Chapter 826 Extra 15
The whole country mourns.
Feng Zhong took a box and walked to An Yinan, "Nannan, this is the letter the old man left for you."
"Okay." An Yinan's tears fell unconsciously. She seemed to have lost something and hugged the box tightly.
Back home, the room was empty.
"Nannan, this isn't the first time I've called you that, but it may be the last time. I hesitated about whether to leave this letter to you, but I also want to be selfish for once."
"Let me tell you a story!"
When I was sent down to the countryside, I met a girl from the village. She had a round face, and when she smiled, she had two shallow dimples. She was intoxicated by herself even without the help of wine.
She appeared when I was about to give up, like the dawn that saved me. She married me resolutely despite her family's opposition.
We got married and had a child. Although our family of three had poor food and clothes, we made that leaky cowshed full of warmth and love.
but……
Her health was deteriorating, and I begged everyone to keep her, but no one could help me.
My child was named An Qingguo. He was young and weak, so in order to keep my only child, I had to send him away.
At this time, the ink on the letter paper was very dark, which showed that the successive blows had a great impact on the old gentleman.
"An Qingguo..." An Yinan closed his eyes. No wonder he had an inexplicable sense of familiarity. No wonder he always looked at him so lovingly. No wonder he was always defenseless against him. As long as he did not harm the national interests, he would always help him.
No blame!
Clear tears slowly flowed down her cheeks as she continued to pick up the letter.
"The person I entrusted to my parents later told me that he had joined the army, that he had married, and that he had his first child, named An Yinan."
"Then, the person I entrusted to someone died, and we lost contact since then."
He spoke in the tone of an outsider, simply telling the story and everything that happened to him.
"Later, I was rehabilitated and returned to Kyoto, but I couldn't find my child."
He commissioned many people to try to find any trace of his son, but there was no trace.
Because An Qingguo was carrying out a secret mission at that time, all traces of him were erased, even his family.
"When Lao Hua recommended you to me, I refused, but when he mentioned your name, I agreed."
"Even if it's just a coincidence, I'm selfish. I also want to see you. I also want to know how you've been doing all these years. Are you okay?"
The letter was still going on, but An Yinan lay on the table, crying loudly, with tears falling on his sleeves. All the grievances seemed to be released at this moment, and all the hardships seemed to have found comfort.
"When I saw you, I knew it was you."
"Then I found out that so many things had happened to you, and you brought Beibei with you all the way here."
"Looking at what you have done, I am worried about you, but I am also proud of you, my granddaughter. You are really great."
"Now that you know me, do you hate me? Do you blame me?"
An Yinan wiped away her tears and shook her head. How could she hate such a person? How could she resent such a person?
"It's my regret that I can't hear you call me grandpa."
"It's my selfish desire to let you know everything."
At this moment, the letter came to an abrupt end, but at the end of the letter, there was a trace of blood, which seemed to dye An Yinan's eyes red.
She held the letter and cried like a child.
After Chen Xun came back from the army, he didn't ask any questions and held her in his arms. His broad arms gave her strength.
Chen Xun didn't read the letter.
An Yinan put the letter into the space. She didn't want to tell Beibei. It was enough that there was one person in the world that she regretted.
Her Beibei does not need to move forward with a heavy burden. Her Beibei only needs to do what she wants to do and what she likes.
However, starting from that year, she would take Beibei and the children to see him every holiday.
Say in your heart, "Grandpa, here I come."
