Chapter 418 I never lack "power"
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Chu Ni Fan Wan
"It shouldn't be, A-Zhu. I've seen your transcript from last semester. With this foundation, after a month of practice, you won't have this effect."
Sun Zhengxing looked at the blur of light, rubbed his chin, and shook his head: "Although it is a defensive spell that can take effect in an instant, it also requires you to have enough magic power and be skilled enough in using the spell. Your mental strength is stable enough...Azhu, have you ever made any guesses about the problem?"
"Maybe I'm not calm enough. Does this have to rely on understanding? Am I too thoughtful?"
"No, just the opposite. After excluding the reasons for your own lack of foundation, I can confirm... all this is because your life has been smooth, there are no major setbacks, and there are no forced losses, so you can't compare the preciousness of 'happiness'. There is no progress." Sun Zhengxing concluded directly.
Seeing that she didn't seem to react, he continued to explain: "Don't always doubt your abilities. Many things in the magical world are completely unreasonable. It doesn't even believe in the principle of 'hard work will pay off'. Yes. There are people who can easily master skills that others cannot achieve even with great effort, such as natural Legilimency, natural Metamorphmagus...haven't you heard of them all?"
"Then what should I do? I can't sacrifice anything just to learn a magic spell, right?" Sun Zhu had a headache even more, "Wait a minute, Dad, tell me, how did you learn it back then?" What did you lose that made you realize the 'preciousness of happiness'?"
"Oh." Sun Zhengxing recalled it for a moment, then waved his hand, "It should be because he didn't get first place in grade that semester."
...Should I say that I am worthy of being a Ravenclaw?
"Once you succeed once, under the same external conditions, the difficulty of summoning the patron saint again will be greatly reduced. Ah Zhu, I will teach you a method that will help you succeed quickly."
"Really!" Sun Zhu's eyes lit up, "Is there a quick fix for this?"
"Haha, go and tell that boy Diggory that we will just be ordinary friends from now on, just like you told me a long time ago. I guarantee that you will make great progress in your studies in no time."
"..." Sun Zhu simply sat on the floor and looked at him awkwardly.
Sun Zhengxing was still smiling. He looked at his daughter for a while and suddenly said, "Do you know why your mother and I have never contacted each other in these years?"
"The topic changed so quickly." Sun Zhu sat cross-legged on the sofa and wanted to bring Sun Yuanbao over to listen together, but then he remembered that the guy had almost become Newt's cat, so he could only hold his chin and look at his father. .
"Because I had a big quarrel with her and decided not to have any contact with each other until we die." He continued without any burden, "I said, if I don't take you back to England, if your magic power riots, there will be no way in China. There was no way to survive. At that time, there were no official magic schools in China. There were only some reclusive wizards and monks, but there was no group that could help each other cover up their whereabouts. And I’m not familiar with it at all, so I can’t guarantee you material conditions, so I must bring you back.”
Sun Zhu said softly "Hmm".Dad continued to stare at something, seeming to recall the details of their quarrel.
"She said that I was arrogant and ignorant, arrogant and inferior. I didn't respect her at all, and I was irresponsible to you. She said that I had not experienced the pain of childbirth and could not empathize with you and devote myself to you. She said that there were a lot of reasons for me, but they were all evasions. Excuse." He turned the wand in his hand, "Actually, she was right."
"Then why can't you all come together..." Sun Zhu felt that her question was a bit stupid, but she still couldn't help but want to ask.
"She has her own responsibilities, and she can't just abandon her like that. In fact, it is indeed my fault. At that time, your grandparents suddenly fell ill. I originally worked at the International Magic Cooperation Department branch of HK. It is expected that I have to stay for at least five years. But who would have thought... So I asked her if she wanted to go back with me, and of course she was very angry."
"You went back on your word, right? You originally promised to stay there, but because of your grandparents... Anyway, you left and took me with you." Sun Zhu said very calmly: "Have you ever gone back to look for me in these years? Mom?"
"No, I am indeed escaping. In addition to taking care of you, I am numbing myself with the work of the Ministry of Magic. She is also a straightforward person and does not like people who have already been cut off to disturb her. But she said, if you are in my hands What happened? She traveled halfway around the world to take my life." He smiled, "When your grandparents fell ill and passed away, you were less than one year old, and you only stayed in the UK for less than a month. But I am very sure that you are a child with magical talent, because when I took you across the ocean, you did not feel uncomfortable at all and adapted well."
She must have been "taken care of" by Tongzi at that time, but her father didn't know it.
"Then, you held on to your guilt for me and my mother and supported me for so many years? Did you ever regret it when you found out that I didn't have any magic riots at all?"
"Haha, A Zhu, dad is not the kind of person who would waste time on meaningless things like regrets, and I never doubt my judgment." He stretched out his hand to rub her hair, "I have told you so much, yes I want to tell you that although your mother did not accompany you to grow up, it is mainly my fault. It was me who hesitated and avoided, and was so greedy that I wanted everything. When you grow up, you can go to your mother and apologize again for your father. "
"I have never blamed my mother, and I don't want her to lose her own life because of my existence." She hugged her knees, "Of course I don't blame you, because I am fine now. If you don't regret it either If I had made my original choice, I would be completely relieved. And I feel that my mother is not the kind of person who cares, otherwise she would not have let you take me away. If she still hated you, she would not have sent me anything. .Dad, you have always insisted on not moving, is it because this is the only address that mom knows?"
"That's right." He nodded, and then said: "So A-Zhu, don't think that you can't do it. It's just a magic spell. The more afraid you are of difficulties, the less able you are to overcome it. Think about what you really long for, and think about it. Isn’t it full of strength to miss your mother?”
Sun Zhu looked at the little raccoon and couldn't help but laugh: "You have gone in such a long circle just to talk about this? Dad, don't you know, in fact, I have never lacked any 'power of love'."
Sun Zhengxing looked at the blur of light, rubbed his chin, and shook his head: "Although it is a defensive spell that can take effect in an instant, it also requires you to have enough magic power and be skilled enough in using the spell. Your mental strength is stable enough...Azhu, have you ever made any guesses about the problem?"
"Maybe I'm not calm enough. Does this have to rely on understanding? Am I too thoughtful?"
"No, just the opposite. After excluding the reasons for your own lack of foundation, I can confirm... all this is because your life has been smooth, there are no major setbacks, and there are no forced losses, so you can't compare the preciousness of 'happiness'. There is no progress." Sun Zhengxing concluded directly.
Seeing that she didn't seem to react, he continued to explain: "Don't always doubt your abilities. Many things in the magical world are completely unreasonable. It doesn't even believe in the principle of 'hard work will pay off'. Yes. There are people who can easily master skills that others cannot achieve even with great effort, such as natural Legilimency, natural Metamorphmagus...haven't you heard of them all?"
"Then what should I do? I can't sacrifice anything just to learn a magic spell, right?" Sun Zhu had a headache even more, "Wait a minute, Dad, tell me, how did you learn it back then?" What did you lose that made you realize the 'preciousness of happiness'?"
"Oh." Sun Zhengxing recalled it for a moment, then waved his hand, "It should be because he didn't get first place in grade that semester."
...Should I say that I am worthy of being a Ravenclaw?
"Once you succeed once, under the same external conditions, the difficulty of summoning the patron saint again will be greatly reduced. Ah Zhu, I will teach you a method that will help you succeed quickly."
"Really!" Sun Zhu's eyes lit up, "Is there a quick fix for this?"
"Haha, go and tell that boy Diggory that we will just be ordinary friends from now on, just like you told me a long time ago. I guarantee that you will make great progress in your studies in no time."
"..." Sun Zhu simply sat on the floor and looked at him awkwardly.
Sun Zhengxing was still smiling. He looked at his daughter for a while and suddenly said, "Do you know why your mother and I have never contacted each other in these years?"
"The topic changed so quickly." Sun Zhu sat cross-legged on the sofa and wanted to bring Sun Yuanbao over to listen together, but then he remembered that the guy had almost become Newt's cat, so he could only hold his chin and look at his father. .
"Because I had a big quarrel with her and decided not to have any contact with each other until we die." He continued without any burden, "I said, if I don't take you back to England, if your magic power riots, there will be no way in China. There was no way to survive. At that time, there were no official magic schools in China. There were only some reclusive wizards and monks, but there was no group that could help each other cover up their whereabouts. And I’m not familiar with it at all, so I can’t guarantee you material conditions, so I must bring you back.”
Sun Zhu said softly "Hmm".Dad continued to stare at something, seeming to recall the details of their quarrel.
"She said that I was arrogant and ignorant, arrogant and inferior. I didn't respect her at all, and I was irresponsible to you. She said that I had not experienced the pain of childbirth and could not empathize with you and devote myself to you. She said that there were a lot of reasons for me, but they were all evasions. Excuse." He turned the wand in his hand, "Actually, she was right."
"Then why can't you all come together..." Sun Zhu felt that her question was a bit stupid, but she still couldn't help but want to ask.
"She has her own responsibilities, and she can't just abandon her like that. In fact, it is indeed my fault. At that time, your grandparents suddenly fell ill. I originally worked at the International Magic Cooperation Department branch of HK. It is expected that I have to stay for at least five years. But who would have thought... So I asked her if she wanted to go back with me, and of course she was very angry."
"You went back on your word, right? You originally promised to stay there, but because of your grandparents... Anyway, you left and took me with you." Sun Zhu said very calmly: "Have you ever gone back to look for me in these years? Mom?"
"No, I am indeed escaping. In addition to taking care of you, I am numbing myself with the work of the Ministry of Magic. She is also a straightforward person and does not like people who have already been cut off to disturb her. But she said, if you are in my hands What happened? She traveled halfway around the world to take my life." He smiled, "When your grandparents fell ill and passed away, you were less than one year old, and you only stayed in the UK for less than a month. But I am very sure that you are a child with magical talent, because when I took you across the ocean, you did not feel uncomfortable at all and adapted well."
She must have been "taken care of" by Tongzi at that time, but her father didn't know it.
"Then, you held on to your guilt for me and my mother and supported me for so many years? Did you ever regret it when you found out that I didn't have any magic riots at all?"
"Haha, A Zhu, dad is not the kind of person who would waste time on meaningless things like regrets, and I never doubt my judgment." He stretched out his hand to rub her hair, "I have told you so much, yes I want to tell you that although your mother did not accompany you to grow up, it is mainly my fault. It was me who hesitated and avoided, and was so greedy that I wanted everything. When you grow up, you can go to your mother and apologize again for your father. "
"I have never blamed my mother, and I don't want her to lose her own life because of my existence." She hugged her knees, "Of course I don't blame you, because I am fine now. If you don't regret it either If I had made my original choice, I would be completely relieved. And I feel that my mother is not the kind of person who cares, otherwise she would not have let you take me away. If she still hated you, she would not have sent me anything. .Dad, you have always insisted on not moving, is it because this is the only address that mom knows?"
"That's right." He nodded, and then said: "So A-Zhu, don't think that you can't do it. It's just a magic spell. The more afraid you are of difficulties, the less able you are to overcome it. Think about what you really long for, and think about it. Isn’t it full of strength to miss your mother?”
Sun Zhu looked at the little raccoon and couldn't help but laugh: "You have gone in such a long circle just to talk about this? Dad, don't you know, in fact, I have never lacked any 'power of love'."
