Chapter 816 Extra 5
"Zhang Qian, can you do it?" A loud female voice came from not far away. Duo Xiaoyu looked at him with a sly smile on her face, with cunning in her eyes.
Zhang Qian snorted coldly, "Duo Xiaoyu, today I'll let you see if your man is capable!"
All of a sudden, his thoughts returned to him and he quickly ran up the stairs. The two figures chasing each other were getting farther and farther away on this mountain road.
When he was in his twenties, he met a girl whose heart was moved. He thought, anyone would be moved when seeing such a beautiful person, right?
Her smile when the stone hit the rabbit, her pride after they killed the wild boar together, her excitement when there was prey in the trap, her every frown and smile, seemed to touch his heart.
"Zhang Qian, help me take good care of her."
When the boss said this, his blood seemed to run cold, but he still agreed. The mission was still going on, and he had no way to escape or leave.
When she made a move, he would unconsciously cooperate with her. He knew it was instinct. After he controlled it a few times, this instinct made him irresistible.
She married the eldest brother and followed the army to the Northeast camp. Seeing her smiling face every day, he thought that the current situation was good.
He placed the love he felt for the first time in his heart in the deepest part of his heart, and they treated each other as friends for life and death.
She was admitted to Kyoto University, and he followed her to Kyoto. He didn't want to disturb her life, he just wanted to watch her from afar.
"She doesn't even know, don't you feel cheated?" Duo Xiaoyu, she was the first person who saw through his thoughts.
Their relationship was very special. Apart from quarreling and bickering, they always quarreled and bickered. That was the first time she spoke calmly and without argument.
"What are you talking about?" He instinctively resisted the topic, as if his heart was being dissected and his deepest secrets were being dug out. He felt panicked and scared.
He wasn't thinking about anything, he just wanted to look at her. Was he going to lose this opportunity?
"If you love someone, why not fight for it?"
The girl looked distressed, looking at him as if he were a fool, "How would she know if you don't tell her?"
Zhang Qian closed his eyes. "When I see through my own heart, I am no longer qualified to speak."
He admitted that he had been conflicted and in pain for so many years. He felt like a mouse in the dark, secretly peeking at other people's lives.
But he couldn't help it and couldn't let it go.
He doesn't ask for anything, he just wants to be closer to her. Is it not possible to have such a humble wish?
"Then let it go." Duo Xiaoyu spoke as if it was natural. Although she was dressed in men's clothes and was so thin, she was a little cold. "It's too painful to love but not be able to get it."
"If you know it's impossible, then let it go."
"Letting her go is letting myself go." She lay on the lawn, not knowing whether she was looking at the starry sky or thinking about something, with a frown on her face and a look of deep thought.
Zhang Qian lay down beside her. They lay side by side. After a long while, he finally found his voice, "Little brat, what do you know? How can emotions be so easy to control?"
If he could control it, he would have calmed down long ago and would not be in pain.
Duo Xiaoyu frowned, "But...your pain was not brought by Sister An, it was inflicted on yourself."
"Sister An has never been wrong. It's you who are moved and you who can't forget. How can she be wrong?"
The sentence, which obviously did not contain any emotion, was like a sharp sword piercing the heart, suddenly waking up Zhang Qian's confused heart.
he……
Yes, it’s all his own business. What does it have to do with Nan Nan?
At this time, he found that the stars in the sky were very bright, and that such a night was very beautiful. Even though she was not around, even if he could not see her figure, the sky was still the same sky, the grass was still the same grass, nothing had changed.
It's just that my mood has changed.
"Little brat, you know a lot!" Zhang Qian said, then smiled.
Duo Xiaoyu sat up and said, "Sister An once said that those involved are confused while those who are watching can see things clearly. I am just an outsider."
The conversation that day helped him to resolve his worries.
And during the days of bickering that followed, he realized that he had never denied that he had loved An Yinan.
but now……
Duo Xiaoyu has never been a substitute, she is herself. She loves him, but she loves herself more.
She loves her career, flies around the world for the company's projects, and has her own plans and life, but...
He is in her plans and in her life.
On the day he got married, he realized that when it comes to love, one person is too lonely, three people are too crowded, and two people are just right.
And their story is slowly unfolding.
His heart was placed in the sun and in the hot spring, and she was also blessing him.
