voice sounded, and Lin Jichen turned his head to look.
He found that it was Qin Xiaowei who was carrying a guitar standing in front of him.
"Miss Xiaowei, why are you here?" Lin Jichen asked in surprise.
Qin Xiaowei explained: "I just finished recording and came home. When I was about to reach the gate of the community, I saw you sending Xiaolan back, and then walking this way alone. It seemed that you were not in a good mood. I was afraid that you would do something stupid. That's right, just follow."
Lin Jichen laughed and said, "Miss Xiaowei, you underestimate me too much. I am so old, what stupid things can I do?"
"That's not necessarily true. Children of your age sometimes think so childishly. I read the news a few days ago that a little girl drank a bottle of paraquat because of an argument with her boyfriend. That little girl is as old as you. It's a pity." Qin said with a smile.
Lin Jichen smiled wryly, and said, "I'm just a little bored at home, so I'll go out for a walk and have some supper."
"That's good, she's quite mature, not bad." Qin Xiao teased slightly.
Lin Jichen invited with a smile: "Miss Xiaowei, would you like to sit down and have some supper, you probably haven't eaten when you just got home."
Facing Lin Jichen's invitation, Qin Xiaowei hesitated for a moment, then sat down. She was really hungry.
"I see how Xiaolan went back, did you quarrel?"
"No, you misunderstood. Her mother is sick, so she rushed home to have a look. I sent her back." Lin Jichen explained.
"It shouldn't be. I saw your expression at the time. It didn't look like you were just bored. Something unpleasant must have happened."
Qin Xiaowei believed in his own judgment. At that time, Lin Jichen was really depressed. To use the buzzword 20 years ago, it was emo.
Lin Jichen couldn't lie anymore, so he had to tell the truth.
"I can't escape Miss Xiaowei's eyes. I just said something straightforward to a friend in the game, which probably hurt his heart."
"Is it a girl?" Qin Xiaowei guessed it right away.
"En." Lin Jichen nodded.
"That must be why you rejected him."
"That's it."
Qin Xiao showed a smile, which was guessed by her.
"Then do you like her?" Qin Xiaowei asked again.
Lin Jichen was stunned for a second, then shook his head, and said, "I don't really like her, but I'm happy to get along with her. She helped me a few times, and I helped her too, so I'm a friend."
"I understand, friends are more than lovers, right?"
Lin Jichen took a sip of beer and said with a sneer, "Miss Xiaowei, you are overthinking. At my age, I only want to focus on my career."
"Yoyo, you're pretending to be mature. How old are you? At your age, isn't it time to enjoy love, enjoy love?"
Qin Xiao teased slightly: "Besides, you are so handsome, it's normal for girls to like you and pursue you, so don't be embarrassed."
"I'll ask you again, do you like your game friend more, or Xiaolan?"
"Of course it's Ren Lan." Lin Jichen didn't hesitate at all.
"That's it. You tell the other party your attitude in time, so that the girl won't get into a deeper and sadder situation in the future. This is a good thing. Sister appreciates you!" Qin Xiaowei praised.
Qin Xiaowei's words just touched Lin Jichen's heart, that's what he thought.
"Let me sing you a song, you may feel better, it's my new one."
"Okay." Lin Jichen nodded immediately, looking forward to it.
Qin Xiaowei took out the guitar and began to tune it. After a while, a brisk melody sounded along with her clear and melodious lingering sound.
"You once passed by under the scorching sun."
"Silent but like a breeze."
"The chirping of cicadas in midsummer is like a song written for you."
"The fireflies in the woods are still flickering."
"I heard Zhi Youran singing that rainbow song."
"I suddenly fell into a sweet dream and was at a loss."
"Look at the flowers, the rain, the clouds, and you."
"Heartbeat and breathing are so clear."
...
Qin Xiaowei's singing voice is crisp and clear yet mellow and soft, and when you listen to it again, it's like the gurgling water and the wind blowing willows.
Listening carefully, I felt that the sky was wide and the clouds were calm, and the sea was calm and calm, which instantly opened up Lin Jichen's mood.
Her singing seemed to have magical powers, Lin Jichen closed his eyes and leaned back on the chair, enjoying the moment.
Qin Xiaowei sang a song while watching Lin Jichen with a smile on his face.
She likes to sing to Lin Jichen very much, and seeing how he listens and enjoys, she will be very satisfied.
This is something no one else can bring her.
·····
Second update~I thought about the lyrics for a long time, which made the update late, sorry (scratching head).
