Chapter 104 Fina's Secret
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Chu Ni Fan Wan
Sirius looked up at the window of the tower, where Fina was no longer to be seen.
But because the tracer's effect is still there, Sun Zhu knows that Fei Na has not left.
"Although in this position, I can be sure that Miss Bistro can't see us, but just in case, do you mind if I cover our figure a little bit?" Sirius asked.
"Please feel free, Professor Black." Sun Zhu nodded.
Sirius glanced at a few small stone piers not far away, took out his magic wand and turned them into two upholstered chairs, and cast an invisibility spell on Sun Zhu and himself, motioning her to go and sit down.
Sun Zhu was a little surprised to find that he seemed to blend in with the surrounding environment.
"Ordinary students will not notice that we are here, and there will be no other professors passing by at this time." Sirius added: "To make a long story short, Zhu, I think since you recognize my Animagus, you must also know That thing about me back then, right?"
Sun Zhu nodded, seeing that Sirius added another "whisper" to himself, he couldn't help lowering his voice and said, "Although the "Daily Prophet" didn't detail it in detail, my father is an official of the Ministry of Magic, and he knows some details. about it. I was curious and asked specifically... I hope you don't mind."
"It's nothing to mind." Sirius shrugged, "I wrongly believed in a villain and hurt my best friend... I will not escape my mistakes. It's just that my sins are far more than I imagined."
Sun Zhu shook his head: "It's not all your fault, Professor Black."
"If you don't mind, just call me Sirius." Sirius sighed, "Everyone says so, but I can't convince myself that Peter will be punished as he deserves, but I haven't..."
"You have been in Azkaban for so many years..." Sun Zhu hesitated to speak, but saw Sirius suddenly laughed.
"Okay, I've dragged the topic away. Actually, I know what you want to say, but this matter has nothing to do with Miss Burst, but I still mention it because..." Sirius closed his eyes slightly, and said softly: "Zhu, do you still remember the accusations about Peter's crimes published in the "Daily Prophet", what are the specifics?"
"During his school days, he secretly leaked information about the Order of the Phoenix to mysterious people, and betrayed the specific addresses of the Potters and the couple, which led to their killing..." Sun Zhu recalled the report, "And in order to avoid being hunted down, he blamed everything on you , and while fleeing in the street, caused a small explosion, killing twelve innocent Muggles..."
Sirius suddenly opened his eyes, and the dark gray eyes were full of exhaustion and regret: "Yes, his betrayal not only caused irreparable damage to the wizarding world, but also brought harm to the Muggles. disaster."
Sun Zhu opened his eyes slightly, and said in disbelief, "You mean, those twelve Muggles who were imprisoned by innocence, they..."
"Miss Burst's mother and grandmother are among them." Sirius covered his eyes in pain, "I cannot and will not make any excuses for this, maybe... maybe you want to say that the explosion was caused by Peter The traitor did it. But if I don't chase him to the busy street, if I can detect his intentions in time, if I..."
Sun Zhu couldn't speak a word anymore, she got up subconsciously, looked at Sirius who was in pain and blamed herself, and then looked up to the window on the seventh floor, not knowing how to react.
It turned out that this was the reason why Fina had always had complicated feelings for Sirius. It turned out that Harry was not the only one who lost his relatives after what happened that year, and there were many other poor people who were innocently implicated.
It's just that they are not the protagonists of the story, so they are never mentioned positively.
Their sorrows are unknown, their pains don't deserve to be mentioned because they are just background panels in the story.
It's cannon fodder, a passerby, and an inconspicuous drop of blood.
"I understand, Sirius." Sun Zhu said softly: "You found out that the Potters were murdered back then, so you suspected that Peter betrayed you. You chased him to avenge the Potters with all your heart, and didn't take other things into consideration at all. Because At that time, you were already on the verge of collapse, and you couldn't think about it that much..."
He didn't have time to think about the impact of two wizards going to fight in the streets of Muggles.Peter was jumping over the wall in a hurry, but Sirius had no time to take care of it... so the tragic consequences will be borne by others.
"So, Miss Burst hates me, I completely understand, I also hate myself at that time. I don't know how to make it up to her now... I don't ask for forgiveness, I just hope she can suffer less, but what should I do ..." Sirius shook his head blankly, this feeling of helplessness was even stronger than when he faced his godson.
"I don't know what you should do." Sun Zhu looked at him and said suddenly: "But you shouldn't keep blaming yourself for the past. Let me ask you, if it was Peter, he knew about it , will he be as painful and remorseful as you are?"
Sirius looked at her in surprise.
The girl in front of her was not tall, with soft features and a gentle temperament.She looks well-behaved and kind when she is not talking, and she is clever and lively when she smiles. She is a beautiful oriental girl who is easy to fall in love with.
But at this moment, she frowned, her voice was calm, her eyes were full of unspeakable entanglement, and what she said was not at all like an 11-year-old child: "Siris, you know that Peter will not reflect on this, only you will. Guilty. Because your moral bottom line is higher than his, and you are more responsible. But, I hope you don’t spend all your time on entanglement and regret. After all, what happened can’t be changed, can’t you? You want to compensate Fina, I am willing to help you, how to do it specifically can be discussed in the long term. But please don't indulge in this kind of grief and anger that is of no benefit to improving things."
She breathed a sigh of relief, sat back again, glanced at Sirius who was a little dull-eyed, put her hands on her forehead helplessly, and sighed: "Well, I admit, it's easy to say these things, and you have to do it without getting entangled at all." But it is very difficult. Even I, a complete bystander, would not be able to sink after hearing what happened to Fina, let alone you. So, Sirius, you do not ask Fina for forgiveness, but only hope that she will be able to do better in the future. Live better, right?"
Sirius nodded slowly: "Yes, but I know it's very difficult to do. I think Miss Burst doesn't want to see me at all, let alone ask me to make it up to her."
Sun Zhu couldn't care less about the address he used when talking to Sirius, after all, according to their psychological age, they could barely be regarded as "same age".
She said directly to him: "There are many ways to make it up to her. As long as you live long enough, anything can happen. Anyway, I'm glad you're willing to tell me this, and I'll try my best to make it happen It's not for you, it's just for my friend."
But because the tracer's effect is still there, Sun Zhu knows that Fei Na has not left.
"Although in this position, I can be sure that Miss Bistro can't see us, but just in case, do you mind if I cover our figure a little bit?" Sirius asked.
"Please feel free, Professor Black." Sun Zhu nodded.
Sirius glanced at a few small stone piers not far away, took out his magic wand and turned them into two upholstered chairs, and cast an invisibility spell on Sun Zhu and himself, motioning her to go and sit down.
Sun Zhu was a little surprised to find that he seemed to blend in with the surrounding environment.
"Ordinary students will not notice that we are here, and there will be no other professors passing by at this time." Sirius added: "To make a long story short, Zhu, I think since you recognize my Animagus, you must also know That thing about me back then, right?"
Sun Zhu nodded, seeing that Sirius added another "whisper" to himself, he couldn't help lowering his voice and said, "Although the "Daily Prophet" didn't detail it in detail, my father is an official of the Ministry of Magic, and he knows some details. about it. I was curious and asked specifically... I hope you don't mind."
"It's nothing to mind." Sirius shrugged, "I wrongly believed in a villain and hurt my best friend... I will not escape my mistakes. It's just that my sins are far more than I imagined."
Sun Zhu shook his head: "It's not all your fault, Professor Black."
"If you don't mind, just call me Sirius." Sirius sighed, "Everyone says so, but I can't convince myself that Peter will be punished as he deserves, but I haven't..."
"You have been in Azkaban for so many years..." Sun Zhu hesitated to speak, but saw Sirius suddenly laughed.
"Okay, I've dragged the topic away. Actually, I know what you want to say, but this matter has nothing to do with Miss Burst, but I still mention it because..." Sirius closed his eyes slightly, and said softly: "Zhu, do you still remember the accusations about Peter's crimes published in the "Daily Prophet", what are the specifics?"
"During his school days, he secretly leaked information about the Order of the Phoenix to mysterious people, and betrayed the specific addresses of the Potters and the couple, which led to their killing..." Sun Zhu recalled the report, "And in order to avoid being hunted down, he blamed everything on you , and while fleeing in the street, caused a small explosion, killing twelve innocent Muggles..."
Sirius suddenly opened his eyes, and the dark gray eyes were full of exhaustion and regret: "Yes, his betrayal not only caused irreparable damage to the wizarding world, but also brought harm to the Muggles. disaster."
Sun Zhu opened his eyes slightly, and said in disbelief, "You mean, those twelve Muggles who were imprisoned by innocence, they..."
"Miss Burst's mother and grandmother are among them." Sirius covered his eyes in pain, "I cannot and will not make any excuses for this, maybe... maybe you want to say that the explosion was caused by Peter The traitor did it. But if I don't chase him to the busy street, if I can detect his intentions in time, if I..."
Sun Zhu couldn't speak a word anymore, she got up subconsciously, looked at Sirius who was in pain and blamed herself, and then looked up to the window on the seventh floor, not knowing how to react.
It turned out that this was the reason why Fina had always had complicated feelings for Sirius. It turned out that Harry was not the only one who lost his relatives after what happened that year, and there were many other poor people who were innocently implicated.
It's just that they are not the protagonists of the story, so they are never mentioned positively.
Their sorrows are unknown, their pains don't deserve to be mentioned because they are just background panels in the story.
It's cannon fodder, a passerby, and an inconspicuous drop of blood.
"I understand, Sirius." Sun Zhu said softly: "You found out that the Potters were murdered back then, so you suspected that Peter betrayed you. You chased him to avenge the Potters with all your heart, and didn't take other things into consideration at all. Because At that time, you were already on the verge of collapse, and you couldn't think about it that much..."
He didn't have time to think about the impact of two wizards going to fight in the streets of Muggles.Peter was jumping over the wall in a hurry, but Sirius had no time to take care of it... so the tragic consequences will be borne by others.
"So, Miss Burst hates me, I completely understand, I also hate myself at that time. I don't know how to make it up to her now... I don't ask for forgiveness, I just hope she can suffer less, but what should I do ..." Sirius shook his head blankly, this feeling of helplessness was even stronger than when he faced his godson.
"I don't know what you should do." Sun Zhu looked at him and said suddenly: "But you shouldn't keep blaming yourself for the past. Let me ask you, if it was Peter, he knew about it , will he be as painful and remorseful as you are?"
Sirius looked at her in surprise.
The girl in front of her was not tall, with soft features and a gentle temperament.She looks well-behaved and kind when she is not talking, and she is clever and lively when she smiles. She is a beautiful oriental girl who is easy to fall in love with.
But at this moment, she frowned, her voice was calm, her eyes were full of unspeakable entanglement, and what she said was not at all like an 11-year-old child: "Siris, you know that Peter will not reflect on this, only you will. Guilty. Because your moral bottom line is higher than his, and you are more responsible. But, I hope you don’t spend all your time on entanglement and regret. After all, what happened can’t be changed, can’t you? You want to compensate Fina, I am willing to help you, how to do it specifically can be discussed in the long term. But please don't indulge in this kind of grief and anger that is of no benefit to improving things."
She breathed a sigh of relief, sat back again, glanced at Sirius who was a little dull-eyed, put her hands on her forehead helplessly, and sighed: "Well, I admit, it's easy to say these things, and you have to do it without getting entangled at all." But it is very difficult. Even I, a complete bystander, would not be able to sink after hearing what happened to Fina, let alone you. So, Sirius, you do not ask Fina for forgiveness, but only hope that she will be able to do better in the future. Live better, right?"
Sirius nodded slowly: "Yes, but I know it's very difficult to do. I think Miss Burst doesn't want to see me at all, let alone ask me to make it up to her."
Sun Zhu couldn't care less about the address he used when talking to Sirius, after all, according to their psychological age, they could barely be regarded as "same age".
She said directly to him: "There are many ways to make it up to her. As long as you live long enough, anything can happen. Anyway, I'm glad you're willing to tell me this, and I'll try my best to make it happen It's not for you, it's just for my friend."
