Chapter 214 Uchiha Heming only thinks it’s ridiculous [Complete Chapter]
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Zhong Er Shi Bing Wo Bu Zhi
"It seems you have found a position that suits you, congratulations."
Uchiha Heming brushed the broken hair around his ears and lowered his eyes, "Well... I guess. I haven't had a chance to talk to you alone since then. Can we have a little chat now?"
"Of course, I have plenty of time now," Ling Wei shrugged, "But you have to teach the children, right?"
Uchiha Heming turned his attention to Uchiha Masaki, but before she could say anything, Uchiha Masaki had already turned around, "Yes, yes - I'm going to teach the children, and you guys can talk... Oh, I This damn life of hard work.”
"Thank you, Masaki," Uchiha Heming immediately covered his lips and chuckled, "I will help you put in a good word with Maki later."
Just hearing these words, Uchiha Masaki couldn't help but pause. He paused for a while before speaking, "...No need, just let things like that happen."
"But haven't you been together on and off for several years? It would be a pity to separate now...and we are almost the same age, so you should calm down."
Uchiha Masaki remained silent for a longer time this time, with a kind of indifference in his voice and expression, "Thank you for your kindness, but I have no reason to do that anymore... you guys talk slowly."
Looking at Uchiha Masaki's leaving back, he sighed, "...Is that really the case?"
Listening to Uchiha Heming's melancholy voice, Ling tilted his head slightly, "What's the matter?"
Uchiha Heming looked at Ling's rare blank expression and shook his head, "Even if I say it, you, a person with a cold heart in your bones, probably won't understand much."
Hearing this, Ling couldn't help but sigh, "...are you still hating me for what happened back then?"
"No, during the time I was recovering from my injuries, I no longer hated you. Rather, after I thought about it clearly, I was very grateful to you. Thank you for your ability to turn the tide and not let my stupid and frivolous actions kill everyone... …”
Uchiha Heming spoke softly and stepped forward, "And even if you didn't let me do it, the poisoned child wouldn't have survived. Instead of letting me hold his body and feel guilty later, It would be better for me to chop him alive, squeeze out the last of his value, and teach me a lesson that I will remember for the rest of my life.
[If you misjudge your ability and act without authorization, you will not be able to protect anything] - This is what I learned during that mission, haha... many people don't realize it throughout their lives. "
Ling Ti stepped up to follow, but didn't reply. He just quietly acted as a listener.
"After that, I also deeply realized that I am fundamentally different from you." Uchiha Heming clasped his hands behind his back and said in a distant voice, "Even though I have strength, I am not ready to take the lives of others - even if I I’ve been taught that way since I was little... I’m a freak, right?”
"Don't say that. You were just too eager and you were born in the wrong era. This chaotic era should have belonged to lunatics like me."
"I was born in a chaotic era..." Uchiha Heming unconsciously held the broken hair around his ears and showed a smile, but this smile was full of bitterness, "Hey, Ling, you are always saying strange things. If so, how could a person choose the era in which he was born?"
Ling laughed after a moment of silence, "Maybe you can't choose, but no one said you can't change... right?"
Uchiha Heming was stunned and couldn't help but look back at Ling, "...That's really a crazy idea."
"Yes, I feel crazy myself," Ling Wei took a breath, "After all, whatever era you are born in, you should adapt to that era, not to mention that I was born for this era... a person who is most in tune with the times. But I want to change this era, haha—I am the freak."
After being stunned for a short time, Uchiha Heming laughed softly, "I feel like I can tell you the answer just now."
"Ok?"
"You know, that guy Masaki is always in love with one person after another, but he always gets dumped..." Uchiha Heming turned back, his pace slowing down a lot, "I also used to I’ve been approached by him and he’s a really considerate guy.”
Ling paused and pricked up his ears. This was the first time he heard about it.
"In the process of getting along with him, he is always very gentle and submissive to others, but once a girl feels that their relationship is close enough and wants to talk about marriage, he will clearly refuse and then request The other party dumps me and then keeps it a secret for himself, choosing the next target to pursue... You know, he always has only one goal."
Ling finally reacted this time, but he opened his mouth several times but didn't know what to say, so he could only remain silent again.
"Maybe I've been with you for too long, right? That guy Yashu is also a bad example. He has clearly given his heart to others long ago, but still uses his meticulous tenderness to deceive others' hearts..."
Uchiha Heming let out a long breath, "Maki has come to cry with me several times, saying that she is like a fool, knowing that she can't ask for it but still can't help but pursue it. In the end, there is nothing...how many of them have Not only do they share the same problem, but they are also completely stupid, don’t you think?”
"I don't understand emotions or not..." Ling's expression was slightly complicated, "But why are you imitating me?"
Seeing the confusion on Ling's face that didn't look fake, Uchiha Heming couldn't help laughing out loud, "Sometimes I really don't know if you are pretending to be stupid or if you really don't understand. It's all good to focus on Weird, hahahaha——"
"I'm serious," Ling looked a little discouraged. "He was scared to death of me. He couldn't even hide from me. How could he possibly imitate me?"
"You obviously used that gentle appearance to deceive so many people into falling in love with you, but in the end you couldn't even understand why people would change for the one they love. You are really too slow in this regard, hahaha—— "
Hearing this, Ling's expression turned resentful, "Should a lunatic who has fully adapted to the chaotic era know how to fall in love? You are the one who keeps saying strange things."
"Hahaha... According to what you said, you and Kenji are probably the only people of your generation who can fully adapt to the times, right?" Uchiha Heming raised his hand to wipe away the tears from laughter at the corners of his eyes, smiling brightly, "A little bit Tell me more about your crazy plan?"
"Is that okay?" Ling tilted his head, "After hearing the plan, even if you don't overcome your hemophobia, I will squeeze you hard. You can't continue to live such a quiet life."
"Although the symptoms were severe at the time, I have overcome that kind of thing long ago. There have been rumors over the years just to fool the old guys in the clan who want to squeeze my residual value. Moreover, I also want and like to be with you more. The kids stay together…”
"Don't talk about that, elder. That's the dream of many children..." Ling chuckled, "And you don't have to force yourself to help me. I'll just take my time and it will just waste more time."
"Don't underestimate people. When I graduated from clan studies, although the first and second places were snatched away by you and Hong, the third place was not Akihiko who is the most popular now - it was me."
Uchiha Heming let out a long breath, raised his hand to gather up his loose wavy hair, and tied it into a high ponytail. The smile on his face became more charming and gentle, but his dark eyes revealed the secret of choosing someone. With a cold light, he said, "Furthermore...what would a cold-blooded guy like you want to do for Chiho? How could I, as a friend, remain indifferent?"
You know that, right?Chiho is actually a coward who hates fighting more than me, but she always changes herself because of her yearning for you. Even if she is trembling with fear, she firmly says that she wants to be like you and become someone who can be trusted by everyone. of leaders.
And in the end, she really risked everything for that goal... So, tell me, no matter how crazy it sounds, I will help you. "
Her words of wanting to help Ling were not empty talk. Although she complained about Ling Xin because of what happened at the beginning, after calming down, she realized how outrageous her behavior was - she actually gave up her life for the plea of an outsider. Not to mention the mission, he almost ruined the entire team.
The child also inhaled the poison gas during the process of being rescued. The poison that was strong enough to kill a ninja was put on an ordinary child. He was praised for his good health by saying that he had no medical treatment.
So she has always felt guilty about that child - it was her who cut off the life that could have been extended for a few more days because of a moment of pity, and it was she who almost killed everyone.
What made her suffer from blood fear was not Ling Qiang's move of suppressing her a little bit and taking the child's life with her own hands, but that the child still smiled at her with joy even when she took away his life.
To this day, she still can't forget the child's last words - [Sister...I don't feel pain at all...so...stop crying...I want to...see...sister...that gentle...smile...]
The last breath exhaled from the child's mouth was like a thorny branch, tightly binding her heart, making it difficult for her to breathe.
The condemning gazes of her companions were like sharp knives, falling on her body like raindrops without interruption. Although she was not actually harmed, she felt bruised all over her body.
And Ling's clear words became the last straw that crushed her - [Look, this is the result of you misestimating your ability and acting without permission. Don't tell me how outstanding your grades are. You can't bear the consequences of what you have done. The consequences will only show your incompetence...
Personally, I don’t want to put the entire team in the current situation because of your stupid move, and I don’t want to care about your life or death, but I am your captain, and since I brought you out, I will It is my duty to be responsible for your lives, so even if you get dizzy again, I will still help you clean up the mess.
But Hai Ming, I've said it before, just because I don't want to do anything to my tribe doesn't mean I can't... If you always have this idea, then I advise you not to come out and embarrass yourself. 】
This incident was like a nightmare, tightly entangled in her, leaving her unable to sleep for a long time, and she also suffered from severe red phobia - as long as she closed her eyes, the child would be covered with blood. The smiles on his face and the distant looks of his companions that hinted at resentment.
When the attack was at its worst, she couldn't sleep or eat anything for several days and nights. Even when she saw the fire ball fan representing the Uchiha clan, she would uncontrollably start vomiting until she fainted from exhaustion.
In that case, she could no longer perform tasks as a ninja, but the hatred surging in her heart failed to subside even with the various symptoms.
She hates Ling because she knows that as long as Ling wants to, they can rescue the child completely from the beginning, the team will not fall into the poison gas trap, and everyone can return safely - that's why she hates it so much Ling's indifference.
But she hates herself even more, hates her own powerlessness, hates herself for putting her companions in danger, hates herself... Why can't she just pick up the butcher knife on others smoothly like most people in the clan - she is an out-and-out alien. .
After that, Ling actually came to see her many times, but because she didn't know what she should do - she clearly knew that her behavior was reckless and wrong, but she didn't want to admit that what Ling did was correct. ——So she always chose to escape.
Under this situation, Ling no longer came to her, as if he had forgotten her, and continued to lead his peers on missions. He also rose to fame on the battlefield and became the leader of their generation.
His calm mind, strong talent for martial arts, and his always gentle and humble attitude towards others not only made Ling respected among his peers, but also made him particularly appreciated by his elders, not to mention that he never let even one person in his team life is permanently left outside.
After that, she also watched from afar, trying to find any flaws about Ling, so that she could deny Ling's actions with more peace of mind, but just like Ling said to her just now - he was born for this era. People - when the battle was mentioned, Ling's eyes even contained light and yearning that she had never seen in anyone before.
At that time, she understood that fighting, which was like poison to her, was extremely attractive honey to Ling - if she wanted to deny Ling's actions, she had to find her own [honey] first. Can.
But just as she gradually overcame her fear of the color red and began to look for [honey], the person who had always been like a benchmark and walked in front of them all was carried back covered in blood. After being barely rescued, I was told that there would be no more light.
After that, a lot of negative news about Ling spread within the clan. The new star that had just risen became an abandoned son overnight. However, Ling's father, the clan leader, had no intention of stopping it. All kinds of remarks that are not true or false are allowed to continue to ferment in the clan.
It wasn't until three months later that Ling did not hide the hideous scar, walked out of the house again despite the controversy within the clan that had reached its peak, and was still able to joke with Uchiha Akihiko while being pointed at, that she Realizing that this was just a game, a game that was approved by Ling himself and was based on him.
Later, the conflict between Ling and Akihiko, what Ling did in the Land of Thunder, and the severe situation the Kaguya clan was facing now made her understand why even if Ling himself didn't care, Uchiha Akihiko would rather bear it. The pressure from all parties will never bypass Ling to touch that position.
She completely understood what Mr. Ling was saying - [People must bear the consequences of their actions and be worthy of their responsibilities] - what weight this sentence carried.
That is a person who deserves to capture everyone's attention in this era and make people follow him unconsciously.
Therefore, Uchiha Heming decided that if Ling was going to do something for Chiho, it would definitely be the move that was most in line with Chiho's heart and the best way to commemorate Chiho - this was also the fundamental reason why she was determined to get out of her comfort zone.
But even though she knew this and was mentally prepared, she still couldn't help but feel ridiculous when she heard Ling's plan.
Because the man in front of me, who was born for war, actually said that he wanted to calm down the troubled times, and then pursue... world peace?
This is just - so ridiculous.
Uchiha Heming brushed the broken hair around his ears and lowered his eyes, "Well... I guess. I haven't had a chance to talk to you alone since then. Can we have a little chat now?"
"Of course, I have plenty of time now," Ling Wei shrugged, "But you have to teach the children, right?"
Uchiha Heming turned his attention to Uchiha Masaki, but before she could say anything, Uchiha Masaki had already turned around, "Yes, yes - I'm going to teach the children, and you guys can talk... Oh, I This damn life of hard work.”
"Thank you, Masaki," Uchiha Heming immediately covered his lips and chuckled, "I will help you put in a good word with Maki later."
Just hearing these words, Uchiha Masaki couldn't help but pause. He paused for a while before speaking, "...No need, just let things like that happen."
"But haven't you been together on and off for several years? It would be a pity to separate now...and we are almost the same age, so you should calm down."
Uchiha Masaki remained silent for a longer time this time, with a kind of indifference in his voice and expression, "Thank you for your kindness, but I have no reason to do that anymore... you guys talk slowly."
Looking at Uchiha Masaki's leaving back, he sighed, "...Is that really the case?"
Listening to Uchiha Heming's melancholy voice, Ling tilted his head slightly, "What's the matter?"
Uchiha Heming looked at Ling's rare blank expression and shook his head, "Even if I say it, you, a person with a cold heart in your bones, probably won't understand much."
Hearing this, Ling couldn't help but sigh, "...are you still hating me for what happened back then?"
"No, during the time I was recovering from my injuries, I no longer hated you. Rather, after I thought about it clearly, I was very grateful to you. Thank you for your ability to turn the tide and not let my stupid and frivolous actions kill everyone... …”
Uchiha Heming spoke softly and stepped forward, "And even if you didn't let me do it, the poisoned child wouldn't have survived. Instead of letting me hold his body and feel guilty later, It would be better for me to chop him alive, squeeze out the last of his value, and teach me a lesson that I will remember for the rest of my life.
[If you misjudge your ability and act without authorization, you will not be able to protect anything] - This is what I learned during that mission, haha... many people don't realize it throughout their lives. "
Ling Ti stepped up to follow, but didn't reply. He just quietly acted as a listener.
"After that, I also deeply realized that I am fundamentally different from you." Uchiha Heming clasped his hands behind his back and said in a distant voice, "Even though I have strength, I am not ready to take the lives of others - even if I I’ve been taught that way since I was little... I’m a freak, right?”
"Don't say that. You were just too eager and you were born in the wrong era. This chaotic era should have belonged to lunatics like me."
"I was born in a chaotic era..." Uchiha Heming unconsciously held the broken hair around his ears and showed a smile, but this smile was full of bitterness, "Hey, Ling, you are always saying strange things. If so, how could a person choose the era in which he was born?"
Ling laughed after a moment of silence, "Maybe you can't choose, but no one said you can't change... right?"
Uchiha Heming was stunned and couldn't help but look back at Ling, "...That's really a crazy idea."
"Yes, I feel crazy myself," Ling Wei took a breath, "After all, whatever era you are born in, you should adapt to that era, not to mention that I was born for this era... a person who is most in tune with the times. But I want to change this era, haha—I am the freak."
After being stunned for a short time, Uchiha Heming laughed softly, "I feel like I can tell you the answer just now."
"Ok?"
"You know, that guy Masaki is always in love with one person after another, but he always gets dumped..." Uchiha Heming turned back, his pace slowing down a lot, "I also used to I’ve been approached by him and he’s a really considerate guy.”
Ling paused and pricked up his ears. This was the first time he heard about it.
"In the process of getting along with him, he is always very gentle and submissive to others, but once a girl feels that their relationship is close enough and wants to talk about marriage, he will clearly refuse and then request The other party dumps me and then keeps it a secret for himself, choosing the next target to pursue... You know, he always has only one goal."
Ling finally reacted this time, but he opened his mouth several times but didn't know what to say, so he could only remain silent again.
"Maybe I've been with you for too long, right? That guy Yashu is also a bad example. He has clearly given his heart to others long ago, but still uses his meticulous tenderness to deceive others' hearts..."
Uchiha Heming let out a long breath, "Maki has come to cry with me several times, saying that she is like a fool, knowing that she can't ask for it but still can't help but pursue it. In the end, there is nothing...how many of them have Not only do they share the same problem, but they are also completely stupid, don’t you think?”
"I don't understand emotions or not..." Ling's expression was slightly complicated, "But why are you imitating me?"
Seeing the confusion on Ling's face that didn't look fake, Uchiha Heming couldn't help laughing out loud, "Sometimes I really don't know if you are pretending to be stupid or if you really don't understand. It's all good to focus on Weird, hahahaha——"
"I'm serious," Ling looked a little discouraged. "He was scared to death of me. He couldn't even hide from me. How could he possibly imitate me?"
"You obviously used that gentle appearance to deceive so many people into falling in love with you, but in the end you couldn't even understand why people would change for the one they love. You are really too slow in this regard, hahaha—— "
Hearing this, Ling's expression turned resentful, "Should a lunatic who has fully adapted to the chaotic era know how to fall in love? You are the one who keeps saying strange things."
"Hahaha... According to what you said, you and Kenji are probably the only people of your generation who can fully adapt to the times, right?" Uchiha Heming raised his hand to wipe away the tears from laughter at the corners of his eyes, smiling brightly, "A little bit Tell me more about your crazy plan?"
"Is that okay?" Ling tilted his head, "After hearing the plan, even if you don't overcome your hemophobia, I will squeeze you hard. You can't continue to live such a quiet life."
"Although the symptoms were severe at the time, I have overcome that kind of thing long ago. There have been rumors over the years just to fool the old guys in the clan who want to squeeze my residual value. Moreover, I also want and like to be with you more. The kids stay together…”
"Don't talk about that, elder. That's the dream of many children..." Ling chuckled, "And you don't have to force yourself to help me. I'll just take my time and it will just waste more time."
"Don't underestimate people. When I graduated from clan studies, although the first and second places were snatched away by you and Hong, the third place was not Akihiko who is the most popular now - it was me."
Uchiha Heming let out a long breath, raised his hand to gather up his loose wavy hair, and tied it into a high ponytail. The smile on his face became more charming and gentle, but his dark eyes revealed the secret of choosing someone. With a cold light, he said, "Furthermore...what would a cold-blooded guy like you want to do for Chiho? How could I, as a friend, remain indifferent?"
You know that, right?Chiho is actually a coward who hates fighting more than me, but she always changes herself because of her yearning for you. Even if she is trembling with fear, she firmly says that she wants to be like you and become someone who can be trusted by everyone. of leaders.
And in the end, she really risked everything for that goal... So, tell me, no matter how crazy it sounds, I will help you. "
Her words of wanting to help Ling were not empty talk. Although she complained about Ling Xin because of what happened at the beginning, after calming down, she realized how outrageous her behavior was - she actually gave up her life for the plea of an outsider. Not to mention the mission, he almost ruined the entire team.
The child also inhaled the poison gas during the process of being rescued. The poison that was strong enough to kill a ninja was put on an ordinary child. He was praised for his good health by saying that he had no medical treatment.
So she has always felt guilty about that child - it was her who cut off the life that could have been extended for a few more days because of a moment of pity, and it was she who almost killed everyone.
What made her suffer from blood fear was not Ling Qiang's move of suppressing her a little bit and taking the child's life with her own hands, but that the child still smiled at her with joy even when she took away his life.
To this day, she still can't forget the child's last words - [Sister...I don't feel pain at all...so...stop crying...I want to...see...sister...that gentle...smile...]
The last breath exhaled from the child's mouth was like a thorny branch, tightly binding her heart, making it difficult for her to breathe.
The condemning gazes of her companions were like sharp knives, falling on her body like raindrops without interruption. Although she was not actually harmed, she felt bruised all over her body.
And Ling's clear words became the last straw that crushed her - [Look, this is the result of you misestimating your ability and acting without permission. Don't tell me how outstanding your grades are. You can't bear the consequences of what you have done. The consequences will only show your incompetence...
Personally, I don’t want to put the entire team in the current situation because of your stupid move, and I don’t want to care about your life or death, but I am your captain, and since I brought you out, I will It is my duty to be responsible for your lives, so even if you get dizzy again, I will still help you clean up the mess.
But Hai Ming, I've said it before, just because I don't want to do anything to my tribe doesn't mean I can't... If you always have this idea, then I advise you not to come out and embarrass yourself. 】
This incident was like a nightmare, tightly entangled in her, leaving her unable to sleep for a long time, and she also suffered from severe red phobia - as long as she closed her eyes, the child would be covered with blood. The smiles on his face and the distant looks of his companions that hinted at resentment.
When the attack was at its worst, she couldn't sleep or eat anything for several days and nights. Even when she saw the fire ball fan representing the Uchiha clan, she would uncontrollably start vomiting until she fainted from exhaustion.
In that case, she could no longer perform tasks as a ninja, but the hatred surging in her heart failed to subside even with the various symptoms.
She hates Ling because she knows that as long as Ling wants to, they can rescue the child completely from the beginning, the team will not fall into the poison gas trap, and everyone can return safely - that's why she hates it so much Ling's indifference.
But she hates herself even more, hates her own powerlessness, hates herself for putting her companions in danger, hates herself... Why can't she just pick up the butcher knife on others smoothly like most people in the clan - she is an out-and-out alien. .
After that, Ling actually came to see her many times, but because she didn't know what she should do - she clearly knew that her behavior was reckless and wrong, but she didn't want to admit that what Ling did was correct. ——So she always chose to escape.
Under this situation, Ling no longer came to her, as if he had forgotten her, and continued to lead his peers on missions. He also rose to fame on the battlefield and became the leader of their generation.
His calm mind, strong talent for martial arts, and his always gentle and humble attitude towards others not only made Ling respected among his peers, but also made him particularly appreciated by his elders, not to mention that he never let even one person in his team life is permanently left outside.
After that, she also watched from afar, trying to find any flaws about Ling, so that she could deny Ling's actions with more peace of mind, but just like Ling said to her just now - he was born for this era. People - when the battle was mentioned, Ling's eyes even contained light and yearning that she had never seen in anyone before.
At that time, she understood that fighting, which was like poison to her, was extremely attractive honey to Ling - if she wanted to deny Ling's actions, she had to find her own [honey] first. Can.
But just as she gradually overcame her fear of the color red and began to look for [honey], the person who had always been like a benchmark and walked in front of them all was carried back covered in blood. After being barely rescued, I was told that there would be no more light.
After that, a lot of negative news about Ling spread within the clan. The new star that had just risen became an abandoned son overnight. However, Ling's father, the clan leader, had no intention of stopping it. All kinds of remarks that are not true or false are allowed to continue to ferment in the clan.
It wasn't until three months later that Ling did not hide the hideous scar, walked out of the house again despite the controversy within the clan that had reached its peak, and was still able to joke with Uchiha Akihiko while being pointed at, that she Realizing that this was just a game, a game that was approved by Ling himself and was based on him.
Later, the conflict between Ling and Akihiko, what Ling did in the Land of Thunder, and the severe situation the Kaguya clan was facing now made her understand why even if Ling himself didn't care, Uchiha Akihiko would rather bear it. The pressure from all parties will never bypass Ling to touch that position.
She completely understood what Mr. Ling was saying - [People must bear the consequences of their actions and be worthy of their responsibilities] - what weight this sentence carried.
That is a person who deserves to capture everyone's attention in this era and make people follow him unconsciously.
Therefore, Uchiha Heming decided that if Ling was going to do something for Chiho, it would definitely be the move that was most in line with Chiho's heart and the best way to commemorate Chiho - this was also the fundamental reason why she was determined to get out of her comfort zone.
But even though she knew this and was mentally prepared, she still couldn't help but feel ridiculous when she heard Ling's plan.
Because the man in front of me, who was born for war, actually said that he wanted to calm down the troubled times, and then pursue... world peace?
This is just - so ridiculous.
