Chapter 388 The Security I Want
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Feng Liu Xiao Er
Since he came to watch a movie with her, Qin Feng could only sit down beside Xie Simin at Xie Simin's discretion.
The movie started soon, and the lights in the movie theater were also dimmed. It was so dark, and there were only the two of them sitting in the corner of the huge hall, even Qin Feng felt a little panicked.
Qin Feng was glad that what he bought was a comedy, not a horror movie.
When the movie started, Qin Feng watched the movie with great interest. It is said that this movie is a New Year's Eve movie, a big-produced comedy, and the leading actors are all comedians.
Qin Feng watched it for a while, and it was indeed very good, very funny, even someone like Qin Feng, who is not interested in movies and TV shows at all, laughed out loud after watching it, it was very exciting.
Qin Feng looked at it for a while, and turned his head inadvertently, only to find that Xie Simin was sitting on the seat staring at the movie screen, but tears had already stained his face.
Qin Feng was taken aback and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why are you still crying while watching comedy?"
Xie Simin wiped her tears with her hand, and ignored Qin Feng.
"Still angry with your father?" Qin Feng asked, wanting to give Xie Simin a tissue, but he didn't have it.
"None of your business, watch your movie." Xie Simin said in a bad tone.
"It's none of my business and you asked me to take you to see a movie?" Qin Feng smiled wryly, he knew that Xie Simin definitely didn't really want to watch a movie, but was really in a bad mood.
"What about your father... It's not that he doesn't love you, but the way he loves you..." Qin Feng tried to comfort Xie Simin.
"If you don't know how to comfort others, don't force comfort." Xie Simin directly interrupted Qin Feng.
"Okay, let me tell you straight, your dad is used to being a leader, and has developed such a serious and pedantic personality. It's your dad who is wrong, he can't bring the same things at work to the house Treat your own family. Do you like to hear that?" Qin Feng asked.
"It's better, let's continue." Xie Simin nodded.
"What? You're only happy if you force me to call your father useless and scold you bloody?" Qin Feng smiled.
"Do you dare?" Xie Simin asked.
"Don't dare." Qin Feng replied very frankly.
"Countless." Xie Simin gave Qin Feng a white look.
"You hate your father?" Qin Feng asked after thinking about it.
"I don't know, I hate it anyway. As long as he is at home, I don't want to talk, and I don't want to leave my bedroom door. I'm afraid that if I don't do a good job, if I don't say the right sentence, he will be stern and stare. I."
"From childhood to adulthood, I never got the slightest bit of tolerance and warmth from him. What I had was only lessons, scolding and blows. As far as I can remember, my dad's face never smiled at me..."
Xie Simin stared at the screen, and told Qin Feng little by little about her growth experience, which was very detailed and painful, and she shed tears while talking, and the tears never stopped for a moment.
"At that time, I thought it was because I was young and ignorant that he would be so fierce to me, but now I am eighteen and I am in college, and he is still the same. Maybe it is really as you said, in In his eyes, I am also one of his subordinates, and he and I are only in a working relationship. He is responsible for giving birth to me, raising me, and then managing me as a father. I accept his leadership and work together to complete the work of the family."
"Just like if he is unhappy, he can teach you as he pleases and you don't dare to talk back. In his heart, I should do the same." Speaking of this, Xie Simin sneered, and the more he laughed, the more tears came.
Although Xie Simin was being sarcastic, Qin Feng felt that Xie Simin's metaphor was very vivid. Xie Zhiguo was too harsh and cold to Xie Simin, lacking love.
"I...I don't know how to comfort people, so I don't know what I should say to enlighten you and make you feel better." Qin Feng sighed.
"You don't need to say anything, just lend me your shoulder." Xie Simin said.
Before Qin Feng had time to agree to Xie Simin, he put his arms around Qin Feng's arm and leaned on Qin Feng's shoulder, and said leisurely: "Everyone says that father's shoulders are broad, and they are the safest harbor for children. I didn’t feel a sense of security from my dad, but only fear, the fear from the bottom of my heart.”
Xie Simin still had one sentence to say, which was: Leaning on Qin Feng's shoulder at this moment made her feel very at ease. Her father never gave her such a sense of security.
"Whether you want to listen or not, I still want to say that it's not that your dad doesn't love you, it's just that he loves you in the wrong way. Just like he treats me, the entire county party committee knows that he treats me very well, even some Preference. But he never smiled at me, and almost every time he went to report to him, he scolded me for nothing."
"However, when I did something wrong, he would silently carry it for me. If I had difficulties, he would always silently solve them for me."
"Director Xiao of the County Party Committee once said to me that it depends on who Secretary Xie likes and who he scolds the most. This must be true." Qin Feng tried to guide Xie Simin with his own understanding of Xie Zhiguo.
The movie started soon, and the lights in the movie theater were also dimmed. It was so dark, and there were only the two of them sitting in the corner of the huge hall, even Qin Feng felt a little panicked.
Qin Feng was glad that what he bought was a comedy, not a horror movie.
When the movie started, Qin Feng watched the movie with great interest. It is said that this movie is a New Year's Eve movie, a big-produced comedy, and the leading actors are all comedians.
Qin Feng watched it for a while, and it was indeed very good, very funny, even someone like Qin Feng, who is not interested in movies and TV shows at all, laughed out loud after watching it, it was very exciting.
Qin Feng looked at it for a while, and turned his head inadvertently, only to find that Xie Simin was sitting on the seat staring at the movie screen, but tears had already stained his face.
Qin Feng was taken aback and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why are you still crying while watching comedy?"
Xie Simin wiped her tears with her hand, and ignored Qin Feng.
"Still angry with your father?" Qin Feng asked, wanting to give Xie Simin a tissue, but he didn't have it.
"None of your business, watch your movie." Xie Simin said in a bad tone.
"It's none of my business and you asked me to take you to see a movie?" Qin Feng smiled wryly, he knew that Xie Simin definitely didn't really want to watch a movie, but was really in a bad mood.
"What about your father... It's not that he doesn't love you, but the way he loves you..." Qin Feng tried to comfort Xie Simin.
"If you don't know how to comfort others, don't force comfort." Xie Simin directly interrupted Qin Feng.
"Okay, let me tell you straight, your dad is used to being a leader, and has developed such a serious and pedantic personality. It's your dad who is wrong, he can't bring the same things at work to the house Treat your own family. Do you like to hear that?" Qin Feng asked.
"It's better, let's continue." Xie Simin nodded.
"What? You're only happy if you force me to call your father useless and scold you bloody?" Qin Feng smiled.
"Do you dare?" Xie Simin asked.
"Don't dare." Qin Feng replied very frankly.
"Countless." Xie Simin gave Qin Feng a white look.
"You hate your father?" Qin Feng asked after thinking about it.
"I don't know, I hate it anyway. As long as he is at home, I don't want to talk, and I don't want to leave my bedroom door. I'm afraid that if I don't do a good job, if I don't say the right sentence, he will be stern and stare. I."
"From childhood to adulthood, I never got the slightest bit of tolerance and warmth from him. What I had was only lessons, scolding and blows. As far as I can remember, my dad's face never smiled at me..."
Xie Simin stared at the screen, and told Qin Feng little by little about her growth experience, which was very detailed and painful, and she shed tears while talking, and the tears never stopped for a moment.
"At that time, I thought it was because I was young and ignorant that he would be so fierce to me, but now I am eighteen and I am in college, and he is still the same. Maybe it is really as you said, in In his eyes, I am also one of his subordinates, and he and I are only in a working relationship. He is responsible for giving birth to me, raising me, and then managing me as a father. I accept his leadership and work together to complete the work of the family."
"Just like if he is unhappy, he can teach you as he pleases and you don't dare to talk back. In his heart, I should do the same." Speaking of this, Xie Simin sneered, and the more he laughed, the more tears came.
Although Xie Simin was being sarcastic, Qin Feng felt that Xie Simin's metaphor was very vivid. Xie Zhiguo was too harsh and cold to Xie Simin, lacking love.
"I...I don't know how to comfort people, so I don't know what I should say to enlighten you and make you feel better." Qin Feng sighed.
"You don't need to say anything, just lend me your shoulder." Xie Simin said.
Before Qin Feng had time to agree to Xie Simin, he put his arms around Qin Feng's arm and leaned on Qin Feng's shoulder, and said leisurely: "Everyone says that father's shoulders are broad, and they are the safest harbor for children. I didn’t feel a sense of security from my dad, but only fear, the fear from the bottom of my heart.”
Xie Simin still had one sentence to say, which was: Leaning on Qin Feng's shoulder at this moment made her feel very at ease. Her father never gave her such a sense of security.
"Whether you want to listen or not, I still want to say that it's not that your dad doesn't love you, it's just that he loves you in the wrong way. Just like he treats me, the entire county party committee knows that he treats me very well, even some Preference. But he never smiled at me, and almost every time he went to report to him, he scolded me for nothing."
"However, when I did something wrong, he would silently carry it for me. If I had difficulties, he would always silently solve them for me."
"Director Xiao of the County Party Committee once said to me that it depends on who Secretary Xie likes and who he scolds the most. This must be true." Qin Feng tried to guide Xie Simin with his own understanding of Xie Zhiguo.
