Chapter 2319 Two mouths talk 2 talk

"Although this sandbar is very dangerous and the problem is very serious, it is an opportunity for you. If you really go to the sandbar and solve the problem, this credit will be directly recorded in the list of the Organization Department of the Central Committee. This will be of great help to your future development."

"Besides, based on my understanding of you, you would definitely agree without hesitation. For you, the more dangerous and difficult the place is, the more excited you are. Why did you suddenly become cowardly this time? This is unlike your character. What went wrong?" Hu Jiayun asked Qin Feng puzzledly.

Qin Feng lost interest in joking with Hu Jiayun. He took a big puff of his cigarette and said slowly, "I promised Zhou Qian that I would never leave Zhongjiang again. I will always be with her and Niuniu."

"I owed her and my daughter so much over the years that I barely spent a few days with them. Especially during the half year I was locked up, Zhou Qian suffered so much."

"If I agree this time, it won't be like in Xiquan, where I could come back to see him at least once every one or two months. This is not the same province, and we are thousands of kilometers apart. Plus, the sandbar problem is so serious, if I really go there, I might only see him once a year."

"And once I go to Shazhou, I will most likely stay in Ganliang Province for the rest of my life. I will be destined to be separated from Zhou Qian for the rest of my life, and I will miss Niuniu's growth for the rest of my life."

Qin Feng spoke leisurely while smoking a cigarette.

Hu Jiayun also fell silent after hearing Qin Feng's words.

"What do you really think? Do you really want to go?" Hu Jiayun asked.

"I don't know." Qin Feng shook his head.

"In fact, when you said you didn't know, you had already given the answer. If you really didn't want to go, you would have directly rejected Deputy Minister Hong at that time. And you wouldn't be so distressed during this time since you came back, losing your appetite and staying up all night to smoke on the balcony." Hu Jiayun analyzed.

"How did you know?" Qin Feng was shocked.

"you guess?"

"Did Zhou Qian tell you that?" Qin Feng asked.

"Zhou Qian called me today and said that you seemed to have lost your soul since you came back from Beijing with Minister Zhao. You were absent-minded and unhappy all day long. When I asked you what happened, you didn't tell me."

"Zhou Qian is very worried about you, so she asked me to ask you what happened. She said you must have encountered something at work and didn't want her to know." Hu Jiayun told her the whole story.

"Sister, don't tell Zhou Qian about these things."

"Why?" Hu Jiayun was surprised.

"You know Zhou Qian well, and you know how good she is to me. If she knew, she would definitely persuade me to go. Even if I don't go in the end, she would blame herself and think that my future was ruined because of her. So it's best not to tell her about this, and just pretend that nothing happened." Qin Feng said.

"Have you decided not to go?" Hu Jiayun asked.

"Yes, actually I was ready to refuse in Vice Minister Hong's office, but Vice Minister Hong interrupted me and told me to come back and think it over carefully before telling him the decision."

Hu Jiayun nodded and asked, "Qin Feng, since you have made up your mind, why are you still unhappy all day long?"

"I……"

"This means that you haven't completely let it go. It means that you're still unwilling to give up." Hu Jiayun's words hit the nail on the head.

"Yes, I am indeed a little reluctant. After all, this is a very good opportunity. If I miss it, I may never leave the Political Research Office in my life. You know my personality. I don't like and am not suitable for staying in this kind of unit."

"But it doesn't matter, this is only temporary and it will be fine after a while. Family and career are inherently contradictory. I chose career in the past ten years, and now it's time to return to family. There is no such thing as having the best of both worlds in life." Qin Feng smiled, picked up his chopsticks and started eating.

"If you miss this opportunity, will you regret it later?" Hu Jiayun asked.

"I... don't know, maybe, maybe not." Qin Feng hesitated.

"If it were the past, you would definitely say no. You, Qin Feng, never regret anything you have decided." Hu Jiayun looked at Qin Feng and asked.

"I..." Qin Feng was choked again by Hu Jiayun's words.

"Qin Feng, you are right. Career and family can sometimes be contradictory."

"It is indeed a very good opportunity for you to go to Shazhou. It will be of great help to your future development. From this perspective, you have to go. This kind of opportunity may only come once in your life."

"But at the same time you can see that going to the sandbar is not only a political gamble, but also fraught with danger."

"The previous mayor had an accident. What about you? Will they be kind to you? So as your sister, from the bottom of my heart, I don't want you to go."

"Not only are you in a dilemma, I am also in a dilemma. The only difference is that the dilemma I am in is between your future and your danger, while your dilemma is between your career and your family."

"You keep saying that you have made the final decision, but you are unhappy all day long, which means that deep down you have not thought about it and have not made the final decision."

"Qin Feng, since this matter involves family and career, you should tell Zhou Qian about it, and then you two should sit down and talk about it and make a decision together."

"As long as you two reach a consensus, no matter what decision you make in the end, you will not regret it."

"And Zhou Qian didn't even have the right to know about such a big thing. What would she think?"

"Listen to me, find Zhou Qian when you go back and tell her about this matter in detail. Then you two should sit down and discuss this matter carefully. Whether you go or not, it is actually the right choice. But the prerequisite is that you two must be in agreement. Do you understand?" Hu Jiayun said to Qin Feng earnestly.

Qin Feng put down his chopsticks again and lit a cigarette, then nodded. He understood what Hu Jiayun wanted to express.

After Qin Feng left Hu Jiayun's place, he drove straight back home. Zhou Qian had no social engagements tonight and came back quite early.

Qin Feng played games with his daughter as usual, and then took her to the yard to jump rope and play basketball.

It was not until he sat by the bed, told his daughter a bedtime story, and watched her fall asleep that he quietly opened the door and walked out of his daughter's bedroom.

Niu Niu has started sleeping alone since last year.

Back in the bedroom, Qin Feng said to Zhou Qian, who had just finished her shower and was about to go to bed, "Honey, come out. I have something to talk to you about."