Chapter 468 You never denied it from beginning to end

"...So do you feel like this, the feeling of being left out all the time?"

The little witch lowered her head, her expression looked calm, but her words were trembling. Sun Zhu knew that she was not as calm as she seemed, so she blocked Harry and Ron's sight with her body.

She made a gesture, and Karina continued to force Harry to "spar" the ball skills.

"I rarely do, but I understand what you mean and why you feel that way."

"You know, I heard a word that day..." Hermione frowned, her expression was like eating snot-flavored beans, "Mudblood... do you know the meaning of this word? Slater That Malfoy Lin, when he said this, he looked at me as if he saw a fly. This is really..."

"Then just treat him like a fly. That kid Draco really likes to buzz around when nothing happens."

It seems that scaring him was not enough.

Hermione couldn't help but curled her lips, and then shook her head: "Bamboo, do you know what I was thinking at that time? At first, anger occupied my mind, but Harry and Ron were even more angry than me. At that time, I I feel like I have real friends here, so..."

She glanced lightly in the direction of Harry and the others, then quickly withdrew her eyes, lowering her eyelashes and saying slowly: "Malfoy's insulting and belittling words cannot make me have any more negative emotions. In my eyes, Here, he is not an important person at all, so he cannot hurt me. However, Harry and the others are different. We have experienced so many things together, but for what reason, whether it is Harry or Ron... they have each other. When you have secrets or encounter difficulties, you will not think of me first.”

Sun Zhu saw the little witch's head lowered: "I know this must be because I take myself too seriously. But I couldn't control myself. I thought the word 'Mudblood' couldn't hurt me at all. , but since last semester, I have often thought about this problem one night, I am really an outlier here.”

Sun Zhu reached out and rubbed her furry head, but said nothing for a while.

Hermione quickly raised her head again and rubbed her eyes randomly: "Sorry, I shouldn't talk so much nonsense to you. I know you must be very, very busy this semester, but I bother you with this. If I I wish I could be as good as you, able to take care of so many things at the same time, and have such a good relationship with my friends. Everyone likes you so much, I really...envy you."

Sun Zhu opened his eyes slightly.

"I really didn't expect you to look at me like this." She changed her sitting position and sat side by side with Hermione. "I'm not as comfortable as you think, and hearing you say this doesn't make me feel... Troubled, I'm glad you're willing to tell me these things."

Hermione folded her arms and tilted her head to look at her: "In my opinion, you are already very powerful, but I can also see that you seem to be under a lot of pressure all the time. Could it be that..."

The little witch looked at Karina, who was half a room away from them: "It's Senior Sister Jones and Senior Sister Bursted, they are also..."

"Of course not, they are both very nice people and I am very lucky to have met them."

Her real concern, of course, is still related to the noseless boy who loves to smile.

"Oh, I understand." Hermione said again: "Is it Senior Diggory that bothers you?"

"What?" Sun Zhu smiled, "He is the person in the world who least troubles me."

No, worrying about his life and death every day is not considered a bother.

"Well..." Hermione buried her head in her arms, "Then I understand. My feelings for Harry and Ron are different from your feelings for Senior Diggory."

Sun Zhu turned to look at Hermione. Her voice was muffled but clear: "I sometimes annoy them and want to beat them all up. I feel that there is no one more annoying than them in the whole Hogwarts." But sometimes I feel that they are not only my friends, but also my relatives, and I am willing to sacrifice everything that is important to me to protect them and fulfill their wishes.”

"Then...then I think this is about the same."

"Have you ever been angry with Senior Diggory?"

Sun Zhu thought for a moment: "No, he has never done anything offensive. On the contrary, I think sometimes he should be angry with me."

But it doesn't matter if you're angry, this guy is super easy to coax.

"That's because Senior Diggory is perfect in the eyes of many people, and the same is true in your eyes." Hermione supported her chin with her hand, "But he must have some shortcomings that were not discovered by you. Love will make People are blind. I would never look at Harry and Ron that way, and they certainly wouldn't look at me that way."

"Wait a minute, why are you so blind? I think I'm very rational!"

"Don't you think he's so perfect that it's unreal? I don't believe such a person exists in reality."

"You're right."

In reality, it does not exist. Even in novels, people like him...

Sun Zhu shook his head. It seemed that for some kind of balance, he had to find a way to make someone get a bad habit.

"I didn't mean to say bad things about Senior Diggory in front of you." Hermione added: "I just want to say that precisely because I have different feelings for Harry and Ron, I can't ignore some of their opinions. There is no way I can care less about their attitude toward me.”

"Okay, you mean that the standards for lovers and friends are different, right?" Sun Zhu poked her face, "Is it possible? This is actually determined by your personality and thinking. Even if you get along with them as lovers, you will still treat them with the same attitude. "

Hermione looked at her seriously and said nothing.

"Have I misunderstood you?" Sun Zhu asked.

"You never denied it from beginning to end." She blinked.

"what?"

"You admitted that you are in love with Senior Diggory."

"Ah." Sun Zhu subconsciously covered his mouth, and then let it go after a moment.

"You don't want to deny it! You just said it directly, the difference between friends and lovers, I didn't mention anything about lovers and not lovers!" Hermione's eyes flashed with a hint of cunning, "Be honest! "

"I didn't say that I wanted to deny it." Sun Zhu muttered, "This is not something that cannot be admitted. The problem is that although the people around us and even ourselves have acquiesced in this, if we think about it carefully, my relationship with him Still missing something crucial..."

"Oh my god, hasn't he confessed his love to you yet?"

"That's not the point." Sun Zhu shook his head, "It's because some things have not been completed, so we can't really relax."

In fact, there is no need to say more about what that guy did openly and covertly.

Sun Zhu gently rubbed Hermione's face with the back of his hand: "Don't tell me you just said those things because you just wanted to gossip about this."

The little witch's face immediately fell: "How is that possible..."

"I knew it." Sun Zhu smiled, "Then do you want to hear my advice?"