Chapter 350 Kang Jian’s Story 2
"Sister An, do you know? After I was picked up by my dad, what I saw was blood all over the floor, and my eyes were red."
After adjusting his breathing, he spoke slowly. His eyes were also red now.
"I later developed asthma, both because of white flour and because of this incident."
"Actually, I heard you when you talked to my grandpa last time."
An Yinan thought for a while, he might know everything, but he just didn't want to believe it.
"Then the woman died and my dad was taken away."
"Shot!" Kang Jian lowered his head.
He has been called a wild child and a murderer's child by other children since he was a child.
All parents don't let their children play with them.
Grandpa had no choice but to take him back to Yangcheng.
Change a place, change an environment, and start a new life.
But others don't know his past, but he himself knows it.
He was only five years old, but he would never forget it.
"But this is not your fault!" An Yinan sighed and couldn't help but speak.
She doesn't sympathize with him, everyone has their own past.
But she can empathize. As an orphan in her previous life, wasn't she also called a bastard by her classmates?
But she was different. She didn't face these head-on and had no way of judging what she would do.
Kang Jian held his head, "If I didn't come back, would it be different?"
"If I don't go out for fun, won't things happen later?"
An Yinan didn't move. She took a sip of tea to calm herself down.
"Whatever is supposed to happen will happen sooner or later. What can you, a five-year-old child, control?"
"Can you stop that woman from cheating on you?"
"Can you keep your father from doing anything?"
"Kang Jian, you think too highly of yourself!"
"When you were five years old, you couldn't do anything."
"And now you are still trapped in the age of five and still can't do anything."
An Yinan angrily said that she needed to wake him up, a five-year-old child who was pretending to sleep!
He had slept for too long, and it was too painful.
Only when you wake up will the nightmare be over.
Kang Jian raised his head with tears on his face, "Sister An, you don't understand. You live in the sunshine, and you don't understand the collapse in the dark."
"I really don't understand, and I don't want to understand either." An Yinan stood up.
She looked down at Kang Jian, who stared at her stubbornly.
"There are many people standing in the dark, and because they stand in the dark to protect us, there is light for everyone."
"In the dark? Kang Jian, you don't deserve to mention it."
"The figure walking against the light is so great, how can it be tainted by a coward like you?"
She walked away. When she saw Grandpa Kang Jian, she paused for a moment, but she didn't stop. She just nodded lightly.
An Yinan left, feeling a little irritable.
She suddenly understood why she suddenly treated Chen Xun differently in the first place.
In her eyes, isn't Chen Xun standing in the sunshine?
But she later discovered that he was actually standing in the darkness, watching for the light.
"What are you thinking about?" Chen Xun made a meal and returned to the guest house, where he saw Nan Nan in a daze.
"I didn't think about anything, I just felt a little homesick."
I miss the Yun family, my grandma and my aunt.
"Aren't you on the train the day after tomorrow? Go back and take a look then." Chen Xun laid out the food.
His wife likes to eat seafood, so he specially bought fish and shrimps in the canteen. When they came back yesterday, there was no one outside, so naturally they didn't buy any seafood.
An Yinan smiled and said, "By the way, let's go back to Quanshui Village this summer vacation."
"Okay, I'll try my best to ask for leave." Chen Xun said.
He didn't ask her what she was going to do or what her plans were.
"Go back and pick up Aunt Liu and the landlady. I want to take them to Kyoto for retirement." Everyone helped her at different times.
Moreover, the landlady and the uncle loved her as if she were a granddaughter, thinking about themselves and preparing a dowry for themselves.
Chen Xun's hand paused. Unexpectedly, Nannan returned to Quanshui Village for this reason.
She never even mentioned it to herself.
"Actually, I have thought about it for a long time, but before I was in the Northeast Military Region, the environment there was really not suitable for elderly care."
"Later, I got admitted to Kyoto University. The time was tight and the tasks were heavy, so I didn't find any time."
"Let's get this done this summer vacation."
She had already prepared the yard, but she considered the safety of her elders.
She deliberately arranged several people in the same yard so that they could take care of each other.
And since I am so busy with my time, it saves the elders from being bored and gives each other someone to talk to.
"Okay." Chen Xun looked at her, his heart softening.
She is such a strong person!
But she has the softest heart in the world.
She can remember everything that was good to her, even just a little bit.
She is so good and beautiful.
His whole body was glowing, and he watched her grow step by step and find the look she liked step by step.
An Yinan finally breathed a sigh of relief. The landlady and aunt were easy to talk to, and they agreed to it when he accepted the dowry.
Moreover, they had no friends in that street, so they would not be sad if they left there.
But Aunt Liu is different. There are memories of her relatives and lovers there.
An Yinan never brought it up because he had this consideration in mind. On the other hand, he was afraid that Aunt Liu would think that he was a burden and that things that were good would become imperfect instead.
After the two of them had eaten, Chen Xun hurried back to the army.
He took a day off yesterday and has been even busier these two days.
Nan Nan rested for a while, changed into ordinary clothes, and then went out.
She visited two shops first, but when she was looking at the shops, she met Kang Jian.
"Sister An." Kang Jian was a little afraid of her at this time.
Her serious look in the morning is still vivid in my mind.
An Yinan nodded. She didn't sympathize with him. She even didn't seem to sympathize with others.
In fact, everyone does not need sympathy.
If you can give me a hand, give me a hand. This is much better than useless sympathy.
"Looking for me?" An Yinan asked.
Kang Jian scratched the back of his head, feeling a little embarrassed.
Especially after grandpa wakes himself up, he is not the only one who feels uncomfortable? And he was a little selfish and only saw himself.
When he was unwilling to accept what happened at the beginning, his grandfather had to bear the responsibility of raising himself after experiencing the pain of losing his son.
He used to only think of himself, but forgot about his grandfather who was in more pain.
An Yinan looked at him, "Aren't you looking for me?"
She asked again, just when she was about to turn around and leave.
Kang Jian finally spoke, "Sister An, I'm looking for you."
Only then did An Yinan stop, turned his head, and motioned for him to continue.
"I know my problem, and I think I've come out of it."
He didn't tell anyone before because he didn't want to see the disdainful looks from others.
Today he wanted to be honest about his past and his knot in his heart, but he didn't expect Sister An's reaction to be so big. Later he realized, who doesn't have some past?
